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Jun 2016 · 647
Either I Could Be
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Purpose is a deniable virtue,
being lost in this world is a given,
love is a test or fantasy that could be explored even when sinning,
to be pleased and to satisfy your long awaited needs,
I surround my myself with family,
That is all I need,


I find it hard in life through everything I went through sending
More difficult obstacles to myself instead of receiving them
Like normal human beings when it's quite easy to make enemies,
I could never be what I want unless I change it,
I could never see a new day if just put aside my hatred
For thinking religion had anything to do with it,
Your a master mind aren't you! Just be cool with it.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/06/either-i-could-be.html
Jun 2016 · 399
Bright Grass
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By  Arcassin Burnham

Spreading rumors for your own agenda making
It seem like I've lost it,
I see beauty in twenty different ways of entertaining
Your soul to oblivion ending up In a state of confusion
Pushing closer towards the bridge of acceptance and
Benge pressing a million tons to get all the weight off
Your shoulders,
I thought it'd be over,
Between you and I,
I could have died,
Why did you lie?
The grass is so much greener on the other side,

....On the Other side,

Learning true colors as I pass without warning
To get one in on you,
There's blood on the leaves and sweat on the branches
Of betrayal of who your actually praying to when you
Lay in bed wondering and being haunted by what you done
Just replacing all of your  memories in a bag of eels when
No one wants electric feels,
I thought it'd be over,
Between you and I,
I could have died,
Why did you lie?
The grass is so much greener on the other side,

.....On the Other side.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/06/indie-part-a.html
Jun 2016 · 436
Flu Of The Bees
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Falling to your knees with the novacaine stare,
lies upon the eyes of the horse that gallops where,
she could make it right when i was wrong about the world,
way out of her league knowing she can't be my girl,
I was on the road for days getting nowhere,
I'm so done with love eventhough I don't care,
peace will heal in time just wait for the arrival,
she could make it right like wine spilled on the Bible,
the Bees are coming that way,
please don't tell me what to say,
I'm not one for all the games,
the Bees are coming that way,

You're not the only one with flaws little bean,
We all have to live as a number,
Like tiny ants on a mural being depopulated,
No conversation,
We'll disturb your royal slumber.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/06/indie-part-a.html
Jun 2016 · 2.8k
Ripples
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking
Drunk,
Not enough room in this attic , wouldn't mind if we just
Shrunk,
Just like Alice entering wonderland through a rabbit hole,
I have no intentions of touching your body or your soul,
We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking
Drunk,
Everything we did was asinine, but dying of boredem stunk,
Delighted as I am to call my own , it's personal,
Writing love , and pain , and sweat  and shame in 72 journals,
We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking
Drunk and intoxicated out of our minds with a bit of grime
And old creepy dolls on the floor,

We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking
Drunk,
We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking
Drunk,
We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking
Drunk,
We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking
Drunk,
We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking
Drunk,
We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking
Drunk,
We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking
Drunk,
We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking
Drunk.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/06/indie-part-a.html
Jun 2016 · 471
Ruthlessness
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Ache in pain for the rainy days,
No one ever walks my way,
I'm killing with kindness left and right for ones that
Ran away,
I'm pealing back mangos while just enjoying the morning
sun In A trance off being a simple human being carrying
Weight of a dark past that should be fading away at any given
Moment in time of sheer amounts of stress and anger to the right
Situation of letting my guard down and possibly making a stand,
I promise mama I will be that man,
That takes care of his family,
Has everything he ever wanted,
And be the provider like it was intended out of clarity
I use to think why would anyone wanna marry me,
I collect problems like a bee collects his Honey with consistcy,
I use to see the stars as a common enemy,
While I just need a glass and as some Hennessy,
All along I had to deal with the ignorance,
But now I'm ruthless , I'm not feeling your energy.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/06/indie-part-a.html
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Making my way through the shark infested waters that
You could not bathe me in,
I put on a front for everyone to see in the smoke that I
Clear of sins,
We're so young and courageous , possibilities are
Endless with a smile and cup of tea,
When it's over , it's done , i just hope that you see that
You're the only one for me,
Rest in peace to the Prince and the Lord will provide me
Instructions to leave the earth,
I've believed I was nothing before , but the spirits have been
Kind to me since birth,
I could tell you so much of the things that I could variate
In a million ways,
Who ever thought I would be the one to the be the light
That could brighten up your day,
All the flowers lurking through deceased stems reflect the past,
How could I be sure if you are here for love or just stepping back,
Looking towards the future , do we owe it to ourselves in vain?
Diamond valley waits for no man except me with cost and shame.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/06/indie-part-a.html
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

I can't shake this feeling of being alone with you,
We started phase 2,
I'm pushing towards you,
Can't forget about you,
On the verge of meeting you,
No regrets of seeing you,
With these beautiful views,

As smooth as the ocean that magnifys our exuberance
In the final hours of our life and our virtues may come
And pass like the day has gone with a simple stance
Hoping you would be remorseful to all your family and
Your peers as well as your imaginary friends that fight
To the end just to keep you sane,
Tell me about it ! I know your pain,
Search and destroy your insecurity as well as your depression
Asking these questions for all of the rest of days will as
Extinguished learning more than all the times that jealousy
Comes between you and the one you love,
I know all of the things that your thinking of,
Your beauty doesn't compare to your smarts in the stages
Of your education when becoming complacent with all of
Your patients just turning the tides and equations,

I can't shake this feeling of being alone with you,
We started phase 2,
I'm pushing towards you,
Can't forget about you,
On the verge of meeting you,
No regrets of seeing you,
With these beautiful views.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/06/the-sight-of-you-and-that-flower.html
Jun 2016 · 675
Mountain High
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Sending signals to the center of my brain
While it's in a trance , it hasn't woken up from its
Royal comma leaking out the only good
Memories I have to be a better version of me,
Had to make a few trips around streets , over the granite
Hills and under the country side bridge,
Only the gates of diamond valley holds the key with
Promises we make and all the lives we take to get this
Far,
We'll search and most definitely define what is
Out there in the stars,
There's no mountain high enough to start a conversation
With our Lord and Savior,
Put together pieces of a generation leading towards the
Break of misguided labor.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/06/arcassins-harmful-mix-pt6.html
Jun 2016 · 323
Born Into
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

....And we toss and we turn,
We live and we learn,
We pray then forgive,
We crash and we burn,
We consume all the flames then we all emerge,
We cry and we weep,
Have strength , we were weak,
The broken can all be fixed if they only just believe,
Produce and conceive,
Life blows through the trees,
To have to much of the birds and the bees and when in
Pain we've been given the notion to bleed,
We just scream.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/06/arcassins-harmful-mix-pt6.html
Jun 2016 · 386
Happy Place
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

I wish I could escape to a place full of human
Subjects that don't symbolize evil for your
Twisted crimes in gaining the upper hand,
I Don't fully understand,
I'm lost for words,
Where's the trust in myself if that is the plan,

I wish I could escape to a place where there
Aren't any politics explaining what their
Gonna do and never do to make this world
Safer,
Not buying it see you later,
I got my own problems,
That's why I'm fit to write it on paper,

I wish I could escape to a place that isn't
Filled with the lies and secrecy , that's very
Common in this life today while heavy at
The steak,
Forget all the masquerades,
I'm powerful in this day in age
Now I'm dress to see another day.
There is no happy place.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/06/arcassins-harmful-mix-pt6.html
Jun 2016 · 607
Ability
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Fire burns,
My titles earned,
I'm complicated,
I'm crawling in my own filth,
I'm unemployed,
And uneducated,
I feel as though god has let me
down on an abandoned scale,
I feel as though more and more enemies
Start to prevail,
Not knowing what's coming as i walked
Through the Valley,
Of diamonds is what I call them as I round
up a rally,
My own magical world where bad people
Can't taunt us,
Where holidays are celebrated right and the
Queen will trust us,
I wish that I could be as inspiring as you are,
I wish I could tell kids that if you believe you
Could do something then dream it to the best
Of your ability.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/06/arcassins-harmful-mix-pt6.html
Jun 2016 · 543
P2M
Arcassin B Jun 2016
P2M
By Arcassin Burnham

Like a paper airplane,
Life never throws me in the right direction,
I'm staring at the wall hard,
But without a single Flinch and no hesitation,
I come into your bedroom,
To remind you that your miserable day is gone,
We could play 21 questions,
Like what would you name your child if you had a son,
I have the knowledge to know that I'm fading away,

Why won't you leave me alone and get out of my face,

Please get off my back before I catch another case,

Nothing was promised to me so why is it different today?

So ah , if it all stays the same why do they want me to change?

So ah , why I do pray to God and never get an answer displayed?

Back and forth we go , looking for the promise land,
Back and forth we go , looking for the promise land.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/f-l-l-e-n-lp-deluxe-edition.html
Jun 2016 · 502
Heart Lives In The Grass
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

I lay my head knowing you'll recover,
Losing every inch of mind that I had,
Pouring cola in the sink where I sob,
For that I'd be glad,
I'm dishing out the good with the bad,
I'm sick of feeling sad,
I think I really need a friend,
I'm knowing that my heart lives deep in the
Lawn,
Can not pretend,
I'm sluggish but it can't get me down,
No matter what happens in my life,
Stretching to stars just feel something taking
Flight,

Think about the children and the mothers,
You know they say that life is what you make it,
Conscious leaking everywhere so I know,
That this feeling I can't shake it,
Knowing that in life I can not fake it,
I'm nearly irritated,
I really freaking need a friend,
I'll never know what happens til it's too
Late and then I'll see the end,
I'm sluggish but it can't get me down,
No matter what happens in my life,
I'm putting down the gun and throwing it
In the river now I have a flashlight,
I'm sluggish but it can't get me down,
No matter what occurs in my life,
I can't stand the moon or the sun for
It is my personal guide.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/f-l-l-e-n-lp-deluxe-edition.html
Jun 2016 · 397
Lips Around That Glass
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

You maybe gone and my hopes and dreams have
Scattered about,
With all the spilling hatred covered in your pores
Filled with doubt,
I have no other way to see than a ride along with death,
The only way our lips will touch again is in my breath,
......My chest beats for another though......
If anything I hate to be the bear of bad news,
But I have everything going for me without you,
So I...

Wrap my lips around the glass and just drink away,

Sick and twisted fantasy of sadness hanging from the shadows
Parting our ways out of luck while lacking in filth and grime
Even though we don't ever really have the time to erupt and
Enjoy the beautiful carnations of breeding and overlooking the
Past due to our actions against reality and it's failed generations
And people with brain damage that can't even manage the time
And the effort to fulfill and deliver and prosper and change your
Whole reason for living with regrets and mistakes,
But what I'm saying is you should follow me,
I never mean any harm to all the energy,
All I want in this realm is your consistency,
But I just really hope you didn't forget me,
......My chest beats for another though......
If anything I hate to be the bear of bad news,
But I have everything going for me without you,
So I...

Wrap my lips around the glass and just drink away.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/f-l-l-e-n-lp-deluxe-edition.html
Jun 2016 · 466
Risen
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Slave to perfection in your honor as you leave,
Putting together pieces that you broke can't give
The seed,
I'm realizing the love was real from the emotional
Decree of absolute modesty between you and me,
Do you agree?,
Crying hysterically,
And you know everything I think of,
And you know everything I dream of,
There's no other way to say your perfect only than the
Words I speak of,
You're practically covered up in dark endeavours
With your feathers,
Yeah their pretty long,

There's no other way to say that you're the one for me,
I'm coping , breaking out of insecurity,
I'm bound to evolution and my heart is buried in grass
But protected by glass encrusted figures in the valleys
Grasp,
I got not no way to see you,
You're practically covered up in dark endeavours
With your feathers,
Yeah their pretty long,
I say , "so long",


There's - No - Oth-er Way,
That I - Can - Make - You - Stay,
There's - No - Oth-er Way,
That I - Can - Make - You - Stay,
There's - No - Oth-er Way,
That I - Can - Make - You mistakes,
....just go.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/f-l-l-e-n-lp-deluxe-edition.html
Jun 2016 · 581
Mindless Acts / Rose On You
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

You pretend with your beauty and the length
Of your hair,
I find the gospel in my heart enough to know
Satan's there,
Pulling off cosplay to oppose me your ******
Prowise and giving me all the love you can
To just up and reappear,
Got your name written on my knuckles,
Pulling off the covers just to wake you up
From your nightmare,
I got a pretty thought in my head where the blood use
To be thinking that I couldn't leave you alone
But I know you don't care,
Very pretentious,
You were a mission to save your discarded loved ones,
You had two guns ready the civil war ahead in the
Future,
Am I dead in the future,
Will you love me for who I am like a sculpture,
Saved your soul so many times,
Anniversaries declined,
My heart is dead and gone but also can revive,
I'm more than just a guy,
When love thats lost has died,
Just try to stay alive,

/

bless your heart child like a suicidal teen traveling
to California,
we don't want to have to throw Roses on your
special made box,
left the window to your soul and your skin that contain
locks,
I had a dream and pressed stop,
running from the cops,
bound and smooth as sentiment rocks,
don't fill your head up with stone,
letting Medusa take control and you'll be dead and alone.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/f-l-l-e-n-lp-deluxe-edition.html
Jun 2016 · 364
Black & Grey
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

How I feel when you move me into places I've
Always cherished,
I could see you and me and a baby carriage,
thinking of what we managed
but it's just you and me and our bickering back
and forth and we've wasted too much time,
everything is black and grey to you,
there is just no sunshine,

I think I better keep it up,
Is it enough?
Your thinking about how life is tough,
Where is the trust?
Loyalty and the things we break when we
Just fuss,
Fighting like little kids in school,
Stay on the bus,
Are we playing for keeps and all that stands
For us,
Erupting like volcanoes part from the earths
Crust,
You got me feeling overly dead,
I failed on us,
Apart from all the things we did while we
Discussed.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/f-l-l-e-n-lp-deluxe-edition.html
Jun 2016 · 336
The Passionate Touch
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

...Would be genocide,
I'm talking to you like a simple man should
When he has feelings of self-love and your the
Only one he's dreaming of,

....Put me in a casket filled with cut out hearts,
From the angry souls that didn't get a kiss
Or to cop a feel,
God bless their little shriveled up corpses
You could be caught or make a deal,

A feeling is a feeling,
It'll go away soon, but your touch,
I feel,
I love so much,
The thought of having you here would be a
Treasure in itself just taking its toll on
Another human with mental states,
And with all these feels I can't shake this
Feeling that one day you'll leave and send
Me a thanks  for making you the happiest
Woman alive,
But you said that we'd both survive,
You said that we'd be alright,
You said death will never split us apart
And not even life,
You said.....
Alot of things that blew my mind,
When you left I was terrified,
Not loving you Would be genocide,
I'm talking to you like a simple man should
When he has feelings of self-love and your the
Only one he's dreaming of.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/f-l-l-e-n-lp-deluxe-edition.html
Jun 2016 · 338
No Matter What You Do
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

I find peace while I stare in your eyes til the break
Of dawn knowing you'll keep me safe in your wings,
I'm bound,

Putting my feet in some boots for the first time just
Thinking wisely about the decisions of being your King,
I'm proud,

Don't look into the eyes of a Phoenix cause you might get
Sunburned,
There's is absolutely no other way to give it up when the
World turns,
They'll keep your ashes in a flower *** of gold and dust of
The enemies that over cloud the flowing of cherishing all
The precious moments you spend with the person you love,
Is there such thing?
Or am I just a lost dove,
Swimming in the lake of forgetfulness,
I am young but I'm ready for this,
Who's cares if I'm too blunt or too intent,
No matter what you do I will be here just to say we did it.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/f-l-l-e-n-lp-deluxe-edition.html
Jun 2016 · 421
Such Beautiful Company
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

The whole appearance of it all,
Brushing off dead butterflies and walking
Through crosswalks like the band members from
The Beatles and reminiscing about the times you
Both have shared and became equals,
And still,
The possible note is to only bespoke of the dreams
and the hopes that follow to put out the fires you
Caused,
to fly and live again,  you can't protect the sin,
Waiting for the right times to pin something
Special,
Love we could get away in paradise but more like luxury
In all these accustoms to a brand new life in the
Spirit plane,
Be my Mary Jane,
Can you clear with me,
Make dreams with me,
Stay the angel that I know and love to comfort me in
Every situation please.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/f-l-l-e-n-lp-deluxe-edition.html
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

I'm always the one that has to sit and
Think about empowering you,
Wasting time thinking to myself that
Everyone can always be one when there has to be
Two,
I fly ,
In the valley of the diamonds that possess
All of the power you need,
The love,
That we always try to have don't seem to be
letting us free,

Blooming in the early mornings,
And sacrifices us to the midnight,
I'm looking for it ,Love I'm yearning,
I'm yearning for the freedom of this love but
Chances are slight.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/f-l-l-e-n-lp-deluxe-edition.html
Jun 2016 · 306
Onlyyoucouldhaveme
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

You could love me anyway you want to,
You could love me sideways on sidewalks
Into alleyways,
You could be the Rose in my virtue,
I could be your everything in anything
With one shoe,
We can be nice but we're not saints,
Running in flower festivals just picking
Out the finest stems,
Kiss me on the cheek and I won't faint,
Touching me and kissing me and rubbing
Everything with every limb,

.....only you could have me...........

I'm learning all your flaws there's nothing
Wrong with that,
If I teach you all of mine , don't have a heart attack,
Never really had anyone to have my back,
Trust issues are a bliss that I could deal thats a fact.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/f-l-l-e-n-lp-deluxe-edition.html
Jun 2016 · 325
Make Me Wait
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Dreamy in your own complexity,
You sought out blood,
I'm learning about you more and more,
Even your scars and cuts,
I was a tyrant and were a goddess floating up above
Me,
Perfect kisses in the afternoon,
Defying laws of gravity,
Crumbling like grains of sand,
To create glass inside your palm,
We're as magical as they come,
I would take your hand,
And one day give you this ring
No stress , just be calm,
Just say yes for me,
I want to be your man,
This is beautiful what we are,
The futures ahead of us,
But you've lived along time trying to find love,
Your more beautiful than the stars,
And sometimes we can't get enough of each
Other enough to cope from the heaven lurking
Above,

Don't make me wait for this,
I can't move on from this.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/f-l-l-e-n-lp-deluxe-edition.html
Jun 2016 · 262
Memories Of Heaven
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

She told me you will never have to
Work again in peril of the lost world
In wickedness,
She told me there's a beacon waiting
At the end of the light with all your
Family,  it's delirious,
I know your flaws,
there's no way out of this discussion,
you can admit it all,
or you could go to a flaming dungeon,
These are the memories of heaven,
The memories of heaven,
Lucky triple sevens,

The memories of heaven,
Some place that can't be neglected,
having godly sessions,
The memories of heaven.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/f-l-l-e-n-lp-deluxe-edition.html
Jun 2016 · 326
Finger Tips
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Lace up my good intentions
When I talk to ya,
But there are just things I can not bare,
Your love is too enticing,
Making love to ya,
Giving me those intoxicating stares,
Blue roses blowing in the wind from a secondary,
Not giving enough attention just seems kind of
scary,
I need your love just as much as a pint of Ben and Jerrys,
Trying to be blunt,
All I wanna say is motion carried,
Prancing,
Dancing,
Printing finger tips running down your spine,
Lifting pretty wings in my face,
Proud to say I'm glad your mine.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/f-l-l-e-n-lp-deluxe-edition.html
Jun 2016 · 266
Goodness
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Flashing light in my dreams,
Beer cans on the counter,

Guitar strumming strings,
Thoughts are off by the hour,
I've been gone for a long time,

Love to drown in beauty,
Vast in all it's greatness,

Her smile is so delicate,
In goddess form appears faceless,
goodness gracious,

She was the light in my dreams,
Swarming fire in her eyes,
To my surprise,
god sent an angel in disguise.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/f-l-l-e-n-lp-deluxe-edition.html
Jun 2016 · 498
Anxious
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Making my way to the crash site of flower beds,
Queen size,
I don't know what this is but something's wrong
With my head,
And you think you would know anything,
To see this beautiful body laying here is
Nearly a blessing,
Those pretty lips covered in bliss will give you
A concussion,
I'd be more happy and then honored to call her
my muffin,
And you think you would know anything,
Signifies road **** with her pretty wings,
So majestic in and out and in between,
Her skin is burning red hot like stored away
Gasoline,
I'm too anxious to know anything,

See the sun,
Like a burn,  like a burn,  like a burn,
See the sun,
Like a burn,  like a burn,  like a burn,
See the sun,
Like a burn,  like a burn,  like a burn,
See the sun,
Like a burn,  like a burn,  like a burn.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/f-l-l-e-n-lp-deluxe-edition.html
Jun 2016 · 389
Make-Out Point
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Had A Basic Instinct for expressing,
Mortal feelings,
And being immortal is unappealing,
Wishing and hoping for a compelling love,
To gather all of my barrings,
Lips prints on my skin for some
Compassionate healing,
At make-out point,

On my hands and knees begging to the heavens
For a special kind of human being to set my heart
Up in flames,
The extra clingy kind of woman worthy enough,
And excellent at putting other woman to shame,
At make-out point,

So as I sit alone,
I see the moon is full like born again roses,
Only to look up again and see something crashing
Down like the hottest chunk of the sun,
I had to see this for myself,

At make-out point.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/f-l-l-e-n-lp-deluxe-edition.html
Jun 2016 · 262
Playing In The Forest
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Communicated with your mind once before,
It gave up,
Had enough with all the mishaves of getting stuck,
Never knowing how much beauty could impact,
you say i never lift a finger i resent that,
As your mortal boyfriend you will have no worries,
The state of worrying has packed up and moved,
Don't think about me too hard when I'm thinking
About you,
You saved me from an endless hell of problems
That could have made me or broken my spirit,
But you stayed.......

......And endured it,
You better hope my feet walks into you in
These trees,
I'm trying to relate to better view in these trees,
You better my feet don't walk into you,
We could share a course of new life in these trees.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/playing-in-forest-features-on-lp-titled.html
Jun 2016 · 569
Silly You
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

....For thinking that you could call me any name
You want,

.....Won't be the slave of love anymore to adore you,

Silly you ,
You had it all , you had my love , you were my everything,
Silly you ,
You had it all , you had my love , you were my everything,

Sitting here crying to myself about my mistake of finding you
So inconveniently in love with everything that you said
Putting me in some sort of trace in ****** Embrace where
Ones mind will link up to another,
You found you another,
Under pillows I smother myself in these walls , these walls,
Im reaching but I've reached long enough,
Can I bare...it all,
When you honestly left love it was tough,
Use to fall,
How could I put a decent price on a cuff if you regret it all,

Silly you ,
You had it all , you had my love , you were my everything,
Silly you ,
You had it all , you had my love , you were my everything,
I could stand the rain but in advance I can not stand the pain,
Silly you ,
You had it all , you had my love , you were my everything.
http://abpoefall.blogspot.com/2016/06/silly-you-featured-on-lp-titled-fallen.html
Jun 2016 · 450
Darkness Falls #1
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham


I could invest all of my time into judging
Other people,
*******,
I could hold hands with all my ex's buried
In all these text messages,
*******,
Pop out of a cake like the abstract person I am,
*******,
My step dad's in jail and we're speaking on good
Terms I'm saying,
*******,

Why does life have to be so hard like ****,
I have no remorse for the ignorant
Hearts in this world,
Like ****,
......like ****,

I don't got time for the man sitting in the
Corner just staring at me,
I don't got time for the woman walking around
Doing a shopping spree,
I only have time for the purpose that's been
presented,
So he just gave it to me,
*******.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/06/darkness-falls-1.html
May 2016 · 350
6:48
Arcassin B May 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Mind games is what turns on the bright lights for you
At night then up and at em',
I'd rather you fathom just being yourself,
I got no patients for the ones that like to envy
And claiming all of my trust just thinking when
I reach the stars That their going with me,
Like No!
Who do you think that I am, (like what)
Trying to latch my existence,
I'm aware of who despised me and who didn't,
But this is your fake intuition,
rolling in society's filth as I extinguish being a kid and
A human being,
Not like every human being.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/05/648.html
May 2016 · 900
Wouldn't You Like To Know
Arcassin B May 2016
By Arcassin Burnham


Perfect As you are, your the epitome
Of my existence and the flower that grows from my
Dome invading all my space courageously giving me
The upper hand to be your man in all this filth,
In all this rage,
In this wicked world , your my girl,
You might as well get use to it,
Abusing it,
Like prescription drugs,
Slow and vague as a slug,
Enquiry number of hugs,
I'll give you all the love that you need relentlessly
Claiming that you are mine and shouting to the world
That you're the one that has captured my body , my mind
And my soul,
Inside the space of my arms,
Your the one that I'd hold,
When I don't tell you my secrets then you thinks that it's cold,
She said "what are you afraid of" I said "wouldn't you like to know",
If you wanna feel yourself again just wiggle your toe,
Theres no choices in this life for us to make time go slow,
I have everything to live for , don't need a bone to throw,
If you wanna move to this place or this place then we'll go,
Pulling apart puzzle pieces of being a strong minded human being
Erasing things of the past then end up telling all your frienemies lacking
Discipline  and grace as you try to hold it together but it gets
Hard at times to wonder where you'll end up eventually,
I know no one will ever be into me,
And I've been fine with that since a pre-teen,
I got style and grace and creativity,
You're lacking all of the things that you seem to be.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/05/wouldnt-you-like-to-know.html

Bare with me...
May 2016 · 402
Bestowed
Arcassin B May 2016
by Arcassin Burnham

....And you just took it all away,
thinkin you save the human race,
eyes to the skies and reaches of space to
give my feelings a whirlwind,
no one ever really
plays it safe,
I'm doing deeds to make you stay,
I've got eyes to thebsky and back against the pave,
and a hand full of silver dollars and jars filled with the freshest tea,
it'll take a life time for the emotions to cave,
in,
but the motto is live , die ,repeat,
put me through the motions and see how many bad reactions that will be bestowed upon me,
myself,
I've already done damage,
memories,
they hurt,
but I just say **** it.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/05/bestowed.html
May 2016 · 501
#idon'tbelonginthisplace
Arcassin B May 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Constant conscious loving all the little things
In life,
Can't let these little things like clouded emotions
Spark a light,
Out to be gifted but Santa's shop is closed this night,
Remembered your name in desperate times but
You forgot about mine,
so,
Thats why I don't belong,
Here,
I can just say ***** it and end up giving my
Life to a man I've never seen ,
messing up my Vision with the bright light,
I maybe be would be judged with a small smite,
But everything gets cold when frost bites,
And you don't feel so holy when the heart dies.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/05/sessions-chapter-3-mep.html
May 2016 · 328
Dead
Arcassin B May 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Give me all the joy in the world so I
Could crush it,
Got a lot of things on my mind but ain't no question,
This certainly isn't a blessing but welcome to
Another session of endless suffering inside
A young boys head that wishes he we're dead in
Spite of everything that has happened in his life
That pertained to worst problems to follow.
May 2016 · 332
Roll This Feeling
Arcassin B May 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Just know that I'll be here for ya,
I'll put my seatbelt on and steer for ya,
I'm rolling in the deep of fears for ya,
I would not dare,
Not to care for ya,
Known to be the one to take the Rep for ya,
Writing song with a guitar for ya,
Look up to the heavens and the stars for ya,
Ill give my life,
Comes with a price for ya,

Why do I feel this way,
In later time we'll be okay,
Why do I feel this way,
And when the skies turn grey,
I roll this feeling away,
Into the depths of whatever I have become,
I know that I can not run,
From you,
Cause I would die for ya.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/05/sessions-chapter-3-mep.html
May 2016 · 559
Sunny Days (they drift)
Arcassin B May 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

The truth hurts when you have to tell a friend,
Sleeping at the bottom of the barrel,
The truth hurts when it's too late to pretend,
Like the people walking around singing Christmas carols,
Sunny days will long for you to arrive,
Even you can't take the heat from the sun,
What will you do when your love is on the run,
No this is not the same or for fun,
This never will come true,
They drift heavily in the eves of the summer,
Sitting there,
I just stare and think,
Taking place in blooming of the flowers,
More than I can say for the others,
This never will come true.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/05/sessions-chapter-3-mep.html
May 2016 · 388
Haven't You Got
Arcassin B May 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

I
Would like
To know
The passion of you,
The fire in you,
The freedom to burn freely,
Several things that I would do to get close to you,

(The thing you haven't known by now,
Is that I'm ready to go,
The flower blooms so quick somehow,
Under a blanket of snow,
And if I could take back the things I said,
I swear you gotta know,
Haven't you got a clue my love,
That I love you so)

I
Would like,
To know,
The things that you lack,
That makes you sad,
The signs are so complicated,
Ill never make you feel bad,
I love to make you laugh,

(The thing you haven't known by now,
Is that I'm ready to go,
The flower blooms so quick somehow,
Under a blanket of snow,
And if I could take back the things I said,
I swear you gotta know,
Haven't you got a clue my love,
That I love you so).
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/05/sessions-chapter-3-mep.html
May 2016 · 417
Tuesday Nights
Arcassin B May 2016
By Arcassin Burnham


Sometimes my mind wanders
Into vast landscapes of a broken world,
Crushing my brain into tiny pieces,
Or maybe I was in search of a girl,
Wandering in my brain cells,
I know that when my eyes fell it would see a ground zero,
A dark disturbing place,
When the lights go out,
And I fall in love,
These are rough tuesdays,
Sometimes you gotta take off the gloves.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/05/sessions-chapter-3-mep.html
Arcassin B May 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Praying for the sick and the weak to be discreet and find
Passionate feelings then release into an abyss so deep
You can not find your feet,

I know your being hug and kissed by fellow angels
And loved ones,
Scratching your head for you are on the other side
Of what life intended for us to go if we're saved,
But baby girl you're blessed for even a soul thats not astray,
I feel that the Lord has you in his arms just getting
You use to the luxury that is as beautiful as you,
I don't know why they did this to you,
Vendetta's will be dealt with but For now I'm sorry
For what happened to you,
Should have happened a different way , yeah thats true,
We find peace knowing your with him when the
Days are through,
I but pray for everything  that you are,
Your family , your friends,
You were considered a star,
From Florida to Baltimore , we know your not too far.
We'll miss you Amy ❤
In case you didn't know who she is , she's the teen in Baltimore that was jumped and killed by other girls in her highschool bathroom , she was a beautiful girl and no kid should be took away like that, so I pray for her safe arrival on to heaven , R.I.p Amy Joyner 2000-2016
Apr 2016 · 746
Someone Beautiful
Arcassin B Apr 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Come light my signal fire to ignite the brighter
Side of things,
Don't have much money to give balance to all
My broken things,
Sometimes I keep my head down from the
People with agendas,
But im pushing myself and I'm killing for
The chance to have a perfect dilemma,
I leave a note for my past to pick up and read
Only to get upset and pass the torch to my present,
I close chapters in my life to prevent any from going
Further with any discretion,
I have learned my lessons,
I will not be another human peasant,
But for now I need to count all my blessings,
I just want to be someone beautiful.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/04/someone-beautiful-featured-on-mep.html
Apr 2016 · 1.7k
Why The Bad Memories?
Arcassin B Apr 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

While I continue to search for the purpose
I should have possessed along time ago
While I was still kicking and screaming
Fading away and took hold of my soul,
Now I have no idea where I'll end up when
I die,
Probably somewhere in hell fire at the end
Of a chain and a whip begging God to give
Me what I deserve,
But as a mistake I deserve nothing,
Why do I have to be any different than he or
She,
Why can't I just be stronger than both parties,
Dark , depressing, and lonely like premature
Ejaculations,
Born into a world that teaches you it's wicked ways,
I pray,
For all that have to live in the so-called "ghetto",
I pray,
These bad memories will disappear in time,
I pray that every single bad thing I've experienced
And wasn't good at will advance and make me into
The human being I need to be,
But the Lord doesn't hear me,
At least the Lord I'm praying to will agree,
Most of us sit with our mouths shut,
And bathe in this indecency,
But no one is listening.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/04/why-bad-memories-featured-in-new-mep.html
Apr 2016 · 896
Doves Cry (R.I.P Prince)
Arcassin B Apr 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

We loved your music ,
We loved your presence,
We felt your words,
We looked at life in different way,
Fatal for the birds,
Did I say birds I mean doves,
We watched them cry all day,
beautiful ones they will hurt you,
Don't let them get away,
Out of sight and out of mind from a frame
That has been broken in twelve different pieces
Lingering in sinful nature blasting through
Your feelings like an erupting soda can and all
It's essence believing you could be all you could
Be,
Obtaining creative styles and flows to your advantage
Just shock the world and all its glory,
But poorly we fail to ever tell the story,
Like yes , yes , yes , no ,no ,no,
Tell , tell , me , so , so , so,
Like a kiss at a lake in the night where the toads like to
croak, croak , croak,


....And the doves keep crying.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/04/doves-cry-rip-prince.html

I know it's a little late to write about him but since his death was so unexpected , I'm gonna make a whole ep about him in may !
Apr 2016 · 980
Broken Glass 2
Arcassin B Apr 2016
Arcassin Burnham

I'm looking for the midnight to come and then
Take me away from this dreadful planet
Watching my sorrows and feelings flutter into
Dust and taking lust and turning it against my
Soul as it makes its way to my heart of what use
To be,
I'll always wanna get rid of me,
Won't save myself for this energy,
Should I have a shaved head and confidence as big
As what I use to be,
Won't let life get the best of me,
Please! I don't need your sympathy,
Talking to these strangers in my head like I've known
Them for years discussing everything my life had to offer
Embedding me with lies to keep me falling in the dark
Of an abyss fit for a failure in life that believes in love
And bleeds like y'all and stands up but sometimes,
May have gotten out of line a few times,
You wouldn't have a life if you just took mine,
Minding my business is not really a crime,
Anxiety ***** and we lose track of time,
Needed love , and you stood me up its alright,
The valley of the diamonds sincerely arise,
Of broken glass in your hand,
Now your bleeding,
That's what you get for deceiving.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/04/broken-glass-ii.html
Apr 2016 · 514
Face At The Window
Arcassin B Apr 2016
by Arcassin Burnham

An open space to see the sun again,
but prolonged to never see a sin,
nudy mags under my bed,
and **** in my window seal,

was it worth it to be that way,
was it worth it to live all my mistakes
over and over like a frozen hell,
my heart was cold before,
but I changed,
I swear I did,
all I see in the sky is death and shame
out of my window
I hate the thought of it.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/04/face-at-window.html
Apr 2016 · 656
Sadness Collective #2
Arcassin B Apr 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Everything you did,
Strumming guitars,
Covering scars,
You were strong,
Tears pouring out of My eyes cause your gone,

laying roses on a plastic covered grave with
Your name engraved,  welcome to pain,
Testing patience in this twisted world of
Mine, writing notes down and sticking
Them on the walls to pass the time of this
kind of acceptance,
Making plain habits and wearing out my
welcomes in the weakest form while
Sleeping on the back porch turning my
Tears into puddles,
You knew how to wear that cold fabric souly unlike
Others,
When we cuddle,
its like life Wants me to forfill another.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/04/sadness-collective-2.html
Apr 2016 · 332
Couldn't Have
Arcassin B Apr 2016
By Arcassin Burnham


The way we live....this life does not want to be
Put on hold in the midst of the stress,
We can not caress the agonizing pain away,
That was the task at hand at its best,
But we failed,
We're living in hell,
No absolute way in hell,
I will let us fall.......in a pit of the shame that was
shaming the clueless,
But right now we're aware,
Escaping our lives,
To get rid of the foolishness,
Gotta put up a fight,
I'm not dying tonight,

I wouldn't be telling you this if I didn't care,
From your true statements with a perfect
Stare,
You see all the faults and the anger beheaded
The only two options are sitting there,
You look at problems,
No, it's not fair,
I hear it in your voice and I know you care,
How could I forget the arrangement we
Made,
I couldn't have forgot we're a perfect pair.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/04/couldnt-have.html
Apr 2016 · 356
Truth Drug
Arcassin B Apr 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Put my hands on my head and
Pray for better days in worship
To a man that doesn't even show his
Face,
But for some will get the clever
Devils warm embrace,
Thinking about your life,
How it was just another phase,

I kept the time in sight,
In mind to see the proper
Picture frame,
Your life ruined by sin will have
You crawling in a chase,
I don't belong anywhere not even
In this place,
Thinking about your life,
How it was just another phase.

you have no choice but to tell the
truth.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/04/truth-drug.html
Mar 2016 · 418
Give Me What I Want
Arcassin B Mar 2016
By Arcassin Burnham


I sleep and I sleep til the pigs fly And
land in a sea of their assisters Feces,
Or like how every girl in school wants
To be penetrated , but the reason they
Can't see,
Stay tired and covered up all in your
Feelings when no one will give up
The seed,
Human flesh is a tamable thing,
It no longer matters when we all
Just bleed,

So give me what I want and all I want
Is a chance to give back to my family
While succeeding in my mistakes,
I plan on making a living for a mistake
Like myself,
I might be up on the come up but I am
Needing no help,
Take my shirt off for Cara delevingnes,
I stick my neck out for this teenage Poetry,
There's nothing wrong with that,
I'm on full attack,
I pray the Lord that he will give me good
Dreams,
I write what I feel by all means,
Even living in hell is poetry,
But when the odds are stacked,
The wall touches your back,
Life or death it doesn't matter to me.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/03/give-me-what-i-want.html
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