My son you are a star..my number one by far
you always make me laugh and tease me cos im daft
its great when we do buff and coding is real good
now looks yes there all mine but yours will be just fine
cos my genes are in you ..unlucky mummys too

Son you are a star ..my number one by far
your kinder than the rest and always give your best
footy is your game and boxing makes you brave
you used to be so small now tower over all

Son you are a star ..my number one by far
you help me every day and give your heart in so many ways
you love to stay around and make us laugh when down
dont change cos your the best
my son ..my star i love you more than the universe x

my body aches a thousand things
yet I dont want a thing
my arm has lost its will to move
the bruise is spreading thin
my wrist is smashed and doesnt work
it failure worries me
an elbow on the end of life
a life about to sink

a mind thats fell away in parts
a shattered living soul
yet on my face a thousand lines
that shows a broken fool
was i so born to end this way
a shame for all to see
but once the end is near ..not far
my world will fade away

See the stars
See the sky
See the moon
In all its light

See your breath
Steaming out
See what life is
so about

Millions twinkle
Yet out of reach
Stars in heavens
God's retreat

Try to grab one
Haul it in
Stars from out there
Lights within

Shapes that twinkle
Signs of life
Beams of sunlight
In the night

What's so funny
Hear you say
Starlight's been there
Ever a day

Parents parents
Parents too
Seen them stars
Just like you

That's their secret
From above
They have seen the
All of us

Think that thought
For just one mo
Now you know now
Nature's glow

In control
I see it all from a negative
No coloured mountains
Just shades of black
Dark black shadows
For-filling my curiosity

I know that later
Will bring me the joy
I so seek
Liquid nectar
Quenching to the corners
These heady fumes
Feel the burn in my soul
For I am ready
Here and now be my time
My Drink
My lover
My wine

Such sparkles from the night
As lighten mood believes the good
Enjoy the moment
For last it won't
The quenching finished
Numbed
I'm hurt

The night did fade
As I did too
A morning shaded blue
Turns back to a black in black
No colours view
A head no belonging
Joy fed into the night
Only the shades do hide me
To I melt
A negative

Silenced to my heart of dead
alone into the road I travel
Can no one see the harm in me
this lifeless hope of never free

Bonds on chain just never go
as memories bite my living hell
Can I cry for that's how I feel
Sobs of sadness quell my steel
Wish that life could be much more
My bed is made ..My life...My *****

frosty skies show a dazzle in the darkness
freshly made air strikes as you breath
yet billows from nostrils like a madening bull
grass crunches under foot
a sound so familiar yet not understood

music of life surounding you
heartbeat of the world inside your soul
yet not in the blood
first steps on this earth
a wonderous love
a wonderous love

the wind did blow around me so
felt fresh and new to the spring
heat in the sun ..a joyous day has begun

flowers spawn awaken to the dawn
birds so alive ..a noise maybe a yawn
cows make their way ..milk please today
smile as a new day is born

Eaten away by the men at work
We fail to see the light
Our own denial drowns out
our hearts
These fainted lies to
the masses

Yet bowed in our heads as
we weaken
Be told this way to live
Taxed out minds to follow
the path
The dammed that never breath

Relight the fires that doused our lives
Rejoice the broken way
Empower that
you feel inside
Not slip it
slide away

The light is good let blinded
see
A new beginning made
A year to make
this land be free
New freedom
So it be

The air felt thick as it rushed up from the forrest
in my mind i needed to breath yet my lungs gave in
this earth that we so trust and need was failing me
breath damm it breath

as i lay there stars appeared as the shallow began
pings of pain popping and piercing in that need for air
fight all out yet need all the more
this breath without me i'll be no more
breath damm it breath

the light stared to fail was this near the end
as breath without me was soon my best freind
no more pain just a calmness within
joy at the freedom my new world begin
my new world begin

The shaken earth that so so stood shook against all thats good
people ran and hid for cover fearing life and soon to suffer
burried in a living grave we hope and pray that all will save

our mother earth shows many sides and cares not who is victimised
we bless each day its not our last and hope to see the fresh green grass
my thoughts go out to all thats hurt and pray that
mother ....earth is quiet .....Shhhhhhh!!!

Just a little thought to all the peeps in New Zealand **

in the end there was no begining as the start was in sight
yet a new wave of peace came amongst us as bright into light
a corner never seen yet a circle in ...complete
a clear dawn for the few a new world for the rest

where did Christmas go ..
where was my mo ...
or jo
what happened over here ..
my minds gone
no Christmas cheer

Ive left it all behind
the debt the beer
no more wine
turkey clucking more
crackers stopped
pop no more

where is my Christmas cheer
ive lost it
gone from here
where has my life gone wrong
a failure
in a rotten hole

Where did Christmas go ..
Where was my mo ...
Or jo
What happened over here ..
My minds gone
No Christmas cheer

I've left it all behind
The debt the beer
No more wine
Turkey clucking gone
Crackers stopped
Pop no more

Where is my Christmas cheer
I've lost it
Gone from here
Where has my life gone wrong
A failure
In a rotten hole

The sunset fell upon the earth
as my eyes sparkled in its glow
Blues and greens became of me
as natures force did show

No strings of shame or hardship sought
No binding to this place
My ship was on the sea once more
This happy freedom lease

No strings from bows
No lies from home
Just stars to view the night
This sea of fish and giant waves
Do feel at one this breeze

Untied I sail
Out into the new
Fresh air in lungs
That feed my soul
A sunrise waits to show

I felt a cold that touched me
It felt like death was due
So I pushed it out
It left me
My time aint yet
Blow you

A cold I really didn't like
Nor want or ever know
A steel
A feel
My  desperate need
To run and duck below

Yet heat and fire consume my health
A glow of such intense
Cold hands that touched my heart
and soul
I want a second chance

So live as everyday might be
The one that takes a shine
These hands around your heart
a feel
do grasp your very time

This grip thats got you good and tight
a vice thats not to go
So live as well as you may do
and don't be scared
**** hell

I felt a cold that touched me
it felt like death was due
so I pushed it out ...it left me
my time aint yet .....blow you

a cold i really didnt like or want or ever know
a steel a feel a desperate need to run and duck below
yet heat and fire consummed my health a glow of such intense
so why so cold this hand that touched my heart and very soul

So live as everyday might be the one that takes a shine
a cold hand round your heart a feel about your soul
a grip thats got you good and tight a vice thats not to go
So live as well as you may do and dont be scared inside

fight it till the bitter end what have you got to hide

ohhhhh..... santa be good to me this year
ohhhhh..... santa i love your fluffy beard
ohhhhh..... santa i sent you my big list
ohhhhh..... santa i sealed it with a kiss

on Christmas eve the big man knew he had a job to do
he'd worked all year to fill his sacks and bring some Christmas cheer
his elfs and freinds had wrapped and wrapped until it was all done
now santa's night is nearly here its time to have some fun

ohhhhh..... santa be good to me this year
ohhhhh..... santa i love your fluffy beard
ohhhhh..... santa i sent you my big list
ohhhhh..... santa i sealed it with a kiss

Now children listen did you do good and be a star shine bright
Now children listen did you do good so santa comes tonight
he knows you know the ones that show a love and care for him
its santa's secret so he says ....rudolph lets begin

ohhhhh..... santa be good to me this year
ohhhhh..... santa i love your fluffy beard
ohhhhh..... santa i sent you my big list
ohhhhh..... santa i sealed it with a kiss

** ** ** a mince pie please as santa leaves his sack
and dont forget the reindeers food or we wont be back
a tipple of sherry and a note ...saying thanks a lot
see ya next year santa says chimney up i pop

ohhhhh..... santa be good to me this year
ohhhhh..... santa dear i look
ohhhhh..... santa yes yes yes yes yes.. pressies all around
ohhhhh..... santa love ya lots and lots ..kissy kiss kiss kiss

On Christmas eve the big man knew he had a job to do
He'd worked all year to fill his sacks and bring some Christmas cheer
His elf's and friends had wrapped and wrapped until it was all done
Now Santa's night is nearly here its time to have some fun

Ohhhhh..... Santa be good to me this year
Ohhhhh..... Santa I love your fluffy beard
Ohhhhh..... Santa I sent you my big list
Ohhhhh..... Santa I sealed it with a kiss

Now children listen did you do good and be a star shine bright
Now children listen did you do good so Santa comes tonight
He knows you know the ones that show a love and care for him
It's Santa's secret so he says ....Rudolph lets begin

Ohhhhh..... Santa be good to me this year
Ohhhhh..... Santa I love your fluffy beard
Ohhhhh..... Santa I sent you my big list
Ohhhhh..... Santa I sealed it with a kiss

** ** ** a mince pie please as Santa leaves his sack
And don't forget the reindeer's food or we wont be back
A tipple of sherry and a note ...saying thanks a lot
See ya next year Santa says chimney up i pop

Ohhhhh..... Santa be good to me this year
Ohhhhh..... Santa dear i look
Ohhhhh..... Santa yes yes yes yes yes.. pressies all around
Ohhhhh..... Santa love ya lots and lots ..kissy kiss kiss kiss

Oh boy I saw it ...it hurt way bad
the mirror image of old and sad
I thought i was a young guy
just plodding along
and then I saw it and all was wrong

I hated that man that I didnt know
starring back no smile or glow
age had taken youth away
yet I was young ..yesterday

A shock did follow that age had won
it took its time ..now times begun
I knew from then that seconds out
a time reflected aged and stout

So heart and head still youthfull wish
body not so age- eth with
fingers crinckled lines are drawn
fighting so ...a seen new dawn

one thing so.. we all will do
knock on deaths door ..me and you !

The hour awaits dam time is calling
Feel the shudder crawling in my skin
Spine ready for the chill
Not wanting to know

How could I let this happen to my
Temple inner self
To this thing of inner beauty
To my one life simple world

Doctors eyes tell my soul
In walks the fool with one chance
In his head
Words blurred to the barrage of screaming
held within  
Time is running out

So 3 am in the morning
Feel I have one chance thats left
Sense my nine life's on this planet
Been marked into the red

Eyes weep in tears of salted joy on my
Tasteless lips as the smile cracks
One chance for my body is a chance
I'll take all day
One chance for my future
Feel my mind all blown away

My soul crys yet another day ..feelings so near so far away
turned that corner that turned on me ..made my life ones life away
yet i want so more to see a life of livings destiny
ropes of chain surround my whole waiting watching bait the cold
one day soon i'll see the light ..all lifes future life begun

That look
That feel
Standing in the dark light
Glowing
Holding hands
Looking from our room
We see
The city


Shimmered candles view
Ripples like the sea on a golden
Moonlight walk
I knew our love would last
That touch
I knew you were the one

Sounds made yet nothing heard
Past your lips
This time meant we never left
This place would be ours
Now
Forever
One last year in New York

One last year in New York!!!!!
One last year in..... New York
One last year in New .....York
One last year in New York

My heart woke to the morn
In my body's blood my hands curled
Be this age to gone

Wounded in battle from scars
not shown
Seen to the day's stretch

The world's infest lulls me to
another breath
In so they creep
Infested deep

Outside we crawl to the tax on
our soul's
No better known as we believe  
the food that's fed in lies

A day to come before us
stands in life
Our hope commands

Weak in hand
I fear
I stand
I fight another day ....Lest we forget

Did I really feel that pain... that so inside did me again
thought Id had to much of that ..oh **** its got me back and back
need to watch myself some more ,no parties ..wakes or fiesty bars
water ...soda that will do.. no beer for me nor ***** blue

Fields turned yellow like the sun from the old rain
that felled like paint on a canvas
Red Kytes hovered a dinner in their grasp
amongst the golden wash of life
Trails of steel from above left lines of snow
into the clear bluest sky
as the silence of nature bleated volumes
The earth on a good day from a mad mad world

The cool wind blew gently over to a wave without a sea
as my eyes shone to the wonders of earths senses before me
and it felt good
Hills from a distance showed a landscape
built on years of time from a land riddled in blood
in a yesteryear that we chose to forget
Yet in the centre of the field stood a lonely old tree
Its life still strong after Gnarls of time etched in
pain for all to see and feel
New buds bore a life to prove a life to live
And this was a time to live

a time to grow...a time to give
To give love to this earth
Our earth ....Our mothers earth

My love ..........
I love you every day ....
I love every way
My true love ....

My one .......
I love to feel your warmth
I love to hold your hand
My one love.....

My dream ....
I dream of you this way
I dream our days away
My true love

The mountains show their soul
The sun turns all to gold
my love for you is sooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!
My love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One day we walk away......
The sun and moon do mate
Our true love !!!!!
Our true .....love !!!!

The love that holds a hand
The love that feels command
Our one love .......
Our one love ...
Our one love ..

Smokey rays of light fell through the trees
As I danced to our song
In faint perfumed winds I could
sense you my love

This was our music
This was our life
To dance with you darling
To be by my side

Our song made me smile
Our song made me laugh
Had been in denial
As love made its grasp

This was our music
This was our life
To dance with you darling
To be by my side

Ten clover tickled toes
Still moist from the dew
As I danced to you with me
I danced and I knew

This was our music
This was our life
To dance with you darling
To be by my side

Sweet memories still hold me
As if your still here
To dance with my lover
To smell you so near

woof woof woof went the doggy
woof woof woof in me head
woof woof woof went the doggy
sweepy let me sleep i must be dead

bark bark bark hear the woofer
bark bark bark hear the growl
bark bark bark hear the woofer
sweepy stop that racket stop it now

slob slob slob in me lug hole
slob slob slob hear it now
slob slob slob in me lug hole
sweepy what the hell ..I'll let you out

bark bark bark hear the woofer
bark bark bark hear the growl
bark bark bark hear the woofer
sweepy stop that racket stop it now

yap yap yap is it dinner
yap yap yap no not now
yap yap yap is it dinner
sweepy go to sleep its 3 am

bark bark bark hear the woofer
bark bark bark hear the growl
bark bark bark hear the woofer
sweepy stop that racket stop it now