Life is a beautiful condescending labyrinth of emotions. Some of us just get mixed up in between it all.
Feeling nothing.

I'm not afraid of death.
But I don't want to die
But dying seems relaxing.
And that scares me.

I do want to live.
                                                                                                   i think
slowly slipping from reality.
Too damaged to deal.
Too tired.

I just need one thing.
One.
Glimmer of hope.

Please?

contradiction...
I don't even know what I'm thinking anymore.

Red.
A tub of red.
She took the pain away.
It was so easy.
Why didn't she think of this before?
It was too easy.
No one was there for her...
But when she's gone.
When she's gone
They'll all say they were her best friend.
So close.
Everyones so stupid.
And liars...

Dark place.
and everyone who said they'd be there for me isn't.
So *******.
I needed you.
You're too selfish to know.
You think your life is hard.
You couldn't handle in mine.
Sometime I wonder if I'll make it out alive...
Ha.

Roses are red
violets are blue
Life is short
And so are you
Looking out the windows
And thinking of the number 2
My thoughts are random
And so are you
Wow time flies by
Just like us two