sleep
to give yourself a break
to forget for a while
to dream of better things
and living your life in the unconscious state
that you've been wanting to feel again for so long

not the right time to be worrying
your mind has other things to focus on
help yourself and find a relief
to change how you think

My mind has altered
Creating a writer's block
The medication I have stopped
To try to focus but
I can no longer write
For I am suffering a great loss
I hope to regain my mind again
So I can foolishly continue harming
What is behind my eyes

You are not right
Don't tell me that you are
Because all I do is right
And all you do is wrong
Forgive me when my temper flares
But you don't know what you're talking about
Since my mind is more forbade than yours
More relevant
Worth something beautiful
Though your discouraging words hurt me extently
You mean nothing
Don't waste your time
On an unchangeable mind

Let the words flow from your fingertips

To create what could change everything

Change everything by the slightest change of event

Your connections are so timeless

Yet so significant

It all leads to one another

Be wise with what you do

You never know

What is waiting around the corner

Finding words where I never thought to look

In the back of my mind they were always there

I just never knew how to make them surface

Beginning my quest into darkness

The coming of late night

I know it's about the time

I will fall and fall and fall

To the pit of sorrow

And guilt

Every word I ever said, ever heard

Will force itself into the space behind my eyes

Causing the same ache

That is repeated immeasurably

Thoughts forcing their way out

By bruising the inside of my skull

Something I will always feel