Most actions of mine through life
  have tended to be impromptu
  my instinctive self I trust
  it has helped me effectively through

i found a faith in the word
i couldnt find any other way
talking to myself or the wall
to while the days away
now im finding old friends
again
i find have nothing left to say
my whole mind is laid bare
right here
so i can just quote what i wrote
over thousands of lonely yesterdays

I saw a hero destroyed
by god, & I asked god,
does that mean the hero
is punished for his
Hubris, or martyred
to god's greater power;
or nature consuming
its own, & thus the hero
is returned to the womb
of eternal rebirth.

Let the words fall from your lips
Like drips from the rooftop
rhythmic, but without melody

Oh the cold drops on  my neck

But I am a rising tide
To wash us away
Like little the little shells

They always say distance makes the heart grow founder
Me myself I don't believe that
The distance that separates you from me is anything but cruel

How I long to be near you
How I long to smell your cologne
How I long to hear your heart beat when we hug

I miss hearing they way you say my name
I miss you always being around
Why is it again that this distance must separate use

How I cant wait to see you again
In heaven is where I will see your face
A little piece of my heart is up there with you

My heart will be restored
When I enter into you presence again
Even though I cant feel you I know you are always with me

I lost you forever,
And you wonder,
Why I was silent all the time,
When I could try to reach you.

You enquired with your eye,
For me to say a word,
But I kept being silent,
Cause no word could I find,
To express my feelings.

Do you think love or passion,
Is the right word for me to say,
So you don't know how I feel.

I can never explain,
Cause no word can explain fully,
All that I keep in my heart.

For not you to misunderstand me,
I prefer being silent,
Even though it cost me losing you.

Unless you could read,
All my feeling in my heart,
Right through my eyes.

Wishes
are simply that..

wishes
are daydreams

Wishes
can be reality,

wishes
are unlikely