By Arcassin Burnham

With your hair through the air,
when your soul is to spare,
I cry,
Honest ways through the trees,
When you just wanna be free,
I cry,
My initials flow through your head,
Don't want to let you know that I'm dead,
I cry,
Sadness ***** a lot even in high contrast,
You can not overcome or surpass,
You cry.

By Arcassin Burnham

You're too beautiful to cry,
Stop it!
Your mascara will get everywhere,

Walking on the ocean holding roses,
I'd crop it,
But for your feelings , I never said I never cared,
I was afraid,
To face you,
Baby open up for me,
Crack your shell a little,
And I'll be here just to say it'd be perfect just to listen to vinyl,
With you,
You're too beautiful to cry,
Cry only not for sorrow,
But also for loss,
Trust me,
In the mist we won't be lost.

By Arcassin Burnham

And love is too blind, you don't understand,
you're out of the pictures that you took,
and this love **** that corrupts all is suppose to be
good to you,
Waste you time is what you do,
when you look for a soulmate,
when you look, you find out,
that love will turn to hate,
but truthfully you'd know that this will turn on you,
on you,
I done been , thru it all,
and i'm looking away when,
truthfully i just want all control,
of my life,
my life,
this life,

Nobody tryna' knock what you trying to be,
its really hard for anyone to see,
you want love but the trust , they won't keep,
its more heartache and lustful fantasy,
posing around like you really want marriage when its just gonna end,
just gonna end,
I spent my life tryna' earn what I want,
it always failed,
even when I would stunt,
Its hard for me,
prepare funeral,
and when your around,
you'll be a memory,
I bet that girl you like would never dream about you,
Its not fair what happens to you.


And love is too blind, you don't understand,
you're out of the pictures that you took,
and this love **** that corrupts all is suppose to be
good to you,
Waste you time is what you do,
when you look for a soulmate,
when you look, you find out,
that love will turn to hate,
but truthfully you'd know that this will turn on you,
on you,
I done been , thru it all,
and i'm looking away when,
truthfully i just want all control,
of my life,
my life,
this life.

By Arcassin Burnham


He was a loss caused teen with daddy issues keeping
To himself everyday in his room with books of magic
And teleportation to get out of this town,
Missing the days when he was little and mom and
Pops would show him more respect as a little addition to
The family more like a blessing as he was considered the
Miracle child around,
Went to school with iron fists and jean chains hanging
With the bad crowd like the emos mixed with nerdy rock
Fans that had no life just seeking attention from penny
Pinching,
Pulling a list of ******* in his life at home,
Watching anime to make sure he was not alone,
The hostility with his dad , it was home grown,
Everything in his life was an utter joke to him,
But until he saw a that girl across the lunch room,
Felicia Stone,
So he asked his friend Joe ,
Who's that girl sitting over there with high heels
And that red shirt on,
"Oh her! Her name's Felicia, she transferred from Italy",
Blue eyes like the Argentina oceans and her voice so
Heavenly,
Make boys fall down to their knees as they appease,
It was like clouds and stars and rain in one room when
She stands up to throw her tray away,
probably thinking he's gonna say hey today,
Gets up , walks to the trash, throw it away,
Walks her direction, turns back around and doesn't
Go through with it.....

By Arcassin Burnham


....And from that fateful day, he went home with
A smile for once,
Because he knew that for the first time he was in love,
He'll have something to tell his friends tomorrow,
Yeah he'll flaunt ,
It's only a matter of time before he drowns in her love,
Goes through the door with a smile , heads to his room
With a smile, lays on his bed with a smile,
He quickly took out his phone and dialed the number that he dials,
Telling his befriend that they have to go to that party,
His best friend says "cool , but we're not popular , remember dude,
Remember on the way to school on the day that guy ran into you and pushed
To the ground and asked for money? You said no , and he said I'll see you
Monday", and he's like "yeah , I remember", and his friend confesses and says "okay remember the girl you ask me for ? Weeelllll that's her boyfriend" and hes like "dude seriously! Why didn't you tell me first hand!? I could have said just **** it , now I think I'm in love man",
Friend said "I'm sorry man I thought you knew",
His happy day just turned into blue,
He says "sorry I blew up but I'm not mad you, and no I didn't know that
She was dating that arrogant ******",

The day calms down and slowly eases into nighttime, he sits on the roof
Of his house with earphones in thinking about Felicia,
That sweet Felicia,
All the ugliness in the world just couldn't defeat ya,
You brighten up his days where he use to feel low,
He's gonna change himself for you while time moves slow.

By Arcassin Burnham


...So They Both Walk in class, sits down and the teacher
Tells them to take out the quiz of math, the class sighs in frustration,
He stares at her from across the room hoping to have some continuation,
Maybe of the little encounter they had in the hall , or the eye contact that
Overwhelmed him for 20 minutes,
Class ends and then they all leave and head out the door, he almost
Tripped , face almost hitting the floor, As kids laugh,
There she goes standing over him again, Rosey red cheeks , so nervous
That she can barely stand,
She says, "Hey think you might need a tutor for the weekend" he replies "um
Mmmmmmmmmmm" Nervously , she laughs and gives him a piece of
Paper "Here's my number , just text me the address and I'll be there in a hurry...
By the way the names Felicia" And she walks off with a smile,
Hasn't had a girl give him her number in awhile,
Except this cute teenage beastie back in seventh grade knowing that cute teenage beastie with no name since kindergarten,
Reminiscent toward the days when they would ride they're bikes to school in a trance listening to mp3's of techno music they couldn't buy , back when he
Lived in Colorado,
He always knew her but she never would reveal her name, he knew that when
He moved that he would see her someday, she use to where a hoodie and a pink
Shoe string around the wrist to hide the cuts, kids bullying her in school and every time she walked home they called her nuts,
Because he was there to witness it all and stopped those kids,
But why they picked on her? Is because of what her mother did,
Her mother is bipolar and has been on drugs forever,
Carrying the burden, he would never ever leave her, but he did,
Thinking back when he would spend nights cuddling her to sleep,
A lot memories don't stay in peoples minds , it just repeats,
So he gets up , walks into the hall and heads to lunch,
There was a person with a hoodie watching him walk and such...

By Arcassin Burnham

Put your lips around the glass,
Lets play adults for a minute,
You could the upper hand,
But don't come off as timid,
Are you sure got enough ingredients out of your moms liquor cabinet,
See if you would have asked permission,
It would not happen,
But since make martinis and play your on your laptop in the living room,
I might as well just come and have a drink with you.

By Arcassin Burnham



Princess of darkness,
Had my eye,
Like Horus eye,
Everything just fit the floor and died,
She ate a whole bowl of chilli peppers,
And not once,
Did she complain they were hot,
Said they weren't,
But I lied,
Long tongue,
Red hair,
Black streaks,
Evil laugh,
Knew just what to say,
With a clever art of craft,
Killers never lies,
Had a knot,
Yeah my brain was tied,
Had to hide my face,
Stars fell from the sky,
Twirling and swirling,
Her a beautiful blue dress,
Prayed before I came on this date,
But on the dancefloor she was hot mess,
Red eyes,
Had me thinking otherwise,
For the grace of god,
To do some ***** things,
Blue fire,
Burned the floor,
She could put a demon in a lot,
I just can't say anything,
She grabbing my pants,
She's pulling me close,
Sells me the ritual,
She says the end of you is close,
She told me all my flaws and all guilts,
I should punished,
Obsessive yelling,
And constantly chanting,
I just was astonished.

I think I danced with him.

By Arcassin Burnham

Messages I get from you,
Avoidable by some degree,
You need tell your brother to stop playing,
Its ashame to me,
I might not be here when you get back,
But I'll have your back,
When I get back,
I'll scratch you back,
Also scratch mine,
For the things I do for you from time to time,
Affordable for you being mine,
My dark child ,
There's no need to be blind,
My dark child there's no need to be blind,
My dark child there's no need to be blind,
You know your destiny,
Now let me find mine.

by Arcassin Burnham

As they close,
I see the first season that we've met,
the season of fall,
and as I fell in love
I'd never regret,
the hurt and the pain,
the salt and the shame,
you brought me back to civilization,
got rid of my migraines,
darkened eyes cry mascara
into buckets of the lost,
hearing cries in the midst
of what's to come in our futures costs,
but everyone has to pay sometimes,
no matter what you say
or what you do,
our love will be around eternally.

By Arcassin Burnham


Do you ever look  at yourself in the mirror,
And think , Well ****!!
"I look **** great
And nobody can tell me different"
I'm a kid at a candy store when I
Dream of a face like yours,
May I speak to you?
Do you feel the same?
I'm too in love and you're the one to blame,
Fold up my sleeves,
I feel my heart is ashamed,
Stabbing me deep,
But I feel no pain
In your eyes,
I could make you into dry ice
Burning my soul in two,
I'm in disguise,
May I speak to you?

By Arcassin Burnham


Silence saids,
No Simon saids to
Break her heart near the clothesline,
Shark underwater but the guinea pig was frozen,
You could never find an open flame,
Stolkhome calms my soul through some dark times,
It is pretty dark in this room,
I'm just a kid from the ghetto with no *** to **** in,
So there's no room for you,
Except that an angel fell from the sky in my backyard,
Feathers on my roof,
The dark is coming soon,
And I'll see you soon.

By Arcassin B.

Dos and don't , they could both be right and wrong
if you do the math,
special hearts bring a light to your soul and make
you feel like you want to cook your mother  a meal
she didn't plan on having but you thought the gesture
was kind anyway, i digress , where's my place?
I wish that were my reality instead of a filled hate,
i wish that people could see what I see, and can relate,
i wish things didn't have to be what they portray,
i wish family could grow closer by the day and take
away the pain,
but it was always darkness,
always darkness,
what's the occasion for the evening,
light fires , anarchists.

/

You're a different species my heart,
you're a new prophecy,
more than what I could be right now.

speak to me like you speak to your mom,
love me like your last dead pet,
i want it all love.


©abpoetry2020

By Arcassin Burnham


Sing songs to you like I used to,
Frank ocean impersonations,
You use to bring me gold and silver virtues,
I was your sensation,
And your satisfaction,
And your pleasure as well,
She laid roses on the coffin in the fires of hell,
I use to lay next to you on the way to your house,
Slowly tilting in your bed,
I'd never sit in the living room on the couch,
Kisses on my neck,
when you needed to,
I used to say,
darla,
I cherish you,
If anything I wanna marry you,
And take you on expensive trips,
And lay you down in queen size beds,
And take you virginity away from you,
I needed you like bonnie,
I hope you get it,
My bones and my flesh and soul,
Could hardly bare to take it,
Were all grown up now,
So where's your confidence boo,

Were all grown up now,
So where's your confidence boo,

Were all grown up now,
So where's your confidence boo,
Saved up on a lot for leggings and shoes,
She said just to impress you,
Not knowing if you'd take me back,
I don't mean to intrude,
Retaliation left a mark on my back,
I remember you were rude,
If Ignorance is bliss,
Then shouldn't love be (evol),
And if you let me explain,
Then you know this is a sequel.

By Arcassin Burnham

Physically, metaphorically, and emotionally,
You capture me,
Miss Darla,
My friends use to call you starla,
Cause you did shine,
Didn't waste any time,
I pity the next fool that hurts you,
Desperate for your love,
Black roses in the rivers is what your thinking of,
Oh I see,
I flow potent,
To keep the Demons from sneaking into the gate,
As beautiful as you are,
Never cared about the warm embrace of death,
Running your mouth,
When your drunk,
When your friends take you out,
Subsequently induced to your alcoholic lips on my skin,
Light side when your sober but dark side when you sin,
I still love you Darla,
You know that,
I hope you do,
Let the angels carry you,
And see that things are not totally true.

By Arcassin Burnham



Alright.....


Most of you so-called poets make me sick,
And some of y'all I'd rather sit and fire up another spiff,
And for the people that a though had my back,
I won't turn or shift,
Running all of you over with a car,
In a line,
Only if,
Satisfying my helish thrills,
I swear fakeness can ****,
**** I'll be in the grave,
With the devil doing deals,
Just to make everyone I hate pay,
Ruthless like my dad,
You know the one I never seen,
I bet he living the life of a bespoked dream,
Cover my body with gasoline,
So the fire could block my eye sight,
Of remembering and seeing,
The days of being bullied,
Like I didn't have any means,
And when I knew some things were not right,
I didn't really matter,
My days will be involved in **** *******,
**** you stealthy and pregnate your girl,
Like American horror story,
You won the victory,
But you just never had the glory,
In and out that's why they worry,
Skin turned white like mc Donald Flurry,
9/11 chased the poorly,
God bless the world in secret orderly,
Reaking havok in the janitors closet,
She told me to wear ****** instead I didn't listen,
Now look what I created,
A little ******* name *******,
So I live to take care of it,
Unlucky and ghost printed it,
On a birth certificate,
Full of lies and betrayal,
When I die,
**** it I wanna goto hell,


In reality I hate everyone,
Come up with my own plans,
And rain down on everyone,
And for the finals,
I hope you enjoyed the hate crime,
Worry about you and I'll worry about mine.

By Arcassin Burnham



You see,
Its leaders and its followers,
And I won't pick a day for it,
"Oh! What is he gonna say next
We don't got time for it",
Swear you people **** me off the wire,
And keep ******* on you,
Even if were on fire,
Rhymes told me there will be days like this,
But I don't see any blue,
Just red skies,
The mafia still *****,
And will be ready to recruit you,
Then throw out just like they did the leader,
Just because of a fagget called dash,
Like doc caught a misdemeanor,
Then I lost my only friend,
You may know her by midnight,
But the ***** was too stupid,
With our friendship,
Its no secret she's a ****,
Finger ******* trigger,
Nobody has to like this,
Will I get a response to this,
**** figures,
As for,
Melz and her group,
I'll take their lives,
I swear I'll shoot,
That whole stupid **** is weak,
You can keep that,
I might **** around and bring the team back,
You think you can make a poem about everybody,
But me!!!
You must not know I was there for you,
When you needed me,
And swear I've never been so betrayed,
Im so stuck in my ways,
This is the end of your days,
Heaven gates coming your way,
AB is here to ******* stay.

By Arcassin Burnham



Everybody's wondering when I'll make the next installment of hate,
But now-a-days I just sit my room and contemplate,
Put myself in a demons position , just to get some credit,
I'm 17 , don't need no permission , just to get embedded in this life that I want,
And you basic poets changing all the words to different fonts,
Basically this will separate the *** holes from the *****,
And election day is coming , nobody cares what you want,

The only one I trust is melz, she won't let me down,
Even when I wasn't around for awhile with my simple frowns,
I still put in all the work of serving what I could,
And these simple minded ***** still got me misunderstood,
My new girlfriends a toughy , she don't give a ****,
Knock a ***** a out , and drop her from her luck,
I hate to bring my wrath apond those I truly hate,
With some of y'all I can relate in an instant rate,
My audience is growing, and my days are getting darker,
When you stare inside the mirror too long it becomes the mocker,
And when the birds fly while tracking your every move,
You will see better days , just need to get it soon,
I will put it all the line this time , if  you don't agree,
Short (change) for a small packs of dimes, its time to make twentys.

By Arcassin Burnham



Unless you suicidal,
I suggest you not argue,
Had a lot taken from me,
I wouldn't have to end you,

By Arcassin Burnham




Stuck in the middle of whats right and wrong,
I was dieing in the fear of needing love,
The love so strong,
ItS kind hard not to be a ****,
With all these ******* around ya,
Talk is cheap, running their mouths be too quick,
And lame writers making disses that look like bad raps and essay papers,
It will only offend us , it you make us,
The mafia is whack as ****,
And melz recruited *******,
You really think I'm giving up,
Like ******* on striPper poles,
You all are an embarrassment, to poets everywhere,
I should delete my HP for how you poorly known,
I can take the feeling out your flows and make it an extraordinare,
I don't need it anyway I got website of my own,
With an audience on facebook,
That expect more from me soon,
Trying to check my page every now and aagain,
To see if I'm dissing you,
Are you that scared,
So unprepared,
Fakely incompatible,
With all affairs,
I swear I would drop names,
but y'all Dead to me,
Your not there,
Where did you go,
Where are you words,
Please use your tongue,
No further questions can't be sunt,
Gave you life,
You wanna breathe,
Stoping you from not doing so.

By Arcassinburnham



I feel as though,
Y'all playing a joke,
For short,
They think its funny,
I have no problem with ruthless,
I just think its a hoax,
For you to be so kindly,
But try to trick me like the wimp and a pope,
I gave up so much hope,
I got the end of the rope,
Don't like your feelings,
Don't like to breathe,
Then choke.

By Arcassin Burnham



Posers posting as my friends,
I could never possibly get a word in,
Do you ever see the reason I grow angry again,
But instead keep asking what wrong , so on my own,
See through it to the end,
You really think that I would let this slide,
This **** is really happening again, I can't decide,
Weather or not your just taking me for a thrill ride,
Making me feel sure that you really are my friend,
Ba bye .

By Arcassinburnham


Feel,
Feel,
Feel,
Like ****,
No quitting now,
I'll keep going,
Almost instantly profound,
I mean,
I love my girl,
And I adore my friends,
Wishin me and melz could smoke the greatest hash,
In Neverland,
Put me in a body full of *****,
Pinching my *****,
Everybody want a piece now-a-days,
So I feed em all,
Thinking I'm scared,
To confront,
Never had a problem before,
But I'll die and go to hell,
Before you put me on the floor.

By Arcassinburnham





I had a hard life,
And nobody knows the struggle,
Not quin,
Not Elsa,
Not frank,
Not falen,
Not rhymes,
Not silver,
Not Midnight,
Not Dani,
Not Connor,
Not soul,
Eventhough my soul,
Is in a choke hold,
Devil may have got piece me,
From the story he told,
I feel depressed as fuuuuuuuuck,
I've been on road to failure,
Long enooouuugh,
Tired of being tired,
Of not having goooooooooood,
Credentials in my life,
Get the rope and hoooooooook,
And hang myself,
Til I got no feeling,
To your emotions mean nothing,
Your just squealing,
Put me down long enough,
And I'm willing,
To do something I don't want to do,
Are you joking,
I just hate my life,
So ******* muuuuuuuuch,
And you think its funny,
I hate being in loooove,
And I don't need your pity.

By AB

All I ever needed was a pretty girl,
All I ever needed was a care in the world,
All I ever needed was a good group of friends,
Turned out to be *******,
So I made some ends,
And in the end,
To end the end,
Of what your end is,
I was real ,
But you pretend,
Wrong answer,
Retake the pop quiz,
I was careful the first time,
When I met all of you,
And so begins,
And for that,
I'm coming for all of you,
The mafia is crumbling,
Melanie found the forbidden fruit,
Ate it then died,
The ***** was never bright,
So true,
I knew one day I would become a better leader than you,
Your display of putting together teams were so despicable,
Prisms,
We rise above whatever you put out,
This year is also mine so give it all you got,
The mafia should know that it always goes south,
Since the ******* throwing little slick shots.

By Arcassin Burnham

Filling out all of my vices in a box that I could never escape from,
My life is like an ant getting stepped on crying buffalo tears,
I've lost so much already in this world cringing from my knees to my thumbs,
Putting up with your **** and sad excuses is actually the real nightmare,
Don't beat yourself up too much when I'm gone and when your funeral has passed and went,
Even in death I'll be the mistake you created to provoke you to not care as much as you do now,
I'll never be like you and choose favorites,
I'll never be like you and just taught,
I'll never be like you , I'll never be like you and get off by locking your kid away,
My parent skills won't be subdued,
Telling people that you've done what you possible could do,
But he's a lost cause,
A lost cause with talent and lyrical spiritual voodoo to earn himself an award one day,
But you don't see that,
You didn't have that,
So ridicule me,
I'll never do that to any of my kids,
As a matter of fact I'll get everything on their wish list,
You'll never see them grow up to tell how great daddy is..

By Arcassin Burnham

As beautiful as an inspirational speech,
About life and what there is to teach,
Might of had a dream for the millions of stars you could reach,
You get to be with your father now,
you should have stayed away from Pete,

And when you fell from the clock tower,
He could have saved you,
I hate 12 o clock now,
Cause thats the time you died,
I don't know why someone like you,
Could ever be rescued,
As strong as you were,
Insecure,
Somebody lied,
But your forever missed,
You're in all our hearts,
Now you can meet the pearly gates,
And have a brand new start.

by Arcassin B & Sweet Pea


SP: :::theCry:::

:::theCry:::


My lover...my prince 
I feel you dearly through
all that angst. No feigning emotion
or pretense. It is I...who wants
this kiss, to touch each one: of
your lips and all those  cancerous 
wounds...

I've been 
quietly forlorn,
yes , I've talked to somebody
to ease my pain. Our Lullaby
made out of Cymbeline's notes&
daughter's cry....Imogene tears
married, but my heart was yours
Betrothed to someone else, in spite 
ring on the finger- to fool
the old King

...look at me, 
married wife,
but moreover 
most precious
lover to you
I hoped

So, please tell
the voices to 
quiet down...our time will 
soonly come. Put your 
cheek to my heart, look at
bosoms pink fiber...aspic marble's
cradle...marked for death now.

My sweet love, 
i am woman made of
emotion...the only alternative plan 
is to live in harmony, 
not a commotion

I'm letting you go, 
please make up your
mind...do it on your own. I'm no
convincer...just listen to the prosthetic
heart. It's beat pure, and true is...
mounted up high...I'm a twig broken in 
half; an arrow
already dead...

How can I defend myself...you've 
already made up your mind. My only 
apology is...we've wasted our time

myopia and friends...their whispers 
judged my heart, the head chopped was before
our affair even begun...
you hit and then run
you've said the 
magical words...I've longed
to hear from you. I can't compete with
what's preordained...I loved you
my sweet, sweet 
Prince...be well now
you are free.
AB: Don't pretend you love me in the time
of pure pain ,
I hold my head in shame,
I could tell that you've be quiet,
And you need somebody to talk to,
lullabys in anger,
being married is a
drag,
voices sing in the night and the stars
remind me of some things I once had,
life would be so much different in every
little strand and particle...
...I had a dad,
So don't pretend like you care when we
both know you have an alternative plan,
I don't want anything to do with your
existence,
now that you could understand,
you didnt try.

By Arcassin Burnham

* I need You more than you know,
I can't be what you want me to be,
it was always you , not me,
definitely need you more than you need me,

This time...
I'll call it quits and start over again and..
I'll show that my feelings can be cleansed and..
Make the riots in my heart go away,
Letting the Phoenix fly up back to the home in the sky she stays,
I'll be as reassuring then all your ex's and...
Possibly make amends with satisfaction and...
Give you everything that you deserve and...
And maybe one day get to be your husband,

This time...
I wanna be the one that you call yours and...
Make love to you while smoking a Cuban....
Brazilian vacation travels on the seaside,
So we could run around with our feet in the sand,
Kissing in the rain at a samba and...
Your the one I love I hope you understand,
Meet me in the garden picking roses and daffodils,
I just wanna he happy to really be your man.


I need You more than you know,
I can't be what you want me to be,
it was always you , not me,
definitely need you more than you need me*.

By Arcassin Burnham


"Demon Dog"

Fake friends,
Cruel family,
Make it worse for me,
City lights,
Broad days,
Worse nights for me,

I had it going in the long run,
Tail wagging,
I thought I lost it all,
He brought back to me,
Wishing,
One day to **** on the enemies,
I'm leaving ,
Behind my family,
Just to see my baby,
Thank you buddy.



"Tell Me Why"


Tonight my love has gained a low end,
On a bus to California , money in my pocket,
Thought that I was playing, had no time to pretend,
Bought you a necklace , with a heart , it was locket,
Tell me why,
You gotta make me fall for you,
Tell me why,
We take our time doing the things we do,
I love you.



"Pent Up"


Lost in a trance,

Make sense of it,

Nevertheless I have a motive,

Just **** all you peasants,

I need a counselor,

To stop me from killing people,

Suicide on my mind,

From delivering needles.

By Arcassin B , creep & patty m

AB
Is it the stems,
Or the leaves,
Telling me,
To tie a noose around the ceiling fan,
Steping near the area,
Try to Contain it,
But I don't really think I can,
Devil got his hand tugging my ***** ,
Playing rebound,
Telling me to forget it all,
With like two rounds,
I don't wanna load with off into my brain,
But the suspense is kicking in,
Somebody get a chair and sit me down,
I don't feel no restraint,
You won't try,
But I ain't,
About to let you take me away from the voice of god,
Begging my pardon,
But At least that's what I think,
When I go near the garden,
TCTLY
Twisting, trailing down
My hands, my arms, 
Down my chest, wrapping around my legs,
They take over.
Each little secret I've hidden all over me,
The scars, the stories, the burns,
All seen by them.

Everything I've worked so hard to conceal,
Long sleeves, long pants, hoodies,
It doesn't matter anymore.
Theyve seen it all.

Each and every scar, 
Reopened.
All the tears,
Wet again.
The burns
Bursting with agony.
But with all that pain,
Its freeing.
Everything was held inside...
But now,
These... things
They have opened the unthinkable,
All of the things inside spilling out uncontrollably.
The mistakes and fears that once made up all of me,
Its flooding out of me.
I'm feeling 
Lighter....
And lighter...
And now I'm finally gone.
PM
soulless, 
you are the reason
coldness comes creeping
deranged and completely changed

put it down
put down that gun
the bullets that you load
when did your heart turn to stone
when did you grow so cold?
Mistaken, forsaken
innocent and yet condemned
I'm judged without a jury
for the rules that your amend

put it down 
put down the knife
ease your anger 
and lingering strife
I'm not the enemy
I'm just your wife

blood it seeps so slow
no need to hurry now
it has no place to go
as it puddles here
staining my matted hair
a halo of red 
I shouldn't have stayed
I should have fled. 
Innocent and forgiving
I lost my chance of living

put it down,
put it down to caring
I didn't even cry out
when it was my skin
you were paring

Such a shame
that you turned insane
was it ***** or pills
that twisted your will 
made you want to ****
the one person who loved you most.
no matter
it's shattered
and now it's null
like the last scrambled thought
in my fractured skull. 

I grant you pardon
now freed from your 
demonic garden
what thoughts grow in your mind
are they still benign weeds
like your horrible misdeeds
that multiply over time?

by AB




Call my name,
Call my name,
Call my name,

Make me resent everybody until I feel ashamed,

**** me over,
**** me over,
**** me over,

Til i give up , and never show restraint,

I hate you,
And you,
And you as well,

You can relate to an artist if he comes from hell.....

by ab

Not the poster child for torture,
It's hardly enough.

Turning people crazy exposing
them to greed and madness.

I've seen all this happen when suicide comes into play.
the voices will linger , but they play no part anyway.

The mind can not take it,
Transformation ensues.

Depression creeps up on your
Shoulder and intros sadness.

Brains are like paper crumbling infrastructure.
I would not ever wish this fatal fate on another.

By Arcassin Burnham

Don't come to my messages,
Explaining to me what you just wrote,
Somebody did that to me last night,
I was drinking water and I choked,
I choke because its worthless,
I choke because I don't have to if I don't want to,
Like your stupid *** poem,
I never go around to show em,
That's make you a lame poet.
Don't know em,
You wanna hear about what I got going on,
So you copy em,
Slick shots keep getting thrown,
I don't **** wit em.

By Arcassin Burnham



You had the vision for everything,
Black hair , long nails and belly ring,
Not what father wanted you to turn out,
But you just ruled everything,
Weren't in to wedding rings,
For you it wasn't very settling,
But you just had the perfect fling,
And you just ruled everything,
Very frequent wish to be granting,
Baby unicorns and angel wings,
Pretty literal like don't you think,
But you just ruled everything,
Took all hearts for thrilling,
Like horses , lessons in riding,
I had no plans to be meeting,
But with you,
Decided of changing.