The rain falls
               Head over heels
        And I wonder
Why no one told it
                    That was such a bad idea.

I am not okay today

I've been underwater
about five beats longer
than I would like
Starving for air
yet my lungs
are already full

My vision blurry
Fragments and flashes
of life
and light
and darkness

I am not okay today
For no reason at all
I am not okay

But I will be.

it's the same old story that everyone knows;
one heart holding on, one heart letting go.

Forgive me
I have decided
to forgive
myself
this
time

Confide in me
Cry to me
Or just keep dying silently
Quietly, eyeing me
Steal pieces inside of me

I tried to see
Wildly
How you break me
So I tell myself
This is what she wanted
A boy to see romantically
Another to see casually
Im A friend to you,
A man to another
I cannot help
But I have been smothered
Your tight knit heart
I’m all covered
I know it’s a shame
That it won’t fit right
I’d rather have you here tonight
We say we do
we say we don’t
Our lives have changed
Up in smoke.

love flies on
right
through
your
heart window
where
love forgives you
and
love gives you
a second chance
to
ride along