Childhood is like snuggling in a big, warm blanket. Then, as I grow older, I lay my arms over the top. I become an adult, and the blanket is ripped away from me, just like my mum used to do when I wouldn't wake up to my alarm. Quick, and cold. I shiver.
there are many nice words, some more eloquent, others simple but still beautiful in their simplicity, and I use these to accurately (or as accurate as I can get) to express the intense emotions I feel with my whole chest with my whole head. I write because it's my freedom.
There is a garden that I want to go, a place where I can be alone, a place where I will hang my head - quite literally, because that's where I've planned to be dead.