Carried by a gentle breeze
Withered leaves it al but seems
Leaves of long past winters fall
But very few in time it sees
Dark the color of the sky
As the breeze becomes a wind
Twisting twirling making way
Ripping everything out of place
Standing still I come to see
Only I in the storm be
All around me joy abounds
What is this I have not found
The storm inside me raging forth
Stripping passion, love, and more
Killing what I tried to keep
Hidden safely inside me no more
The soulful battle fearsomely fought
Against the raging deadly storm
Will I make it will I win
Or will it be I forever buried within.

Tears of sorrow wash down my face
Troubled thoughts an endless race
I reach up to heaven
But the clouds are in the way
No light breaks through
These stormy skies
Why is it that I cannot hide
From the truth that I refuse to see
Is it that my fate ever will be
Sorrowful a raging war
Deep inside this stone cold wall
Is there no mercy
No love
No Grace
Will I ever be able to finish the race.

Sometimes words are not enough
To show you what I feel
But sometimes words can surely say
What deeds cannot reveal
You have been there every day
To help and guide me through
And with this card I wish to say
Thank you mom, for being you…
I love you

As rain descends on the barren ground
Life begins to form
From deep within the womb of such
New life is being born
Still so pure so undefiled
Hidden from evil’s claws
This life this wondrous miracle
In waiting – grows more and more
Love in it’s purest
No doubt is in mind
Precious is this gift
So few would ever find
A life formed through love
One cannot ignore
A cord ever binding and true
As rain descends on this barren ground
This little life so still
No breath, no heartbeat, not even a cry
In silence so deadly and still
The miracle once so full of life
A mere vessel left out in the cold
Murdered – deprived – hated – alone
Out from it’s protective womb
No face no name

There u sit, so bewildered
What is this? You ask,
Is it that I am not welcome
You stand aside
As your friends walk by
Not wanting to play along
You walk out
To where the sun is shining
But to you
The sky seems gray and dull
What is this
That no one sees.
I hate this place
Please let me be…

As dust and debris ascends on the earth
And people in panic flee
As the bird of steel in flight collided
Our hearts in sorrow cried
Memories of a nightmare
In our wildest dreams unseen
Will stay with this whole nation
Embedded in their dreams
Across the seas and plains
Far and distant countries mourn
The death of those who once so proud
The streets of New York roamed
From the east to west
From the north to the south
A prayer is said to all
In God we trust
For He is just
This evil will come to a fall

On the road of my life
I see many things
I see my life as a child
I see it as I became a teenager
I see it as I as I became a grownup
Then I stopped as I remembered
The day you came into my life
Your tiny little body
So perfect and so small
And I smile as I remember
Your days as a child
Even as a teenager
Then you suddenly grew up
And the cycle of life continued
And I look and see your eyes
And I come to realize
I still love you as much as ever
My love for you has never changed
I will love you for another lifetime
And a day

In the wind a song is carried
A song of peace
Where war has seized
No more blood shed
No more pain
Where once death was
A way of living
Is now something forgotten
And where once it rained
Steel and fire
It now rains love and peace
But only a dream it is
A dream of hope and unity
A dream where all in peace shall be
A dream – Will it ever become
Reality?

I wish I had the words to say
To make you understand
What I feel is more than words
Less than your heart demands
I want to say “I love”
As much as you want me to
Yet I cannot let go
Of this feeling that I have
Call it insecurities, stubbornness or pride
All I know it’s something
I can no longer hide
A special friend you are to me
Your friendship I hold dear
But “love you” I can just not say
I’d lie and it won’t be fair
I wish u not to be upset
Or in anger turn away
But if you so will
Your heart to spill
Or lash out at me today
I guess it will be well deserved
After all I caused you pain.

High among the stars they say
Lives a great and mighty King
According to the book of ancient
He created everything
Somewhere amongst those stars
In this book it has been said
If one takes a moment just to listen
The songs of angels can be heard
Among those stars they say He dwells
Awaiting the right moment in time
When he will lower Himself from heaven
To come and take His people home
Somewhere among those stars I see
Only darkness nothing more
Is this book of ancient false or true?
Or just written for mans imagination

God, are you there?
The question I dare ask
God, do you hear?
The doubt within my heart
When did I lose you?
When did you leave?
What made me turn away?
From the breath I once breathed
I run in the darkness
Cold and alone
Why can’t I find you?
Where have you gone
I try to reach out
And touch the once familiar face
But all I can find is darkness
An empty space
Lost and alone
I sit in an silent grave
Hoping longing waiting
Maybe He’ll look my way
So many times I’ve turned away
And left you standing there
How can I dare to let you in
Why would You even care
I am the one who turned away
From You, but once again
So God I stand here all alone
To afraid to hurt You again
My mind recalls the blessed moments
In Your presence I once enjoyed
Now it’s only a memory
In the attic it’s been stored
Gathering dust, fading with time
What can I do now?
Oh God if I could change the past
What better person I would be
But fate has brought me here thus far
So this is my silent plea
If thou grace still counts for me
May You not turn away
But show me once again your love
The beauty of your face....

Falling leaves in the autumn
As the sun pull’s further away
Leaving this concrete jungle
Cold in this day
The faces of it’s residents
Lifeless stale and hard
No expression, none at all
Leaving could every souls heart
Passing by one another
No warmth or caring there
Each one for himself
Fights to survive in
They call home....

The rays of the sun even colder now
As snow flakes starts to fall
Forcing every soul
To retreat into what they call home
Nothing left to see out there
So hide in solitude
Every one alone will be
For this season, inevitably
No warmth or love
For these lonely souls
They no not where to search
For hiding brings nothing
But loneliness,
And loneliness nothing in turn…..
The sun is breaking through the clouds
Opening doors locked for months
Breathing new life into these hearts
So long frozen alone.
Melting the ice letting water flow
Bringing hope to them all
A new season has come
For the hearts of the lost
To be lifted in spirited joy
Filling their lungs with laughter
As the days grow longer now
Giving them a reason
To believe in love somehow

The summer sun so warm
The fiery furnace in the sky
Warms the concrete jungle
Brings forth life and friendliness
On faces of those who once so cold
Only shadows of lonely times
Locked away with the winter cold
In a closet of memories lost

As I close my eyes I see your silhouette
Your face is but a secret
Yet in mind and soul we’ve met
Knight from a far and distant place
Tell me how this be but us
Two souls so much in unity
Thus so crazed to see reality
Displayed on a canvas of slate
For thine words flows from thine lips
Like magic into the heart of such a young soulful being
Inspiration from and ancient source
Be it of Druids or Celtic born
Thine soul consumed and by passion scorned
My Knight, be thine ever so true
And let fantasy and dreams grow stronger,
and soulful bliss, a part of you,
for in eternity the poem is born
And words of love by it be sworn
Forever Knight…the lady awaits
the words from thy hearts core...

A friendly chat we started at
Not guarding our own hearts
Then the friendly talk we had
Became more serious with time
Before long we were in love
Holding the world in our hands
Hoping trusting believing
We can pursue our heart’s demands
Communicating on the Cyber Sea
Things were ok for you and me
5 e-mails and sometimes more
Became 2 e-mail less than before
Then 1 only and none from me
Guess that hurt you to the core
I guess this time of love we had
Could not the test endure?
So far away we are from love
So far from each other’s arms
I’ve felt something for you I’m sure
But love? I cannot know…
For if it was_ we would have passed
This test of love for sure
So many nights I’ve wondered
What it is that I longed for
And many times it came to this
Love – closeness and more
Then he came out of the blue
My mind still set on you
A friend he’ll be only
I told myself
We had a laugh a chat or two
There was something that I saw
Confused at first I wanted to burst
What was this feeling that I had
So we had a laugh we had a chat
And then I realized
I have fallen for another
And the feeling I cannot hide