I’m crying for help
But without making a sound
Am I’m really crying for help
If my mouth is shut and hands are bound
Someone please find me now
Otherwise I’ll be left in a box called
“Lost but not ever found”

Lost connection
Static on the brain
Feeling of emptiness
Somethings not the same

Lost in the whirlwind of colorful words
Swirling around the air of my brain
Trying to escape through my imperfections
Releasing the toxins from my life
Embracing my uniqueness
Showing my battle wounds
Looking through the mirror
Just like through the looking glass
Sometimes can be distorted or upside down
Unscramble the picture as we do the words
To find a beautiful story of thy inners self
Revealing ones true self
Even if it’s all blurry and underexposed

I get lost in the stars
I see them in your eyes
The way you look at me
Like when the stars align
Cosmic rays
Sonic booms
Flutter my heart
As the moon fades away
The sun rises too
Embarking on a new adventure with you
Endlessly through a thunderstorm
That casts a rainbow
Showing me the *** of gold
I was searching for the most
Was the day I kissed you
First and foremost

I am lost in the woods
Nowhere to go
Trying to find my way
Searching for the right road
I close my eyes
Think happy thoughts
Not a sound but nature
Trying to help me find a way out
Listening to the birds chirp away
Following their sounds, guiding my way
Step by step, trusting my heart
Getting me back to the start
Am I really lost in the woods
Or just at a loss of my own words

Lost in time
Hiding behind
Someone else’s disguise
Only if you
Could turn back time
Remove the disguise
Be yourself
Rise to the top and shine

Turning tables
Spinning chairs
No worries
No cares
Round and round
You go again
The faster you go
The faster you spin
Out of control
Spiraling down the rabbit hole
Falling slowly
Into a darker depression
Going deeper into the black depths of the rabbit hole
Lost in Wonderland
No escaping, hitting rock bottom
Since the minute that you began....

Looking for lost time is just a waste
You can never get it back, post haste
Every
      Second
          Minute
                Hour
                   Gone by
The ticking of the hands
Is just the result of
                              Lost time

There is no silence when I can’t turn down the loud volume of my brain working in overtime

Always and forever, to the moon and beyond, across the stars , and back down into your heart 💜

Love just isn’t shown
It’s also felt deep
Within our hearts

YOURSELF

My heart
My rock
My world
My love
My husband

Sometimes it’s hard to put into words
Or fully figure out exactly what to write about:
Today I want to write about something I’ve never felt
Something I most likely will never feel
Something I probably will never become...
I have never been pregnant
I most likely will never become pregnant
I probably will never become a mother
I have never felt you kick in my belly
I will never feel the anxiousness of being pregnant
I will never be able to hold you, love you or care for you
But I feel like I have already...
Is that weird to think or believe?
Am I strange for even writing or thinking about it?
What if at some point I was pregnant but never knew it?
Even though I never will know that feeling
Or experience that feeling of you growing inside of me and loving you the first time our eyes meet
I am writing this to you....
My never for seen child...
I would love you
Care for you
Explore with you
Even if you never have existed
I carry you with me always
I hope you are with me too
I would have been a great mother, and you would have had an amazing father...
Maybe one day in heaven
We’ll get our wish of being parents
But for now, I love with this depression of never knowing you...
                                    Love always,
                      A mother who will never be...

All I ever wanted was LOVE

Yet, YOU gave me LIFE

Everlasting BREATH

Even when you take my breath AWAY

What are you?
What am I?
Are you straight?
Are you bi?
Some are gay
Some are transgender
Others are questioning
But does it even matter?
Who cares what your “label” is, why do we even make labels a thing
We are humans
We are one
Doesn’t matter
As long as your having fun
Spread love to everyone
Because when it comes down to it
We’re all born the same and it all starts with
L
O
V
E
And
R
E
S
P
E
C
T

You better be kind
You better look out
Look for the signs
When you have some doubt
Your loved ones are always close by

They see you when your grieving
They know when you need help
They know when you are in a slump
So their here to help you out

You better be kind
You better look out
Look for the signs
When you have some doubt
Your loved ones are always close by

Oh, you better be kind
You better look out
Wait for the signs
In times of doubt
Your loved ones are always
You loved ones are always
Oh, your loved ones are always close by
Just look up to the sky
Their spreading their wings
Saying hello and giving you peace
Your loved ones are always close by...

Love for one
Love for all
Love for the soldiers who have fall(en)

We pray for you
We pray for your families
We pray we all stay safe
Within this crazy world we live in

Thanks to you
Thanks to everyone
Who have served our country
Fighting to protect us

Let’s take a minute
Bow our heads
Say a prayer
For all those who died fighting to keep us all safe
Throughout the years....

Love is like a puzzle
Always trying to fit the pieces together
Flipping, moving and trying to make them fit together
But once you find that missing piece
You’ll come across a beautiful masterpiece
When all the pieces fall into place
That’s when you’ll find the true meaning of
           L
               O
                   V
                       E

Love is the glue that holds our hearts together beating as one for all eternity

Love comes in many different ways
Mother and child
Father and child
Husband and wife
Wife and wife
Husband and husband
Different races
Different backgrounds
No matter what
Love is love
In any form or style
Love is beautiful in every way
Keep spreading the love...

Love comes in many different ways
Mother and child
Father and child
Husband and wife
Wife and wife
Husband and husband
Different races
Different backgrounds
No matter what
Love is love
In any form or style
Love is beautiful in every way
Keep spreading the love...

Pain in my chest

Weakness in my body

Love in my heart

Grows stronger

When I’m wrapped

In your arms

Pain goes ways

Weakness subsides

Love is the best medicine

Broken
Fragmented
Fragile like glass
I am clearly a mess
Pick up the pieces
Dusting myself off
Holding me together
Your LOVE is my glue
I am happier with you

It never gets any easier, you just cry a little less everyday. Always in our hearts will they remain, memories we made, cherishing them always each and every day. Love is painful especially when they are gone, but forever on our minds and in our hearts, a special place that will stay until we meet and then never to be apart.

The love I give is like pouring a glass of water and having it completely overflow like a fountain that never stops running...

The sun and moon were my muse
Then I fell in love with you

I love you now
I loved you then
I will continue to love you
Until the end (of time)
My rock
My heart
My husband
My best friend

Undeniable love
Strength in our hearts
I will love you forever
Til death do us part

When you feel like your at your lowest point...


...remember there are those who are

6


Feet


Under

Wandering alone through the emptiness of emotions
Worthless feelings of nothingness fill your soul
Numb to the invisible pain your body holds
Yet, triggered expectantly, no warning ahead, truth be told  
Energy is always at 1000
Brainwaves always crashing around
“Your the lucky one who calms me down”

Stars shine above our heads
When we lay down and go to bed
We all die every night
When we close our eyes and sleep at night
The lucky ones open their eyes
As we face another day to someone else's goodbyes

Every weekend
On the corner
Someone selling flowers
Out of a white bucket
You walked up
Bought a bouquet
Gave it to your wife
Surprised her
Made her day
Even if you didn’t have money
You gathered up your loose change
To put a smile on your wife’s face
Showing your love
You made her day
It was the little things
Maybe even a card
Just because
Signing it “ Your Silly Rabbit”
Showing your love
Can we rewind the times
Go back to those days
When you were still around
Making your wife’s day...

Magical expressions
Unicorns leaping into your dreams
Mind working in overtime
Racing against the oceans current
Fish leaping out of the water
Birds soaring high above the rainbows end
Landing on your thought process
Delivering a new world of expectation

Anticipation of vacation
Builds and builds with excitement
Finally here to make those memories
A week full of laughter and cheer

“Everything happens for a reason “
We were where we were meant to be
In the happiest place on earth
Celebrating just YOU and ME

We traveled back home
With our hearts filled with joy
Unlocking the magic of our own
         Happily ever after...

The moment you turn off your brain is the moment that magic will happen

The magic of love can be electrifying as if your veins are tiny sparks of igniting fireworks going off one by one with a single touch, look or kiss resuscitating your heart creating the magic of love...

I feel like a magic trick that has gone wrong
Trying to disappear but the magic is gone
Revealing my trick for all to see
Something goes wrong but then suddenly
It’s not about the magic
It’s not about the trick
It’s about the reveal and who believes
Some lost their magic
Some lost their trick
But making one person believe  
Is worth a million likes even if your still able to be seen...
Make an impact even if you feel the magic is gone

The majestic colors of the sky
Ever changing before our eyes
It's Gods canvas he hand paints for all to see
If you look hard and just believe
There is a hidden message for you and me
Our loved ones are watching over us
Thank you for the amazing work of creation of the castle of heaven for our loved ones to be...

Walking down a pathway made of wood
Surrounded by palm trees and reminisce of sand and broken shells
Making your way to the grains of sand and crashing of the oceans wave
Wait for the sun to peak through the horizon
Painting majestic colors at the waters edge
Capture the beauty of the world surrounding your body
Starting your day with calmness of the beauty in which you capture in a still photo
Forgetting everything even just for a little bit
Now go
Embrace the day
And accept things you can not change
Now run
Grab hold tight
To the calmness of your still photos
And imagine your life within it

One seed can grow a beautiful tree
One smile can make someone’s day....
Be that “one seed” that makes a change...

You want change
(Make it happen)

You want love
(Let love in)

You want happiness
(Go out and find it)

You want to learn
(Go on an adventure)

Don’t wait for
Change
Love
Happiness
Or to learn something
Come to you...
Go out and find it!

MAKE IT HAPPEN!