You should probably break my heart
So I know what it feels like
Maybe I'll be prepared for the day that it shatters
I deserve the pain
For all the pain I've given others
I guess I forgot I had a heart
For awhile anyway
But I found it
In the process hurting two
I do deserve whatever comes my way
Especially the cold from you
And my feelings that rush in toward
My chest
That I need to expend

If only you loved me for who I am
If only you needed me for how I make you happy and comfortable
If only you wanted me for me
If only I had you as mine
If only life was fair to me and you
If only I could hold your hand
If only you wanted to hold mine too

Intangible like the scent of mist
                                           that was him
Delightful like a thoughtful gift
                                          that was him
Pure as the first tears of a child
                                           that was him
Provoking like revenge fantasies
                                           that was him
Sudden like catastrophies
                                          that was him
Enlightened like the city lights
                                           that was him
Honest like a father's vows
                                          that was him
Vivid like the colored crows
                                          that was him
Distinguished like the sun among all stars
                                         that was him
Detailed like the winter's sky
                                           that was him
The only man that made me cry
                                           that was him

Writing.