By Arcassin Burnham


How did it feel when you took her and made her
Understand that you were the one who cared and
Showed her more compassion?
How did it feel when you've noticed all her
Imperfections letting her go off into the sunset in
A paper town?
How did it feel?
Oh! How did it feel?
Watching over her like the hawk, making sure she'd text back,
Back......

How did it feel when you told her all of those things
Before she ran off and never came back?
How did it feel when you looked for clues and letter boxes
Going on a journey just to see if she'd turn up,
How did it feel?
Oh! How did it feel?
Watching over her like the hawk, making sure she'd text back....
One day, one day.

by Arcassin B



excuses have no uses,
when you fall in love,
type writer when there is nothing else,
write what you feel,
doesn't matter where you from,
been bullied constantly,
about something i can't control,
being nervous isn't easy,
when your 17 years old,
hiding from what the truth is,
trying to conceil it,
but thats my business,
fighter,not a talker,
i don't give a ****,
and when you read it,
hope you see what i been through,
with you,
coming home everyday,
with loosened shoe strings, they were blue,
got in a fight today,
they had the sky in fire as they lit a fuse,
wish i could cut off my skin,
but i don't have the *****,
finding the strength within,
to search for a greater flaws,
did you read it yet?

by Arcassin Burnham





When you were Younger,
we use to run throught the graveyards , telling eachother what would we do without,
when you were Younger,
we use to talk for hours , thinking about, making you into a wife, without a single doubt,
When you were Younger,
you use to punch me on my shoulder,real hard , stoping me from looking at other girls,
when you were Younger,
i use tell you all the things , that would possibly happen , if i gave you the world,
When You Were Younger,
You use to write songs , in the note pad everyday, that i gave you for your birthday,
When you were Younger,
I remember i use to hold you , telling you was gonna be o.k , i didnt hesitate,
When You Were Younger,
When You Were Younger,
You Use To Love Me.

BY Arcassin Burnham




when you were younger,
we use kiss eachother under this tree right here,
when you were younger,
we use to play under chandeliers,
when you were younger,
we use to listen to songs we felt that mattered,
when you were younger,
we use to be the pair that was happy together,
when you were younger,
i use to make you smile from cheek to cheek,
when you were younger,
i use to leave you so astonished that you couldnt speak,
when you were younger,
we use to smile at eachother in class,
when you were younger,
we use to sit here and say we would last,
when you were younger,
you use to say alot of things about me,
when you were younger,
you use to be the one to say we had to be free,
when you were younger,
you to say you wanted to marry me,
when you were younger,
you use to take my hand and kiss it softly,
when you were younger,
when you were younger,
we aint young nomore.

By Arcassin B

When you were younger, There would be nights that you cry, Yourself to sleep cause you can't dream another sight to be seen, Dark and dark, Dimmer redeem, When you were younger, You just couldn't live without me, Staring at the old pictures to forget, Brain surgery, To keep me lit, When you were younger There were lights on all your walls, Computers decks, And the photos of the memory when night falls, When you were younger, Your mom gave u hell, While my mom took you in, Fruits lying around on the table, Call it a growing sin, When you were younger, When we kiss and touch in your bedroom, but now-a-days you be kissing on another dude, So now we're older , is this what want, Leaving dieing memories of me, Text messages with different fonts, I found somebody better, And she's not the jealous type either, How could you stare in a broken mirror, Now shatter.

By Arcassin Burnham

You fell too many times til you fell on your face,
Taking problems into your own hands,you need space,
I Don't know what this means for the human race,
But I'd give anything right now to see your face,

When you were younger, you had dreams that faded,
When you were younger,* you had things you loved,
When you were younger, *your friends moved away,
When you were younger, you had things to say,
theres a light here , a light there,
at the end of the tunnel,
now theres a light here , a light there,
at the end of the tunnel,
theres a light here , a light there,
at the end of the tunnel,
now theres a light here , a light there,
at the end of the tunnel,
fall in the rabbit hole,

The things that you've been through in your life was a phase,
you kept scrapbooks of everything just in case,
and even though to your parents you were a disgrace,
And i don't care,
cause I'd give anything right now to see your face,

When you were younger, you had dreams that faded,
When you were younger,* you had things you loved,
When you were younger, *your friends moved away,
When you were younger, you had things to say,
theres a light here , a light there,
at the end of the tunnel,
now theres a light here , a light there,
at the end of the tunnel,
theres a light here , a light there,
at the end of the tunnel,
now theres a light here , a light there,
at the end of the tunnel,
fall in the rabbit hole.

/

I swear they always want something brand new..
I swear they always want something brand new..
when it comes back around, what you gonna do?
I swear they always crave something brand new..
Why you try to come around pulling my card..
looking for a problem straight out the yard..
And i'm like why you gotta be brand new..
I swear they always gotta be brand new.

By Arcassin Burnham


i know you all too well,
and sometimes you give me space,
dont want to end up in hell,
for making the same mistakes,
we listen to the sounds of the ocean,
and walk out to the sea,
she wanted the waves to be imaginary,
where did we go wrong,
in this night,
on this beach,
where did we go wrong,
for me your love,
is what i can teach.

By Arcassin Burnham


Get from around me with the *******,
Sometimes I can't stand to live in this
****,
I can't even stand when somebody
argues everytime lacking all of the
common sense,
Are you ever yourself when the **** hits?
Do you use everyone just to get it quick?
Is your mind lost in so much illusion that
every time you wonder,
Its always a hit and miss,
Is this to you a ****** experiment?
Sometimes I can't stand when people do
****,
I can't even be myself in a public place
without somebody tryna' bring some
kind of ignorance,
Have memories? What do you miss?
The time when your bestfriend slept with
your sis,
Looking for so much to conjure in life that
the things in your past is what you
reminisce.

by Arcassin Burnham

Bad days , good days,
Their all the same,
just put your feelings all aside for me this time,
your mind , is a weapon ,against the world,
to make a whole new one so divine,
no matter what , no matter what,
I'll always be a guiding force for it to bring me home,
I said no matter what , no matter what,
I'll open up these eyes including the third one alone,
I am special, we all are in this so called reality,
how you gon' blame me when we are all heaven sent?
how you gon' say the most high has white skin?
how you gon' win when you ain't right within?
I get used in this world,
I'm abused in this world,
I'm betrayed in this world,
I'm delayed in this world,
I get the worst advice from my family,
I get hate in this world,
I'm awake in this world,
I've been beat in this world,
cheated in this world,
theres always less love in my energy.

By Arcassin Burnham

While I continue to search for the purpose
I should have possessed along time ago
While I was still kicking and screaming
Fading away and took hold of my soul,
Now I have no idea where I'll end up when
I die,
Probably somewhere in hell fire at the end
Of a chain and a whip begging God to give
Me what I deserve,
But as a mistake I deserve nothing,
Why do I have to be any different than he or
She,
Why can't I just be stronger than both parties,
Dark , depressing, and lonely like premature
Ejaculations,
Born into a world that teaches you it's wicked ways,
I pray,
For all that have to live in the so-called "ghetto",
I pray,
These bad memories will disappear in time,
I pray that every single bad thing I've experienced
And wasn't good at will advance and make me into
The human being I need to be,
But the Lord doesn't hear me,
At least the Lord I'm praying to will agree,
Most of us sit with our mouths shut,
And bathe in this indecency,
But no one is listening.

by Arcassin Burnham



I don't understand why a guy like me is rejected by you for a guy that thinks
hes like some sort of big shot while having friends and drive a car while I
have nothing at all...
I don't understand why girls don't like me , I'm the type of guy that'll marry
you from fields to scenery,
But you just want a cool edgy dude with an attitude and makes you miserable,
and doesn't really care for your feelings,

i'll give you the joy and the rain at the same time sending signals of everything
that your ex wasn't and you thought he was going to be your husband,
so blinded by the truth of someone that would be sensitive to your
every need,
i was always there , since high school and when we had little feet,
why lord?
why won't any girl love me,
i am just a pawn in the love game while having fantasies
of intimacy?
lord please tell me..
will i grow old and alone in a house and just wait for my death
to hurry up and find me?
and the long distance stuff is just boring...
would i look back on the times that i did that
and it could be reassuring?
and my exes ignore me...
i didn't really see a future with them anyways so it really
shouldn't bother me..
and that's why,
I don't understand why a guy like me is rejected by you for a guy that thinks
hes like some sort of big shot while having friends and drive a car while I
have nothing at all...
I don't understand why girls don't like me , I'm the type of guy that'll marry
you from fields to scenery,
But you just want a cool edgy dude with an attitude and makes you miserable,
and doesn't really care for your feelings.

By Arcassin Burnham

Brainwashed over time to not believe the theories,
Talking , why you speak to Siri?
For all your problems , you get weary,
I let God sort it out,
Hasn't come down from the throne,
His presence was there since birth,
But I hope he desends his physical on Earth,
So the lust and the evils will disappear,
No longer embezzling death and fear,
Do your research on everything and you'll be fine
In a world this crooked dear,
And they say,
"People take care of their phones like pets instead of really taking of themselves",
And that's why the parents nowadays need professional help,
And counseling for the love ones they lost to text messages and tweets,
Did the tax dollars really just move on their own and grew feet,
Man the devils busy just like God has funny ways​ of miracles,
Rope is tight for black people that America provoked,
Staging wars for other countries trying to **** us , Trump that's you?
The end is near , and they are gonna sensor this by the time that I get this through.

By Arcassin Burnham

Pushing the barricades, making these new moves,
Why do have to share my glory with false hoping attention grabbing
glory seeking egotistical *******,
God says you better love your mother,
At least that what he said before she told i ruined everything,
I wasn't supposed to be born according to what she says,
A young man could only take so much , when the problems ain't harsh,
And your souls not gone, and went ghost for a whole year just to prove a
point,
Don't have time for ******* and such, when your life is at peace,
Eat , sleep and ****, and the days don't matter when have common
sense , ***** get to the point!
If I haven't woken up , I will,
If I haven't woken up , I will.

By Arcassin Burnham


Wishes For the single mothers and their mothers too,
all across the cosmos , their the real protectors,
holding kids inside their bellies and saw no mile nutrition,
while going through a lot and feeling  a bit under the weather,
If you think the world is cold then wait til it gets in December,
childhood memories will fade and all will start to become clearer,
some will have room for the corrupt and all of these pretenders,
there's bigger problems here than me and you , we'll have to render,
lies are futile,
let you serve some shrine and move on,
so self-centered, when your born,
it's like letting night play with dawn,
teach yourself, not to swim with sharks,
my time is running out,
gotta get my life together,
i'm turning 20 now,
all this stress i could not compile.

by Arcassin Burnham



midnight writer,
my lovely bloodsucker,
darkness hasn't been this beautiful in awhile,

dont know,
that i truly love her,
she would be the hell spawn in my darkest hour,

as lovely as todays dawn,
girl you turn me on,
trust i doesnt even matter,

darkness melting off your back,
red eyes like decepticons,
a kiss would make the darkness turn blacker.

By Arcassin Burnham

There's no explaining the loss that i felt,
heaven rewards the people put through hell,
the fire , the fire , the fire,
that i feel inside at this moment, that I can't tell,

people don't see the light to guide them home,
why won't these troubles just leave me alone,
isolate , isolate , isolate,
the things that i feel I'm afraid of, I'm way too old.

...Witness the beginning of a new.
witness a beginning of a new me.

...Witness the beginning of a new.
a beginning where I am free.

I couldn't be the one to make you stay,
But I could make sure that you are okay,
sins on top , sins on top , sins on top,
just like you I'm not perfect, I'm not a saint,

Ignorant people can't puncture my shield,
If i am damaged i know i will heal,
evolving , evolving , evolving,
the person that I use to be, I can not deal.

...Witness the beginning of a new.
witness a beginning of a new me.

...Witness the beginning of a new.
a beginning where I am free.

By Arcassin Burnham


Do you know all that peace brings in May?
Love you give is strange , gives much malaise,
If every word you say is true , mark the words you say,
other than that I do not have time to waste,
My life never goes anywhere but in flames,
could your douse my fire , I don't wanna escape,
Or we could lust til the sun comes up in this open space,
then after you hate my guts and then delete my page,
And you know,
we only got one and one is not enough in a system
and country corrupted with minimum wage and a half
decent plate of food that could be poison,
how can you maintain?
only with the words you say and you know.

By Arcassin Burnham

You worry too much,
You worry yourself,
You worry us all,
You worry at work,
You worry at school,
You worry for people,
You worry for love,
You worry for hate,
You worry for mom,
You worry for dad,
You worry for him,
You worry for her,
You worry at church,
You worry at clubs,
You worry for siblings,
You worry for babies
You worry for tv,
You worry for news,
You worry for tragedies,
worry for worlds,
You worry Marriage,
You worry for rings,
You sorry for,
You worry too much,
You worry yourself,
You worry us all.

By Arcassin Burnham

Like sparkling trash with a grayish tent hanging over,
I am like angel that will guide you to that four leaf clover,
Bringing all the bad days to a close with a simple power,
Call it love if you want , as long as you let it devour,
Hate and selflessness and poverty and evil sides,
While changing faces in the eyes of the Lord , he is your guy,
Your guiding force like no other,
We already won,
I'm routing for you every step of way into the sun,
You got nothing else worry about its just quick and painless,
Taking you off this planet will be as Nobel as stainless,
You are not the only one to up and go through these changes,
If anything I'm glad we're trading places , don't say you're ever worth
Nothing.

By Arcassin B & wolf


AB
Don't deserve any of your time,
I'm just a waste of all this space,
Searching for my soul as it's lost but could never
Recover from all the pain,
You took a life with your short fuse,
Nobody has the means to deal with that,
Dealing with unfortunate people to hang around the
Crowd that you think has your back,
We learn from the things that they project,
Through t.v. and magazines as recollect,
You had a tough life , picking fist fights and throwing
Away your whole life now you still regret,
Another life , yet another song,
That you sing to your siblings at night,
When go through life alone , there's is nothing but god
And the ray of light,

Not worth your eyes anymore.......
Not worth your time anymore.......
I don't know what else is in store......
Not worth your eyes anymore.......

I could have been,
Anyone that could have hurt you before in the past
Life of being rejected and isolated from a normal
Life reflecting hate upon the ones that broke you down
And has their life together,
That's not fair,
Find the faith,
You know it's there,
Serenade yourself through change.......
Rearrange your life......

Not worth your eyes anymore.......
Not worth your time anymore.......
I don't know what else is in store......
Not worth your eyes anymore.......

*WS*
my soul is never up for sale
create your magic, tell your tales
i live within the light of living
seldom taking..always giving

somehow in this fractured world
the pompetus of love unfurled
and i was given to the reason
love is never out of season

keep the spirit,keep the calm
step into the aura, warm.....
live your ******* to the fullest
embrace the one that does the bullest....

let me know when you are there
i shall extend a hand, so rare
to lead you to reality
when i am you, and you are me

therein lies life's true poetry
when i become you, you become me

*AB*
Not worth your eyes anymore.......
Not worth your time anymore.......
I don't know what else is in store......
Not worth your eyes anymore.......