MY ANGEL ON EARTH (KARIN NAUDE)
She cares,
She loves
And she have trust in me
She believes in me even when the world gave up on me
She calls me the  champ even when I lost a fight
She never sees me as a failure like other peoples philosophy about me
She gave the winning spirit which keeps going all day long

She is my love and my best friend
She escape from heaven just to be with
Her loved one, me
Ooh behold the beautiful light skinned angel always tell me I can do it,
Always tell me I can move mountains,
I never believed in my self but she dose
She work her self out all day to put a smile on my face
Her voice sounds like a classical music cool and calm which keep playing in my heart all day
Her smiles sends a message to me saying all is fine trust your self and focus on the big picture                      

My guardian angel, my best friend
She left heaven such beautiful and enjoyable place to be with me on earth
A place with pains, agony, politics and envy
Making thousands of  friends in a day dose not matter
What matters is keeping one for years
A thought about you says goodbye to my depression
You gave my hope life even when I was kept in the mood of despondency
Ooh!! its not just our love
Its our friendship
You are my lover
My best friend
My one and only
You gave me reason to breath once again even when I though joining my ancestors was the last option
She never left me alone
She was right here when am putting these down
She inspires me, she said baby u can do even much more better
My angel what more can I say than to say  
I love you........................................
My angel on earth

I love you Karin Naude

From the moment I know you
I know you will be the song I sing in the morning
the books I read in the day
And the prayers I pray at night

We might be far away from each other
But you are  close to my heart always
To many lovers,distance is seen as a torture or punishment to relationship
But to us I say its a test of love
For love is when you are far away, you still realise that its getting even stronger

I love u Karin Naude
I wanna be part of your heart beat
I wanna cross all limits to say I love you my wishes are so complete with you in them

If loving you is a crime
I don't mind going to jail for it
I will use the last breath I got to say I love you Karin Naude

I wished for three most important things always in my life
And they are
YOU, YOU and YOU
I love you Karin Naude

Oh love!! Oh love!!
It hurts through the bone-marrow
Oh love!! It drains blood from the arteries to the vain
It kept you in the mood of despondency
You love her, but she hates you
You care for her but she hurts you
You love her, but she breaks your heart you call heart sweet heart, but she calls you *****
You try to make her happy,but she makes you cry
You can never afford to loose her, but she already gave-up on you
You never cheated on her, but she flirt around with guys

Fear of the dark
Found my self standing in the middle of a dark unknown place
The waves charged the trees
Heard a sound like a voice from the tree
Yet no one was there
Fear knocks me down
I swim yet drown in fear

The confidence I thought I had
That I thought was within my grasp
Was totally lost
How do I deal with what I lost
Fear consumes me as the sound came louder
Everywhere was still and the birds are in there nets
I was standing but dead inside of me
The closer I get to the charged tree
The fainter the sound and the voice
Fear crippled my body and soul
As I wait for the end of the story

No one to call oh!! No one to help either
My legs were never stable
They were shaking like a kid that was learning how to walk
The life I thought I had
The life I thought was amazing
The life I thought was complete
All turned to be ash falling away
And leaving me cold and lonely
I cannot shout my mouth were shot by fear
I cannot move my legs were shaking
Fear consumes me
Hoping to see the day but yet wondering in the dark
Waiting for the owner of life to spare or take the life I was given

When I look at her, I wanted to say I love u
But I realise the love hurts so much
Love has no equal measure
Is hard to be loved in the same way
Gone are those days when I love u are said from the abundant of the heart
We sing it like a song without knowing the messages the lyrics sends

Love hurts
Saying I love you has now became the national anthem of the world, yet love is full of betrayals
Love is full with lies and deceits
It hurts because it has no equal measure

Love hurts
We loved to be happy yet pains cripples our body and soul
Sadness feels the face of the lover each day
Gone are those days when love dose not ask who are you
Gone are those days when love dose not ask how much you got in your account
Gone are those day when love says you are mine irrespective of your status and background
Love hurts
Because it has no equal measures

The fear of expression

Oh fear
Everytime I saw her
I became scared to talk to her
I became dumb because am scared to tell her how I feel
I know I need her
I know I want her
I know she is the right girl
But how!!, but H̶̲̥̅ΘΨ!!
How will I put the words
I will I say them

I feel so cold to talk to her
I can't breathe whenever she shook my hands
I suffocate each time she says Hi

I rehearse every words that I want to say
But all escape my mind each time I meet her
Because fear is over me
Am scared of what she's going to say
Am scared of the bomb shell she's going to drop right in front of me
I try to tell her how I feel
Yet I can't
I tried but am scared
Words really don't come to me easily

I watch her when she smiles
I watch her when she cries
Yet no courage to say sorry to her
I can't find the way to tell her
All I do is wish am her lover
All I do is wish she is mine
I got this feeling for long yet I keep hiding them because am scared

Everyday I watch her as she comes
Everyday I watch her as she walks away
Everyday am scared to go for what I really wanted because am scared to express my feelings

Cry of the lonely

A great depression Has taken over my soul loneliness drained all the blood in my vain and arteries
The pain was very real
I lost my mind
I loose control
My thoughts go wild
I thought I was thinking straight
But no one to give direction
I felt so deserted and abandoned as day go by

Everyday is a day of grief
A day of fear
A day of sorrow
All day I feel alone
I try to justify my pains
Yet no answers,
Another day of confusion

Sometimes I wish the night never comes
Because am scared of nightmares
Sacred of closing my two eyes
All I do is stare into the night and wish the day draw near
Yet another bad day

I tell my self everything is okay
But who am I fooling?
Being okay is the fantasies I wish to come true all day
Everyone rejected me
I had no friends anymore

I feel intimidated by others
But like I said "this is how I feel"
All I see is these interminable nightmares
Day after day
Week after week
Month after month.                                         Loneliness drains my blood