Confessions unseen
I'm swaying past the windmills
To be beside you

They've sent in the hatchet men, the
scratch out and start again men.

I watch from the sidelines
it concerns
me,
I believe it to be
nothing short of a heresy.

watch this space for updates.

Continuity is taboo,
It's a case of you'll do
for now.

And I feel sad.

If I work with them, sharpen my own blade, become one of them, it's
one more cut by the hatchet men.

But I am free to move on
to get my groove on
someplace anew,

I don't want to be one of those,
'you'll do for now men'

I love you...
Please stay

not a lot to say
nowadays
but my mind doesn't
mind replays

my heart doesn't beat
as fast
as it used to
in the past

i see my eyes
in yours
we hide behind
closed doors

so much left to
say
and yet we'd rather lock
it all away

I don't deserve you nor you deserve me.
It just so happens that we were aligning
Over the same horizon
And neither of us were destined to meet.

Converged on opposite ends
Granted it could mean something
Perhaps even a slight chance
Between both of us

But I rather realized
What makes you happy
Makes me glad as well
I guess that's love, right?

Seeing you from afar,
Admiring your smile
Seeing it firsthand
I was convinced...

You were rather happy, without me....

@chasingeuphoria

You said you were ugly, you are not.
You said you were worthless, you are not.
You said you were sad and broken, let me help you out.
You said you were feeling down and depress, I'll fix you up.

You make my emotions function continuously, you still do.
You make me loyal with no feeling of remorse, you still do.
You made me feel that there's no one else, you still do.
You left me there standing all alone, you still do.

You are the one that I will keep fighting for, that is my oath.
You are the one that I'm willing to fix, forever and ever.
You are the one that I still wish for, my only dream.
You are the one that can make me fall, my one weakness.

You keep diminishing your self worth, I still believe in you.
You keep saying you are not worth it, I'll make you think otherwise.
You finally recovered from you broken state, I'm very proud of you.
You denied me access to be part of your world, you still do....