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You don't seem to think with Reason;
root Chakra so loud and gratifying.

So very much louder,
and as if that makes it right,
and as if it makes up for
all that lack of self control:

You don't seem to think with Reason,
your root Chakra is your puppeteer.

Playing with Fire,
One gets ******* burnt.
What did you expect? Then again,
you don't seem to think with Reason.

Unbalanced Root Chakra;
so very loud and gratifying,
leaves you cracked and empty;
hollow. Wallowing. I know
this is hard to swallow,
but, do you follow?

You bring it on yourself!
You called it down, summoned it!

You played with Root Chakra Fire
and we're all still getting burnt.
You might have saved yourself,
but I am still enduring it;

Each time I think of Love,
Pain instead comes to Mind
because that is how those I have Loved have treated me.

"You're such a good person", they've said.
Hah! That's either ******* or just insincere,
'cause they've sure as **** shown me
what it is they thought I deserved:

Reap the words of one you've broken down.
Behold the Wrath you've ******* sewn about!
Dark Actions propagate dark Feelings;
Face the repercussions of your Actions:

This is a Reflection of you!
This is a Reflection of what you have done!
This is no appeal to Guilt;
for what good would that do?
--
I guess we must think differently, and that's fine.
I guess I am just so offended
'cause I hold *** with reverence;
To me, *** ******* means something,
and I thought of *** as an extension and expression of our Love and
not just another ******* Addiction.

Turns out it was just another ******* Addiction
and you got your ******* fix,
but where's mine?

You've become just another ******* Addiction
that I am now forced to quit
cold-turkey.

Just another addiction.
(I was) Just another addiction.
(You are) Just another addiction.
Just another ******* Addiction after all.
Honestly, I woke up crying this morning and this was the first thing that came to mind thereafter.

I wrote it in hopes it would help. It has.
I recorded in hopes it would help further, and it has:
https://soundcloud.com/apexparadigm/just-another-*******-addiction
 Jul 2013 Anna
Insomnimaniac
I've realized
That the love you say you have for me
Fades just as quickly
As the hickeys you leave
Scattered on my neck
 Jul 2013 Anna
Insomnimaniac
I think about you
And I want to hit you
And kick you
And make you bleed and
Hurt the way you made me bleed
And hurt.

But then
I think about you
And I wanna kiss you
And hug you
And make you smile and
Love the way you made me smile
And love.

You are my perpetual
Conflict.
My internal struggle,
Between loving you
Loving every inch of you
And hating you

Hating every inch of you.
I wanna wait
But I need to go
I wanna go
But I need to wait.

You were the closest thing
I've ever felt to
Peace.
And you were the closest thing
I've ever felt to
Madness.

You were my light in the
Darkness
And now
In the darkness
I can't seem to find your
Light.

I wish that you loved me
Like you used to
But I don't know
If I'm capable of loving you
Like I used to
Either.
 Jul 2013 Anna
Amy Leigh
What is our state of existence?
                                   ( This I'd like to know! )                                  
For smiles fade, for seasons change
for people come and go.

Think about our universe.
                                  ( a wee pebble in a pond! )                                
There's an entire space out there
but in seconds it could be gone!

If the sun were to actually
explode within our sky,
it'd take us nearly seven minutes
before we'd know
                                   ( then die )                             .


© A. Leigh
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