Turn your world upside down
Step into your dreams
Walking through the puffy white clouds
Here’s the story you wrote for me

“ Heaven is far, but I am not, always watching over you, protecting you on the spot. Every day and every night I pray for you and love you so much. Don’t ever be scared, for I am there, every step you take. I miss you more with each passing day but the view from up here is magical in every way, especially since I get to watch over you all the time, I love you always my precious family of mine”

Walking in water
No footprints left behind
Walking in sand
Footprints appear
Yet when the waves come crashing in they disappear
Either way, seen or unseen, your path is still clear
Following your hearts desire will let your journey to have no fear, in what lies ahead…

Sitting on the sidewalk with nothing left
Thinking of my past and what I have left
A picture I hold of someone I loved
Is all I have is who up above
I shiver at night knowing he’s still here
I’m left alone hearing all my fears
The memory I hold within my heart
Will always be there in a shadow of the night

Strangers we may be
Lovingly blessed
Flourished friendship
May commence

Press your succulent lips
Against mine
Girl your taste
Is so divine
Look into my eyes
Shining like fireflies
Lighting up the sky
When the moon is in full rise
Girl your my endless love
My demise
As you press your succulent lips
Of a princess
Hard against mine

No one is ever really gone because their always in our hearts

The
Simple
Times
Of
No
Technology...
Where
People
Actually
Talked
And
Knew
What
Was
Going
On
With
Each other...
Can
We
Go
Back
To
Those
Simple
Times....

You have a purpose here
You have life
Even when you don’t feel it
Think about it twice
Your meant to be here
To struggle and to fear
But in the end my dear
Your purpose is meant to be here

You may not fully understand
What is going on in your life
Feeling useless and hurt
No meaning of life
Those words in your head and in your heart
Are a constant battle putting up a fight
A continuous struggle of a tug and war
Showing your scars, girl there’s so much more

You are loved
Even when you don’t feel
Someone is out there trying to help you heal
I may not know you but I’m always here
To be the listening ear and support you my dear....

Clouds roll in
Rain droplets fall
Today is a gloomy day after all
Wind blows
Sun does not rise
Today's the day someone says their last goodbyes
Make today worth living for
To be where you want to be
Count your blessings and more
At the end of the day a rainbow appears
Sending you signs that loved ones are near

Tomorrow and each day moving forward  will definitely be the start to a better you.

Just allow your body to relax, heal and rejuvenate itself to become a better you.

Love, prayers and healing thoughts, everything happens for a reason, God has a plan for a better you.

Your positive outlook and infectious smile has helped so many others, now it’s time for us to return the favor, to help you become a better you.

Today, tomorrow and the days ahead, I say a little prayer for you, healing thoughts for you to become a better you.

The eagle has come with a message...
.....wondering what that message is....
....stay tuned.....

Your lifeless body laying there, the silence was dark
The chill grew colder, the time passed by
The wait was over, it was time for goodbye
We surrounded your bedside, we prayed and sang
I know you heard us, and still to this day
The silence is now broken but the chill is still cold
Well be ok, I'm sure you know
I hope your watching over me each and everyday because I know your still with me in some way
I look to the sky and I know your still there...
You will always be my "Papa Bear."

Some people like
To be alone
I, on the other hand, do not...
It’s going to be a long 4 days...
I’m not ready for this at all...

Looking at the same picture
We all see and agree
It’s a picture of a candle burning
But how we individually interpret
A piece of art
How we perceive why it is what we see
Thinking different questions of exactly what the meaning is regarding the knowledge of this challenge

Meaning:
We all see the same exact picture
But we all have different perceptions and thoughts
None of which are wrong
We all can look at the same thing
But uniquely we all see a distorted picture
Fluttering with ever changing meaning from one person to the next..

Dark skies
Fog filled streets
Deer running amuck
Warm air
Rivers flowing deep
Rain sprinkling from high above
Close your eyes
Relax
Falling fast asleep

It is scary yes
but if you don’t take that jump
you’ll never know if you will land on your feet…

High up in a tree
Staring at me
While you gather acorns
For your family
Rustling through the leaves
Taking risks and taking chances
While you navigate through the branches
High up in the tree
Staring at me
As you provide
For your family...

One song
Can bring you
Happiness
Sadness
Being back memories
Filling your heart with love
One song
Can change your world
Make you feel at ease
Showing you love
At the perfect time in need

Sometimes not saying anything at all
Has just as big an impact then pouring your heart out and leaving it all on a blank page to be seen...

Alcohol

Pills

Drugs

Bandaids

Are all forms of just taking away pain and hurt

It just masks your feelings and doesn’t resolve anything...

Help yourself or someone around you deal with the struggle and not just put a “bandaid” over the wound

Leave it to nature
Cold winters air
Tree branches bare
Snow piling up
Everywhere
Winters here
Again

When your trying to be discovered
You blend right in
When you don’t try so hard
That’s where your journey begins

Crocodile tears
Crying wolf
Acting a part
Yet not in a play...
Say one thing
Do another
I call your bluff
I see right through you
Why do you lie
Just be upfront
Tell the real story
Not one made up

The fear of getting old
The feeling of your world closing in
But there is so much more life for you to live
Just because your “older”
Doesn’t mean it’s close to the end
Keep living your life as if you are a child again
Many possibilities are timeless and endless
Stop living in fear, my friend...

All this talk about suicide
Don’t be that person
Don’t say goodbye
Don’t walk away
It’s not your time

I don’t care what you say
It doesn’t matter anyway
All the lies and ******* tales
Don’t come crying now, your the one that failed
We tried to help
We tried to support
I don’t give a ****
All you cared about was dope
You just up and left
No warning or goodbyes
You’ve come face to face with your own demise
How do you feel knowing you messed up  your life
You had the world in your hands
Yet getting high was your motive, like a twisted weave of lies
You come crawling back wanting sympathy and support
It’s not going to happen, I’m done trying to help you cope
Good for you, your sober 22 days
That’s only because you’ve been locked away
I hope you prove me wrong but I don’t see that fit
I’ve been put through the wringer with your crazy ****
I want to change, I want to get better
So you have said over and over
Let’s see how you do when your out in the real world again
Don’t come looking for redemption from me
It won’t happen ever again

Since 7:30 am this morning
I have successfully written 6 poems and posted them here....

Feeling Accomplished!

The flames desire grows brighter with the spark of the soul’s energy, igniting the passion of one’s true self

Another dreary morning
Another dreary day
The sun will not show
At any point of the day
Dark clouds fill the sky
As the rain keeps falling
One drop at a time
Forming puddles on the ground
Making soft beats of a drumming sound
The rain will soon end and the sky will turn blue
For now let’s dance in the rain of this dreary days monsoon

From the first breath you take
Is one less breath towards
The last breath that makes
Us one step closer
To our permanent home
That awaits
When we take our last breath
From the first breath that we take