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Barker Sep 2018
One day I might walk out the door and leave for a couple of days.
Don't take any offence to this. Sometimes I just need to be alone to reflect and be by myself.
Please don't try to come to find me.
I just need some space.
Don't worry I'll be back.
I will never leave forever without saying goodbye.
(c)ibarker
Barker Sep 2018
...
Darling, my love, my everything.

I love you,
But I desperately need to be alone right now.
I know that you are here for me.
I know that you care,
But I can't be with you right now.

I hope you can understand.

-Barker
(c)ibarker
Barker Sep 2018
Learning your mom might die is one of the hardest things in life.
(c)ibarker
Barker Sep 2018
Regret is one of the worst emotions out there.
(c)ibarker
Barker Sep 2018
I want to fast forward 3 years where we’ll both be in university.
Waking up next to each other and falling asleep in each other’s arms.
Being able to come home and say
“Hey baby, how was your day?”
And we’d talk about our days over diner.
I’ll kiss you and smile because I know that I am lucky to have you
(C)ibarker
  Sep 2018 Barker
April
One of my favorite times of day
The world lays silent and still
I need not hear or wonder
about the thoughts besieging
myself or another.
I can laze sleepily in the silence
Enjoying the remnants of dreams
still somewhat within reach of my minds eye.
The onslaught of doubt and worry
still quiet giving me a moment maybe two before reality sets in and the noise inside won’t overwhelm me with questions I can’t or won’t answer.
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