For those who have a listening heart, share in caring and love right from the start...

I carry
a lot
But I
lost you

I can
Carry a lot
But I couldn’t
Carry you

It’s a catch 22
I feel sorry for you
But then I don’t
I’m only human
I can forgive
But I’ll never forget
I hope your doing well
Your probably going through hell
But getting the help you need
I hope you do succeed

Can I just catch a break...
A break in the wind
To fly high on a kite
To reach the clouds
To soar high above
Slide down a rainbow
Into a *** of gold
Only to catch another break

Fighting demons from inside
Tears rolling down my eyes
Falling slowly inside my hands
One droplet at a time

You cast
The fishing hook
Catching my heart
I’ve fallen victim
To love

Sometimes I
C
A
T
C
H
My tears
To see if
I can hear
What they
F
E
E
L
Too

Catch me I’m
F
A
L
L
I
N
G
Into the oblivion
Spiraling
D
O
W
N
Into the unknown
Or maybe fantasy
Within my own fears
Contemplating life goals
Free falling
Endless flying
Only to
L
A
N
D
Always on my feet..

I like to
C
A
T
C
H
My
Tears
To see
If I can hear
What they
F
E
E
L
Too

A small little bug
So tiny and green
Getting very furry
Growing big as can be
Encased up into a small cocoon
Taking a much need break
Until it’s time to break through
When the time is right
He will spread his wings
Blinking his eyes as he flies away
Flying with the wind, not against it
Showing off his colors after he’s well rested
Whimsical and fun he will show you the way
Finally free after a long nights stay
Ready for fun, ready to play...

Merry Christmas
Near and far
Merry Christmas
To those in our hearts
Today let’s celebrate for what we have
Let’s take a moment for those we’ve lost
As we gather with family and friends on this Christmas Day
It’s not about presents under the tree
It’s about who your surrounded by and who loves you the most
Even if their far away from you or on another coast
Keep reminding yourself about the memories you’ve made
For today we celebrate, on this Christmas Day...
Merry Christmas from me
My present is you under the tree
For always being a part of my life
Constant support, love and fight
I hope you have a blessed day
Merry Christmas to you, my friends and family.....

A certain song....
.... can change your mood...
Drastically....
...For good...
Leaving you happier....
....In a split second....
Or creating tears....
Only for a moment...

Challenging times
Challenge your minds...

A challenge is a chance
and chance is an opportunity to becoming a stronger you...

How many chances...
.....can one person get?....

So over it...

Sincerely,
A disgruntled manager

So many chances
Yet you still **** it up
Always say I’m going to change
Yet you manage to stay in your own same ways

Walk away on a path today
Getting lost through the tears
I’ve bottles up for years
Blinded by the beauty and fake facade
Buried these emotions like a time capsule of love
Holding onto faith
Searching for hope
Walking around aimlessly
Waiting for the answer to just appear
Just like a magic trick that shocks the crowd
I’m trapped in a lost moment that’s on a constant loop of replay
I need to find my own way, through the fears
Breakaway from the truth of my own tears
Gather my thoughts and release them once and for all
I’ll be ok, one day, when I learn to fly on my broken wings and make a change...

Don't find the fault in others
But the positive within yourself
You can't change people
But you can change yourself
Change for the better
Look for the signs
To become a better you
Always remember I am who I am but
Don't let other change you....

Don't find the fault in others
But the positive within yourself
You can't change people
But you can change yourself
Change for the better
Look for the signs
To become a better you
Always remember I am who I am but
Don't let other change you....

The helping hand turns to the healing hand
The listening ear turns to the offering advice ear
The crying shoulder becomes the shoulder to cry on
The friend that you need turns to the person who is supportive
Roles change throughout our lives
One day your the one helping someone and then next your the one who needs help and guidance
Don’t be ashamed to change the roles in your life, it’s ok to need or want help and put yourself out there
Change is good
Change is okay
Take on change as it may become different everyday…

Change comes first within yourself
You don’t  need to prove to you anybody else
First of all be thankful for life
The rest will follow suite and you’ll be satisfied

Don't find the fault in others
But the positive within yourself
You can't change people
But you can change yourself
Change for the better
Look for the signs
To become a better you
Always remember I am who I am but
Don't let other change you....

Long summer nights
Short winter days
Beautiful foliage
Coming our way
Seasons changing
Colorful leaves blooming day by day
All will soon be white
Snowflakes falling
Covering the ground at night
Cold nights
Snuggled under a warm blanket
Oh how I’ll miss those warm summer nights

One comment
One phrase
Makes for a long day
Changes your mood
Instantaneously
For something you can’t control
Yet makes your mind race
Uncontrollably

Let your heart guide you, and your guides lead you to where your meant to belong…. You are the only one who can change the tide of your own self worth…

Adaptation and modifications
Changing our daily lives
Listen to your gut
STAY INSIDE!
Or at least
STAY HOME!

In a world where chaos is the norm
Unexpected turn of events can happen before the big storm
Always looking over your shoulder or walking on eggshells
Has become precaution and a way of life all mixed into one
It’s sad to say but this is our life
Walking in fear and having to think twice

Your up

Take your move

   Ready
          Set
               Go...

Think it through or
Just go for it

Never be afraid
To make a mistake

Maybe on your next move
You’ll say “Check Mate”

You always need “negative “
Too create the “ positive”
Chemical balance in your life

You always need “negative “
Too create the “ positive”
Chemical balance in your life

Sometimes following your heart and listening to your brain
Will end up in a chemical reaction causing you so much pain

When you lose one parent at a young age
See your other parent growing old
Deteriorating day by day
Getting frustrated with themselves
Not being able to do the things they used too
One thing you never want to hear from them...
I just want to die and be with daddy already...
Your heart drops and you feel helpless
Even if it was just said in the heat of the moment or just in troubled times
It still feels like someone put a knife in your heart
What do you say?
How do you make it better?
Just be there for them, love them and cherish whatever time you do have with them
I just want to say... I love you mom and I miss you dad...

OH...
So you want the materialistic items back
So they stay in the family
Is getting them back after you gifted them to us
Really worth losing some of your children?
In the end you your going to have gained these items back
But lost your children in the childish act

See the light and happiness
Through your child’s eyes
In this crazy world be anything you want
But always remember to be yourself
As you once saw the world as a child
Big, beautiful, strong, loving, caring, magical, happy, amazing....
Revert back to a child and makes the world a better place...

Pitter
Patter
Of my own children’s feet
Is one sound
I will never get to hear

Waking up to a chill in the air
Rain falling from the sky
Wind is blowing as the colorful leaves of autumn fall slowly from their branches of life
Colorful piles of unwanted stories gather upon the ground
Where the children will play and crumble them to pieces
The sky remains dark
The air remain cold
Only noise to be heard is tires upon the street throwing droplets of water into the air
Feeling of doubt and and uncertainty remains swirling in the air
Only to disappear from our destiny and forever be left in a pile of nothingness

Your like the little sister I never had....
.....but you became one, when we became friends....

The life you have is not the life you were given but rather the life you have chosen, you are always in control of where your life is headed…