Since the first kiss
You had me
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Like a
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We had a conversation
While at a dance event
You were not happy
How things have turned out

I said to you..
“I want to choreograph a dance in honor of the three of you”
To the song called “Hero” to express my love and gratitude
You started to tear up when I said this to you
The studio isn’t what it used to be
It used to be our home
You looked at me and said “ if we could go back in time, handed you the studio, would things be different?”

My home was the dance studio
Where I grew up and learned to dance
I was there practicing at every chance

Oh, did I mention that this was a dream?
A dream where my former dance teacher
Came through to me
It felt so real, like you were really there
Telling me how you feel and still care

Since the three of you left this world
A piece of my heart went to heaven
Leaving my heart broken apart

The studio just isn’t the same
In the hands of a former student
I will not speak ill of anyone
But what have you done
With our place that we called home?

What does this mean
That you came into my dream,
At such a random time in my life

Can I go back to sleep
To talk about more things so deep
To me, this shows me
That you all know what’s going on
Down here on earth
From Heaven above.....

The girl in my dream has returned to me
Picking up where it left off, kissing me
Slow and soft, a little slip of her tongue
As she caresses the back of my neck ( yup I’m done)
This is just the beginning of fun
Slowly laying me on the bed
As she gets on top of me ( **** I’m turned on)
Licking my body up and down
I can’t be quite, I’m letting out loud sounds
The girl and I get ******* (use your imagination) but **** I liked it
This girl in my dreams turned me on so hard
Making me shiver and shake in a fantastic way
Why did I like it so much with a girl?
Is it wrong that I want to do it more?
Let’s see if she comes back to me
In my dreams
Fulfilling my fantasy
With...
This girl in my dreams...

Baby it’s cold outside
    But the fire in my eyes
          Is burning bright
            Come take a look
                I’ll keep you warm all night

Your life can change in a blink of an eye
For some, they are not so lucky
For others, someone was watching over them

If you don’t believe in angels or a higher being... read this...

My boss was driving on the highway...
The car in front of him got a flat tire while driving and it flew off and hit my boss’s van head on almost going through the front window....
He had on sunglasses or it may have been a little worse, but he is otherwise perfectly fine.  

In a blink of an eye, your life could change...

My mind is a capsule
        Holding all the pieces

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The pieces to the puzzle
         That I call
                 My life

Throwing stones will only cause
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M
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G
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           Build a wall instead
                             And
                       Protect yourself
From the vicious cycle of pain between the darkness of the
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Dancing on your back

Many have unwanted children
I’m one who wants children
Yet unable to be wanted by having a child

Closed minded
Is what you want to be
Open your heart
Then maybe you’ll see
The darkness turned to light
That glimmer of hope
Anticipation of freight
To just let yourself go
Don’t bite the hand that feeds you
You may only get one chance
For if you throw it all away
You’ll just be taking a step back

Swimming wild and few
Through shards of glass
Like walking through the world
Being bullied and attacked
Words hurt and cut deep down
Even with a surface scratch
You’ve attacked my body
Leaving scars left behind
But it had made me stronger
As I still continue to swim
Through those shards of glass

A dark place you may be
Add some water
Wait and see
Just because it’s dark right now
In due time, a glimmer of light
Will shine down
As you grow and bloom into something beautiful
You’ll look back and understand why
The dark place you were in was just a faze
To bring you the time you needed alone, sit back and gaze
Give you rest, build your strength and shine the light on you
When you were ready to bloom and grow...

33 years and still going strong
From they day I was born I wasn't suppose to be here long
Being born premature
And without a windpipe
My parents and family were filled with fright
I don't know how I am still here today but
I am a baby miracle in every way
Living life to the fullest
And loving it so
Never thinking I'd be here
Where did the time go?
I thank God everyday that he kept me here
Spending my infectious smile and giving cheers
33 years and going strong
From the day I was born I wasn't suppose to be here long...