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Audrey Illena Oct 2013
I'm in love with a boy who doesn't even know
And love is not a word I use so casual
I don't want to love someone who doesn't love me back
But my feelings are too far gone to try and get them back
Red lips have made him bleed and only time will stop the flow
And for the time it takes to heal, it's hard to let him go
For now my lips are sealed, but the key has not been swallowed
Foolish i would be, keeping keys and secrets in the same hollow
For the secrets will get smart and find their way to freedom
And I am left empty, wishing that i hadn't freed them
The second case scenario, I throw the key away
But I'm hoping that I'll need it, to let them out one day.
The day that they'll escape is when his heart is healed
And only if he comes to me and tells me all he feels
I'm hoping that his feelings will be the same as mine
And the lyrics of our hearts will make a perfect rhyme
Audrey Illena Sep 2013
They say it’s where the Heart is
And now I know that’s true
Maybe not the whole thing
But a piece enjoys the view

The air’s a little sweeter
The sky is brighter blue
The people smile bigger
To my town I’m always due

I left you for a while
But then again came back
It’s strange how with each mile
Returned the life I lacked

The threshold that read ‘welcome’
I now read upside down
I hold back tears of sadness
Remembering I’ll come back round

See that’s the part that gets me
That the doormat will do its job
No longer do I welcome
But stand before the doorknob
Audrey Illena Sep 2013
I do not hide it in my chest
my heart is always on my sleeve.
Not that i like it out there, best
I just forget to keep it conceived.

This issue could be good or bad
but for me, it is a problem.
I tell too much of happy and sad
in hopes that he will hold them.

But alas my heart is dropped
and I am left retrieving
the broken pieces on the ground
in a rush to stop the bleeding.

When I gather all the parts
there is one piece missing.
I'll add it to the list of lost
but there is no point in wishing.

When i have it all sewed up
a fool i am to place it back,
Not in my chest where it can hide
but on my sleeve where secrets lack.

You'd think by now I'd be more wise.
I'd learn to keep my mouth shut too.
I wouldn't freely give my heart but
Maybe it's cause I hope they're you.
Audrey Illena Aug 2013
when my mind runs away restless
i feel that i must catch it
but the only way to reign it in
is with yellow paper and pen

it runs away from the chaos
that has turned into its home
it tries to find its peace
but can't seem to get alone

the only way the chaos sifts
is through the ball point pen
and when it hits the paper
i begin to breathe again
Sometimes the only way I can organize my thoughts is when I rhyme them.
Audrey Illena Jul 2013
save my heart
wrap it up
keep it beating from the start

don't let me look
from left to right
at those who'll take it part by part

his eyes are kind
his hands are strong
but his soul could do me wrong

i know it's safe
but i'm not patient
keep me from his temptation

Lord hold my heart
until i find
the man who's hands are big enough
Audrey Illena Jul 2013
The clocks shorter hand rolls around again
It goes unnoticed cause my mind's deep in thoughts of you
You've poisoned my blood
The doctor says I've got a bad case of love
I need a cure for this.

Thermometers are useless
Because the fever's in my heart
My temperature  is rising
This love is gonna tear me apart
The thought of your name
My head is throbbing do you love me the same?
I didn't let this happen easily
I put up all my walls
But the germs crawled through them all
I've been infected by your disease
I'm lovesick for you.

What happened to an apple a day?
And why didn't keep you away
My legs and my arms they are shaking
My heart is pounding, no it's racing
I've got the shakes and the shivers
They're bad as can be

Darling, won't you just love me.
When you are desperately in love with someone.
Audrey Illena Jul 2013
Faces, faces lost in the crowd
Planes coming in and planes going out
With the hustle and bustle a soul can get lost
If I talk to this person, how much time will it cost?
Not a thing will I loose but only I'll gain
Look at her soul, she could be going through pain
Maybe she is, maybe she's not
But could I spare a minute?
A lifetime's been bought.
Sometimes we don't know what people could be going through, and stopping to talk to them could change there day.
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