I don't like you
But I like the way your gentle hands glide across my skin

I don't like you
But I like the scars your lips leave on my neck

I don't like you
But I like the smooth sincronized movements of our hips

I don't like you
But I like us

I know I'm not the only one,
With scars from your lips placed on my body,
Who wears scarfs to hide because you don't want her knowing,
How dreadful that would be,
For her to know she's not the only one,

She's not the only one,
With the lights off,
As well with the clothes,
How lovely that would be,
To be the only one,

You tell me you still care, you tell me you still wonder, but but why? I ponder, why do you care? I thought we were through, it may not be over but I am over you, this poem I write, sadness within, you are with her now and I shall never win, the battle of love, the battle of trust, you tell me you wonder about my well being, well darling please tell me why must? You care about me and make it difficult to leave, the thoughts of you surrounding me.

Was I just a test? / A trial of time,
To see how long your hand / Could fit inside of mine,

It was a Monday,
We were laughing, you asked for a hug,
You said I was the most beautiful girl you'd ever seen,
I kissed you right there,
You said it meant something,

It was a Tuesday,
You text me and said you couldn't wait,
You wanted us to finally be together,
I told you to wait, for it would be better,
To ask me in person, you agreed,

It was a Wednesday,
You were holding my hand and said "hold on,"
I turned to face you, you grabbed my waist,
And said "will you be my girlfriend," I agreed,
We continued walking, hand in hand

It was a Thursday,
We stole kisses and hearts,
We laughed and joked,
We traded I love you's,
I thought it would last,

It was a Friday,
You were upset, I didn't know why,
I asked you "what's wrong?"
You snapped, and told me to leave you alone,
So that's what I did,

It was a Saturday,
I asked you when our next date was,
You said "we need to talk,"
I was panicked,
You broke it off that night,

And now every Monday,
Tuesday, Wednesday and so on,
I still think of you and what happened that night,
I guess I'll never know,
So the weeks pass by with no meaning,
Without you,

You left me for her,
Please never come back,

She's leaving you now,
Please never come back,

I do still love you but,
Please never come back,

I don't think I could say goodbye again,
Please never come back,

I'm afraid of what might happen,
If I said yes again,
I want you back,
But promise me this,
Please never ever come back,

I feel like things are turning around,
I might just be happy,
My life is becoming what I want it to be,
And boy am I glad,