you were unstoppable
you were addicted
not addicted to me
but addicted to lying to me
you lied about your gender,
your story,
your background,
and most importantly
you lied about your feelings
i woke up one day
just to realize
how every single word
you have ever said
was never true
you didn't mean what you said
and i knew it
i felt it
but you kept denying it
you kept saying you were telling the truth
do you even know what the truth is?
i doubt that
i doubt that you are unhappy
i doubt that you are lost
i doubt that you are lonely
i doubt that you are insecure
now i understand
i was just a game
that you kept winning
and now i am the game
you will always lose
*******. ******* for catfishing me over one and a half year, stealing my time, wasting my energy trying to save you. I missed you long after I found out because I thought the person behind it was true. But nothing about you was ever true. So I stopped missing you. And I'm letting go of you.