I fantasize my dreams
I imagine beautiful things
all happy and cheerful
but
I am scared
scared of what has gone
scared of what is here
and
scared of what's to come

I wake up with birds chirping,
Is it spring already?
NOOOOOO, I am freezing
The cold, it is still shivery.

It had been days since I got out of my room.
and today
the world seemed so much beautiful.

you must think I am insane
and blabbering just anything
but once listen to the silence as I do
you will know it's there
you will know that
The night is not really quiet
we only assume it's quiet
and go to sleep with our ears closed tight
under the blanket
indifference to the calling of
the silence of night.

Time, it's flying like a freight train.
No need for tracks, it continues running.
Rocketing forward, flashing by.
It continues on and on.
We can't stop it, even for a second.
It’s unstoppable yet undefined.
No matter how much we try,
It continues on.
Time.

Even
when I snuggle deep inside the furry blanket
my feet do not get any warmer.
So
I keep them out.
They are better cold outside than
cold inside.