What I Hold In These Hands,
Turns To Ash As I Watch It All Happen,
Bleeding Slowly,
The Agony, The Grief,
Are The Tools That Build The Coffin,
I Lay Down In And Drowned In As I Lay Here Alone,
I Close My Eyes, To Visit Memmories,
That Have Passed Away,
And Moved On,
Its Deeper Than The Root That Birthed These Shreadded Wings,
I Am Suffocating On The Tears In My Throat,
I Get High When Your Close,
I Die When You Go,
Vampyre At Night,
In The Day Ima Ghost,
I Speak At The Toast,
I See You And I Thinking We Know,
For A Second Thinking Deep,
Like Maybe We Don't,
Sorrows From Apologies,
I Was Loosing Control,
I Just Needed Your Hand,
Not Under Your Clothes,
Theres Dust On This Tesla,
I Drive The Smoke,
Ima Drive Fast And Die,
Off A Cliff Down The Road,
I Been Through Enough Cons,
Remain On Earth Or Begin,
Im Weighing The Pros,
We Stand In Different Rain,
I Don't Expect You To Know,
Being Alone Feels So Difficult Though,
Please Woman Of My Dreams,
Hear The Crys From My Heart, Opera Pugatory Screams,
The Wind When It Rains , Sounds Paranormal Things,
Im Strange And Im Me,
I Feel Like **** Life,
Slice And Dice A Knife In This Iv,
My Eyes Bleed,
I Channel , I Don't Read,
When Im Super High,
I Don't Speak,
To My Family, Im Not The Person That You Think,
Sometimes See,
or The Person Your Hurting For Me To Be,
Im Searching For My Soul Mate, Yes The Woman Of My Dreams
A Loft In a Cave, A Tree House With Peace,
Converted My Tesla Model S Into A Hurse,
Black Rose On A Tree,
On Top Of My Casket,
In Latin Conjure Beauty,

please don't tell me,
that i should be my first priority,
when i am but one out of many,
and many are far more burdened than i.

please don't tell me,
that my comfort is of utmost importance,
when there are things far better than "comfortable,"
that lie far outside of my comfort zone.

and please don't tell me,
that no one could love me more than me,
and do not tell me,
that i can fix all my problems by myself,
that i am the solution to all my mistakes,
and that i am my own savior.

if all i have is me,
then i am hopeless,
and i am limited to failure.
don't lie to me.

on the contrary,
i have a Creator,
whose name has been shunned,
because no one wants to give credit where credit is due.

do not lie to me,
you only fool yourselves.
while you selfishly keep the glory,
He provides for you;
giving you all that you thought you had given yourself.

do not lie to me.
i know better.
and, for your own sake,
do not lie to yourself either.

run as wild as you can
as free as the bird in its land
smile more, it fits you, I’m sure
in this life, that’s merely pure

fall quickly, get up more
take a break, then dance some more
sip in your wine from its glass
then lie down on the tender grass

in this life, we’re forever young
as if we’ve never been stung--