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Angel Apr 2017
You searched
but you never knew what for
the answers were given
but still
unknown to you
my love for you
I didn't dare remind you
washed & worn out
unfamiliar & dry
you hoped but lost
lost & not confidently at this time
Angel Apr 2017
I'm in the ocean
Sun is going down
I'm laying on a door, floating
The warmth is hugging me
I feel my heartbeat in my fingertips
Angel Apr 2017
A cage with bars wide enough to slip through

but my eyes play tricks
my mind unparalleled
my chest tight
my arms tingle

do I dare let myself throw it up
the uncertain

paralyzed
Angel Apr 2017
I'm endeavored
Devoured
Only to be showered with unwanted flowers
Is it so
Is this dream beyond me
I'm not stuck in the inbetween am I?
I'm not trapped am I?
You're not my nightmare
are you?
Angel Apr 2017
Your eyes with depth
longing & inescapable
true was my love
but freedom at last
my wounds you kept
bandages in your back pocket
healing was not my strength
but strength to courage
I took your breath
behind my eyes I felt the pressure
we hoped
but we knew
hope was our weapon
to holster it was the next step
russian roulette we wouldn't dare
Angel Apr 2017
It came as a wave
I was doing the back stroke
felt the clear water beneath me
it was calm at first
safe even
I didn't think about how deep it was
I didn't think about how dark it could get
I thought about how clear the water was
how warm the surface was
the moon and the sun fought to be my light
my legs went under
then my waist
then my arms
my body started to tingle
I only glanced
the depth was luring
I felt myself slip into the paralyzingly cold water
I couldn't feel the sun anymore
the moon laughed
the water wasn't calm anymore
it was time
my head went under
I had oxygen but it only lasted so long
my head felt light & I wasn't in control anymore
I seen creatures you'd never see at the surface
I drifted & didn't dare gasp
The jellyfish danced around me as I watched everything go black  
They just danced

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