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 Oct 2014 Angie S
snarkysparkles
Si no me quieres ver,
Te puedo buscar más facilmente.
Si me digas que no me quieres,
Me hagas sentir mas enamorada de tí.
Me encanta tu cuerpo y tu alma y
Lo odio.
Quiero morir
Pero tus ojos me digan, vivir.
 Oct 2014 Angie S
Molly
Loneliness is an epidemic.
To have all your breaths cut short
by the ghost of a boy fizzled out.
Just a burned down wick,
the aluminium shell of a tealight.
I didn't even burn at both ends.

By the mist of an old bee sting.
Was pain any better than this?
I remember deciding to stop feeling
but not why I did.
Loneliness is a piercing migraine.
I am a bottle washed smooth by the sea.

My skin is a reused Manila envelope.
Well used and travelled,
every scar is an ink blot, how did
you know where I was going? You didn't.
Loneliness is an epidemic and yet
you scream in my loneliest moments.
Little boys
unsupervised
genetically designed
like toys
beguiled by fantasies
spontaneously play
improvised games
like actors
with imagined scripts
depicting violent scenes
as common themes
reflecting personalities
blooming slowly
in the park
at the bottom of the street.
 Oct 2014 Angie S
tamia
Calling
 Oct 2014 Angie S
tamia
There I was, in the silence of the night
The sea's symphonies
With the cosmos above
And the stars twinkling
I felt them call out to me
But here, the Earth pulled me down
I'm sorry I wasn't able to hold your heart
the way it should have been held
with all the care I could ever give

I'm sorry your heart was the most precious thing I've ever held onto
that I got so scared I trembled
and dropped it to the ground

I'm even more sorry that I wasn't able to pick it up
I did not even try to hold it ever again
instead I stomped on it until it was a
myriad pieces too late to be restored
Originally ends with: I'm sorry I'm not sorry because you're a *******. You can stick your head up your *** for all I care!!

It was meant to be a ruined poem.
What if I fell in love
With a broken down *******
Not because I needed to fix him
But simply because I wanted to revel in his beauty
The maddening craziness
Of a life
A life that didn't need to be maintained with perfection
A life where you could just knock down pillars that you didn't need
Destroy friendships that weren't beneficial
A life where one could disown one's own mother
Without the whole neighbourhood offering their tut-tuts
And their 5 cents too many
About how to trim your garden
What if I fell in love with a life
Who let their weeds grow
And created a garden out of thorns
A **** patch that would make those neighbours shriek
What if I fell in love with chaos and disorder
Not to right the tables
Nor to order the shelves
What if I didn't attempt to prune the garden
But I let it grow into a forest
And then laughed when I stepped on a thorn
What if I let the sun shine through the madness
What if I opened my arms to the destruction
What if you sung me a lullaby out of tune
And I asked you to sing it anyways…
 Oct 2014 Angie S
Dr Strange
I feel like a loser stuck on the same level of life
Dying on the same exact part time after time again
Retry retry retry
I remember retry more fluently than my own name
Just wanted to be someone
Mean "special" in another's heart
Instead I received a dagger in my own
As the blood spills in circle around me
Forming a barrier I cannot cross
I stand, because I don't believe I deserve to sit
Absorbing the hatred towards myself
For becoming this being that I am not
What was I thinking when I decided to follow through with this plan
I realized it was wrong so long ago but it was a simpler time
Back than I was ignorant to the fact on what life really was
That it wasn't about being liked
It wasn't about being everyone's favorite
Now that I know the truth nothing is the same
I look upon my hands screaming fake at the top my lungs
I am fake, this is not who I am
It's too late for me though
Cause though I realize that this not who I am it is too late turn back
Not that there is a back to turn to
All I see is a trail of ashes because I burnt the real me out of existence
I don't even remember what I look like behind the mask
How could of been so blind
Now I cry in my sleep as attempt to remove the mask
Knowing that it is permanently glued to my face
For it is now my face
Because my true face has dissolved to waste
Thank you quin and all who have gave suggestions
 Oct 2014 Angie S
snarkysparkles
Her figure was slumped against the mausoleum
When she saw him standing there-
A stranger whose shadow covered her like a blanket
His figure tiptoeing on air.
"Come to watch" she whispered drunkenly,
And stared as he sat down.
He'd come to watch her die, of course
To sink
To bleed
To drown.
He made no sound, as he crouched down,
His shoulder grazing hers.
Her fingers numbing from the cold
Were warmed by woolen blurs.
He held her hand by the graves that night,
And she didn't pull away
"Who are you," she asked with trembling lips,
"Does it matter, as long as I stay?"
The tears fell down, and the bottle fell,
And she collapsed into the grass.
Her scars were ripped and opened again
With words and broken glass.
But he held there, he stayed, not making a sound
Just holding her in his embrace-
But when, the next morning, she woke in her bed
She had nearly forgotten his face.
He was a stranger to her, and she never found out
Who her savior had been that night.
But his heart had been damaged and bandaged, like hers
Nearly lost in the broken grey light.
But his voice was familiar and full of his strength,
When he gently lowered the knife
And whispered "this storm, no matter how rough, love,
It isn't worth taking your life".
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