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Apr 2013 · 454
Breath
andy fardell Apr 2013
This blur held me
As dust fell upon dust
The speeding devil
A race upon not won

A corners cut
From a crosses held
The end a must
A drivers tale

This leadened foot
I know so well
Can only lead
Forgotten tale

This is the end
The crash foretells
A marriage broken
The in
Exhaled
Apr 2013 · 538
Crackled
andy fardell Apr 2013
The sun shines yet my mood has
Faded
Wind nor rain can make it cry
The hurt is gone
My life is crackled
Burnt within
I am the scorched

One look around and these I see
Failed beings
Lifeless souls
That deserve no breath from my
Lungs
Fire gods go do your work
Rid me of these sheep

Ahhhhh the very thought
Lightens me
Ohhh how I love to pain
Those worthy
My grinding teeth feel so
Mmmmmm
The pleasure is greeting

Come join me
Walk the walk of a path in plenty
Taste the earth like never before
As we deserve the better
We deserve the more
Let the fire in these eyes of mine
Be seeking
Feel the pleasure
Reap the burn
Apr 2013 · 456
Friend
andy fardell Apr 2013
This taste from my mouth
All bitter,twisted and dank
Another memory from the night
Ready for the forgotten
Pain of the body waiting in relief
Yet I know in the noontime wait
The itch that has my willing
Will thirst me to the well

But now is now and aches pain
These bones that creak to a
Lost record on repeat
Help me please
Let me up
A lost thought hidden from the
Noise inside these drums
That pound this wall

All for the pleasure of the night
In a blurry haze where laughter
Won on faded jokes
My path is so well trodden
This pain so well read
I long for all forgotten
The noontime comes
My friend
Apr 2013 · 735
Petals
andy fardell Apr 2013
Let the petals fall away
Be my eyes in motion
As beauty bestows the very words
You breath
No flower has your colour
No rainbow has your look
An angel heaven sent
Is what you are to me

I love the look you love
Lips touch for your skin
The purr of a longing kiss
of red velvet
As you become my side
Silently you tell me
Let me tell them all
Our love
Let the petals fall away
My love
Fall
Fall
Away
Apr 2013 · 242
Time
andy fardell Apr 2013
6 years feels like 6 minutes ..6 minutes feels like 6 seconds

And still it hurts
:....((()
Apr 2013 · 565
Silk
andy fardell Apr 2013
It hurts me to be here
A soul in broken
This life a sadness
Please hear me
Hear me cry

Help me rise above
Lift me high
Listen as
The end has spun
My voice shout's a silence  

Let me scream
Let me in
Cry me out
To a silent roar
Till I beat no ....more
Apr 2013 · 810
Zombie
andy fardell Apr 2013
My night time nightmare came true
I visited a place where the strange
Is the norm
The sun takes its blame in allowing these leeches
Of the earth to creep into our shadows
And last night they sought my eyes  

This room that they beckoned me
Felt so cold
In every way  
Icy chills blasting my heart
Searching my warmth
Quenching their thirst
And then

They sit
These men of the dark
Waiting
Staring
Mumbling nothings
It felt very cold

Their faces so ashen
So ghostly
A look not from my world
Yet here I sat amongst them
This was my place
This was my time

I too have joined
My darkness feels good
Only my blood redden eyes
Give away any life from my being
A life I once remember
Yet am now banished to the
Graveyard shift
And memories begin the fade
Away
Apr 2013 · 1.5k
Negative
andy fardell Apr 2013
In control
I see it all from a negative
No coloured mountains
Just shades of black
Dark black shadows
For-filling my curiosity

I know that later
Will bring me the joy
I so seek
Liquid nectar
Quenching to the corners
These heady fumes
Feel the burn in my soul
For I am ready
Here and now be my time
My Drink
My lover
My wine

Such sparkles from the night
As lighten mood believes the good
Enjoy the moment
For last it won't
The quenching finished
Numbed
I'm hurt

The night did fade
As I did too
A morning shaded blue
Turns back to a black in black
No colours view
A head no belonging
Joy fed into the night
Only the shades do hide me
To I melt
A negative
Apr 2013 · 548
Eden
andy fardell Apr 2013
The leaves on the apple tree sprung
As the sun burned in through my eyes
She lay there beside me
And the air smelled good
This was a time of love

Flowers befell the tree
As we lay there into love
Love under the apple tree
That was a time
That was a time in love

Branches buckled
The weight of the fruit
Green with envy
We lay under the apple tree
Hands were held
Love was found
This was our love

Autumn fell and so did the
Red Rosy apples
I liked this fruit
I loved her so
Love under the apple tree
In love

The winter came in cold
This tree of life
Barren
Empty
And so was I
Lonely and wet
No hand to hold
Love gone cold
Lost to life
Still I wait
Under the apple tree
Apr 2013 · 633
Forever
andy fardell Apr 2013
I take one look in your eyes
And see that smile
That brought me to you
Changed my life
Gave me child

Ohhhhh Baby you know
I love you so
Ohhhhh Baby please
Please don't go

We passed through the years
In laughter and tears
Changed my life for the good
Like I knew you would
My woman

Ohhhhh Baby you know
I love you so
Ohhhhh Baby please
Please don't go

Now old as we get
I still look in your eyes
I still love in that smile
Please hold me
Hold me tight
My love
Apr 2013 · 391
Sad
andy fardell Apr 2013
Sad
You sound so sad it was said
Be my memories broken
Is my face so read
Does my voice not hide the weakness
Do they ever know within

Masks in a park
All looking like they know
Smiles form the jokes
From no funny lines
Rehearsed

And so it continues
From news not to be heard
Such hate
All perverse
In papers only use
For warmth

Inner sighs fall
For the night has it call
From the coffee now cold
Like my mind
Right as they knew
My sadness grew
Apr 2013 · 423
I Am The One
andy fardell Apr 2013
So my life becomes the change
As change becomes my life
I wonder on the rush
This soon our after life
For
I am the one

My urge to see the whole
To take on all this earth
Means all this is the end
Be blessed of my birth
For
I am the one

Do not be afraid for I am the one
See with your eyes
Listen to these words
Hear you cry
For  
I am the one

Scorched earth from my belonging
Flattened hills for my view
The sky boils at my beckon
Please be welcome in
My hell    
For
I am the one

So the end is where I start
In the start there be the end
My rule will be your terror
Forever be my friend  
For
I am the one
Apr 2013 · 265
Welcome in the Spring
andy fardell Apr 2013
At last the warmth of the day comes
Longer
Spring is in the air
My pen returns the welcome

Beams of life perform their due
On wet cold earth
Soon we'll have the green
Soon we'll have the new
Welcome to the spring
We have been waiting

Breath not seen to a relief
Clothing loose and friendly
People now talk where once they ran for
Heat
Strains of music as children fill our gardens
Eden in full swing
Spring is winning

Oh the beauty of these times
Brings a tear to my cheek
Memories of a loss
Rains showers to my thoughts
Let the new take me over
Let the dancing begin
Welcome in the dawning
Welcome in the spring
Apr 2013 · 310
Come Back
andy fardell Apr 2013
Let the day come back
Let my heart beat again
Let the day come back
Let me hold you tight

That was yesterday
A day before today
That was a word somewhere
A place not here I fear

Give me one last chance
Let me stay right here
Say you love me so
Whisper sweetly to my ear

Let the day come back
Let my heart beat again
Let the day come back
Let me hold you tight

Please don't push away
Just stay a little while
Let the day come back
Come back to yesterday
Come back today
Apr 2013 · 331
No Man is an Island
andy fardell Apr 2013
I share my life unto you
Yet tell you nothing is written
Be that said
I am joined by many waters

Family and friends stay to leave
As time takes it toll
My arms do stretch and fail all the same
Mountain high
Looks afar  
As I view the world

My world is a picture of many
colours
Still my pen draws lines in sofer
It is you that holds the key
You are my wings
Release me from this haven
Apr 2013 · 775
Smile
andy fardell Apr 2013
These eyes filled with a sadness
To a dawn of day to come
Another wasted moment
A life not on the run

So should I smile to the sunrise
Smile a new day in
Just smile another morning
A new day can begin

In the brightness of the sun  
My darkness comes complete
This heart as dead as stone  
The reaper needs his feed  

So should I smile to the sunrise
Smile a new day in
Just smile another morning
A new day can begin

Dark glasses hide my worry
A lifeless look inside
This failure in my life all good
My thresh is past its hold

So should I smile to the sunrise
Smile a new day in
Just smile another morning
A new day can begin

Not soon I wish my time away
I hate the way I is
Another doom off if I try
That's how the way it is
That's how the way it is

So I should smile upon the sunrise
Smile the whole day in
Just smile another chance in life
My new day can begin
Apr 2013 · 829
Twilight
andy fardell Apr 2013
My mind is a blank page raging war on its self
But somewhere around me they whisper
I can hear them screaming
I see their voices  
To sounds of my aberration echoing
On scratched vellum

You know not how I feel in the twilight
From the shadows I sense a presence
Vivacity stolen
A turn I dare not make
I focus
In the dimness of a candles flicker
I blink

They say that night has a glow
Yet I could only taste fire from the music
Lurid on my lips
The screaming continued  
Eyes reddened in the devils darkness
This burden before me
Vacant letters fill my page  

The ghosts in my shadows hide as the
Twilight returns
Breath inhaled to a musical silence
Rapturous dawn to a new beginning

A page has been turned
Apr 2013 · 607
One Love
andy fardell Apr 2013
If I call you
Would you call me
Would you call me back

If I hold you
Would you hold me
Would you hold me back

These words on my lips
All came from a kiss
That came from a smile
I love

These thought on my mind
Did bring me alive
That came from a look
My love

If I hurt you
Would you hurt me
Would you hurt me back

If I love you
Would you love me
Would you love me back

These eyes fill my heart
All wanton desires
That raced me a beat  
Our love

These hands by my side
Did hold me so close
That want me the most
In love

Be this our love
Be this our life
Forever more
One love
Apr 2013 · 686
Air of the Future
andy fardell Apr 2013
Shhhhh I say
It's here so quiet
The music of the world sounds silently to my ears
No songs of joy
Nor laughters ploy
Such a sad lonely world I fear

Before there was silence
The world did rage against itself
As countries did battle
Over dust unto dust
No lessons of happiness
Until the quiet

Now only echoes of faces fill this earth
Shadows of dreams reach my mind
I am the only one
Left to shout the silence

How do I survive my future
Be no chance of moving on
Let the silence come greet me
The end is near
Earth is in song
Mar 2013 · 432
The Place Of The Lost Souls
andy fardell Mar 2013
The place of the lost souls brought no resemblance to the reality that surrounded them
In their world the end only came as the bell of time sounded its echo's through clouded thought's
As I entered their domain the faded memories flooded to my senses,times from the past brought a sadness to my glow.
I was once part of this scene
I was once into the show
A place for the ended ... one place left to go

The bar fitted like a glove that never left ,a stool made for worship.this place where I rest
And so I looked around
Familiar faces older and darker and closer to the place we all fail to want ,bearded features followed where once clean cut chins held aloft .
Mumbles from silence only showed in the crowd as the deserted wanted nothing, nothing but silence.  
My place was once this home,these bodies once my friends.I know now that their spell did once near lead me
Lead me well to the end.
The tree had its markers, a shudder in me showed.The place was un special, no more about those hours be heard.
And like an old friend the nectar returned,my glass tasted heaven as the buzz into orbit entered my veins,the rush of that feeling gave me the power.Power to rule my enemies,power to fight the fight .Oh sweet sweet nectar how missed could you be as golden as honey as sweet as a peach.
My hook was inserted the fogginess faded and the trap lay before me as my thirst for the power returned.
Was then I knew like I always knew that I was lost, I was soulless, I was one of them and that my end had been written,written to end
Mar 2013 · 795
Kick
andy fardell Mar 2013
My 3am kick has lasted an hour
I'm still wide awake so maybe a shower  
This time seems so quiet I wonder to scare
Is boggy or spider hiding somewhere

My eyes come all foggy I'm straining to see
The coffee is awful this hunger to beat
I've looked at my facebook and emails all read
I should be so tired and in my sweet bed

The hell with this sleep as long goes the dead
That's what I keep saying but still want me rest
I'll buy me some matches and prop up me styes
I may look quite funny but look at me eyes

Oh sod all this writing its sending me nuts
My mind is still racing no foot on me clutch
No doubt as I pack up and wake for the day
My sleep will be knocking but up I must stay
Mar 2013 · 514
Gespelia
andy fardell Mar 2013
These words come from a hand that writes in dutch
From a voice thats never heard
In a world that cares not much

For many years my mind sees what others cannot spell
No auto correct
No wishing well
This jumbled mind lays down the ink
Tis then my thoughts do turn to drink  

I cannot help this way I am
I've tried to spell
Dictate the dram
But spelling write
I dread to think
My mind is a mess
Stained red  

Many souls out there will see
That spelling life
Is hard to breath
Until you try to understand
A simple man in a time
That anger rules and write is wrong

Do you see?
My view is right but here its not  
The spelling devils do their song
No lessons learned my English poor
The ink does give me
Rage that's raw

Let the drink flow down to calm my quell
I'm down here working  
This heat is swell
And still I fight the letters bind
I cant escape

I do the wrong
When all I want to do
Is
Right
Mar 2013 · 638
I Wait
andy fardell Mar 2013
The smell was there
Old
Wasted
Dead people
Yet in they walked
Crawled
Needed

The ticket to life
Beyond doctors door
The calm of those words
A cure for the all

A look at each other
The waiting that call
They know all your wanting
Drug takers us all

A limp from a stranger
All left in their walk
The circles surround him
The death knoll do quell

So here I do join them
I wonder my fate
A drug full of wonder
My illness belate
Mar 2013 · 2.2k
Rolling
andy fardell Mar 2013
Darkness awaits these wary eyes as
The chorus of the day fills my body
Another town
Another place
Ready for the load
So be my precious

Oil filled jeans edge the way
To my rig of life
Rock to the ready
As music meets music
Mile after mile

Lonely in my solitude
See life pass
Everyday
Eyes meet eyes never a word said
But a nod feels the same

Call to the phone don't end the delays
Cuts from the cars that never give way
To shouts from a horn
Not looking
My day

Food all a plenty that fills fuller
Shirts
Sleeps for the bunk
Time wasted
Another life away
Long the day as loading still waits
Another 2 hours
Another delay

Trucking is life
A world on its own
A place for the madman
A place for the lone
Yet all this appeals to me and the few
This world is my playground
I'm here for the view
Mar 2013 · 670
Another Year
andy fardell Mar 2013
The day started with a whisper to my ear
I knew you wouldn fuss
That day
Time of year
My thoughts of you smiling
Looking my way
This world has one missing
I miss you today

I looked in the mirror and saw in your eyes
The son of a father
Sweet tears from his sighs
The time had not healed
The sea that I shed
I long for your voice
Not that
Found in my head

The date started early
My time for reflect
Another year missing
My heart torn and dead

The smell of the coffee brought smoke from my thought's
This need of your fixer
From a bygone of tucked in dreams
Such memories hold me
Those past in my hand
The sadness evolves me
This day be the dammed

Time made the move that held me and cried
Reflections of mirror's
That look in my eye
Hours of laughter now echo's rebound
From times in our fighting I'd beat you a cry
Stop cos its hurting
My laughter our high

Violins to trumpets filled ears dipped in wax
Remember the music
A classic be had
I never quite got it
Yet now understand
You passion not doubted
Beethoven commands
Deep breaths steal my wanting

Dusk brings me home to a family of three
My son to be proud of
A wife next to me
They all miss your knowledge
Your kindness
Your love
Without you
There'd be ghosts in my love

We thank you my father
I'm proud your my dad
Happy Birthday
Mar 2013 · 586
Simple
andy fardell Mar 2013
Simple
That I breath the air
Simple
Life be my despair
Simple
Writing life not fair

Hard
Wishing you were here
Hard
Change my inner fear
Hard
Hurting those so near

Simple
Smile to all that see
Simple
Be depressed thats me
Simple
Jumble all the words

Hard
Takes your breath away
Hard
Stopped and cried all day
Hard
Wishing life away
Mar 2013 · 864
They Thirst
andy fardell Mar 2013
They thirst for my madness
In their own little way
These demons within me
Are here for the stay
The craving is blinding
As taste tests my soul
Sweet sips of this nectar
My own private goal

They want me to follow
Like sheep to the pen
The demons want hold on
That drinking commence
I cannot deny them that sweetness
Tastes good
Can feel for the falling
My world gone the thirst

So madness take on me
And do you this worst
The nectar has hold on
I'm ready to burst
The demons have won now
So down on my luck
I'm reaching the limit
This bottle I glug
Mar 2013 · 377
Must I
andy fardell Mar 2013
Belittle my mind as nature does its
Work
The droop in my lids feeds this passion
In these fingers work's a
Bone

See's my head feel a sway
Seen thoughts come and pass
Me
This sleep I must lay
Fog in my clouds as I struggle to
keep

This body on meltdown
Awake I must
Stay
The writing continues
The coffee feels
Great

A zombie this feeling a scream
Be it fake
My life is of dreaming
This writing dictates

Sleep a little my friend
Slowly to fade
The page will be waiting
Wet ink
Still my mend
Mar 2013 · 310
My Beautiful Angel
andy fardell Mar 2013
The face looked outside of the inside
With a stare of beauty
No world to prepare
Eyes of an angel met lips from the dark
Blood red tastes from the portrait of dreams
Such a saddened look
That baited breath would never know

My beautiful angel
My heart on a string
My dream in a passion
My love near complete
My beautiful angel    

I knew we would never meet
Though you look burns into my eyes
From the minute I wake
Said to the darkness that wins me over
An iris made of gold fills my heart
As I sleep till shattered hopes see the dawn

My beautiful angel
My heart on a string
My dream in a passion
My love near complete
My beautiful angel    

The face looked outside of the inside
Stares that met then
Passed  
My reflection pitted from rained filled beads
This glass my only barrier
Your view my only want
A line never to cross
Two world's fallen
Our life's
Be apart
Mar 2013 · 536
I need
andy fardell Mar 2013
Eyes that look lost in a sea full of souls
They wander
Looking searching
Needing
Hoping that one day the hook will be real

I cannot hide these torturous ways
My body aches for this love
A heart full of shattered dreams
And a head
Screaming
Needing
In need of a world complete

The cast is thrown
A baited breath be ready
Heart
Mind
Body
Feel the breath of a thousand need's
Mar 2013 · 475
If Only
andy fardell Mar 2013
If only life did take my turn
And give me all I ask
Could I be wise and take the good
And take all that
Like that

If only I had looked this left
Then once I may have won
This time of passing me all by
Be stopped I'm on
The up

If only I had turned my back
My fight would feed my fire
This hunger stoked
I'm ready folk's
Bring it on ..desire    

If only
I knew the hurt
My ways could pain
These others

My place be written
The memories hollow
This world my living
If Only
If only
If only
Mar 2013 · 864
Together forever
andy fardell Mar 2013
My mind calmed to the sound
Of the flowing river
These drips from my eyes still
Pounded the rocks as I sat to a cross
Why I ask ?
The answer not here

Yet here before me is a beauty that
Few can afford
My jealousy friends
Would be saddened to thoughts
The blue from the mountains meets
Green from the wash
As the birds sing a sonnet
I miss you
My love

One hand be the giveth as the other departs
The lords have their masters
We bow to their thoughts
This place be my heaven
For you I feel free
But always your master
A slave that I be

This breath that I draw
Smell your scent at my side
I know that your with me
I miss you
My life
One day all the flowers will
Part for our earth
So we hold our hands
Together forever
My love
Mar 2013 · 609
Winter
andy fardell Mar 2013
Bands of glitter fall from the rays of
Pure blue
Such a sight made for
Heaven
In luck for the few

Cold to the nose as a crystal
Formed its perch
My eyes crossed in view
Of such wonder

Miracles from the sky
Filled my heart with a smile
The snow gods were busy
This eve

Their work would bring life
To our parched earth
And joy to the many
As this place now became
Our playground

The days became that longer
As colour fell away
Tide was for turning
To a spring summers day

Snow became the wine
To the green seeking
Shoots
This winter had faded

Oh in my longing for white
Crystal flakes
To fall on my tongue
This quiver in haste

As I wait for the clouds
In the fall i might see
A miracle sparkle
Winter complet
Mar 2013 · 583
Father
andy fardell Mar 2013
In seeing my fathers eyes close
My lips read a mind thought
His breath fell away
Not moving

This sadness came to me
I'd lost in my life
My father
Departed

Now 6 years have fallen
See my tears still the wet
My longing is wanting
His smile that he left

No person to laugh at
Just full of regrets
I so wish I had them
My times
See my friend

My sorrow continued
As sun dropped away
The clouds had the answer
Brisk snow fell to sway

To a smile
In my face I knew
He was here in my heart
He's part of my mind

I'm all of his son
I'm all of his life
Mar 2013 · 617
Bitter
andy fardell Mar 2013
Bitter
In
My
Mind
This failure full
Complete
Mar 2013 · 347
Drunken River
andy fardell Mar 2013
They talk with those eyes but my silence is haunting
Do they not hear me when I cry
Do they not listen to my voice
In its throws of hunger
The river is wide
And my flow is strong

They cannot beat me
This win is gone stale
To sing out their minds
Is a mission in my will
My prison is walled
Yet doors to these fields
Stay open
  
Four years and two days
Have passed
My land has become my eden
Yet they still keep me
As I sing
Through the silence
Of the drunken river
Mar 2013 · 255
Your Choice
andy fardell Mar 2013
Flames of anger feeding my breath
As I walk through the valley
The valley of death

No fear in my purpose
My march to victory near
The doors will open

I'm alive
This voice is loud
The earth awakes

Fear not into your future
I am here to hold your hand
Take my choice

Live a little
Grow with me
This place is our oyster
Mar 2013 · 646
Peace
andy fardell Mar 2013
This day I seek peace yet I find the souls
That surround me
Seek no such light
Their fight is of a purity that no one can touch
This need of a  purpose
A need for a life

This day let the good in from the dark
The earth lowered to the sight of the sun
To bring life into hope
Troubles long gone to a place
That lifeless lones need no introduction

Those souls of hell
Had  a place of warmth that
Chilled you to your bones
Thoughts of fighting ingested
Through breaths of fire
Fed from the deep deep
Pits of tartarus

Besides,here we are and I am happy
And this happiness needs no introduction
My peace is made
Those souls around me are empty of war
Yet full of words that have no voice  
One day they will see the light
Be their anger
Paper torn
Mar 2013 · 306
Love blind ...2
andy fardell Mar 2013
The passion in my anger
Saw my rage
Tasted in your eyes
My sorrow
Eaten from your heart

You doubted all my wisdom
I hated all your lies
My fear of never finding

This love
Forever blind

My burst of giving
In to you
The pain I felt my life
This need
This world has stopped
I'm changing lanes
This fish has come alive

The pond is full
Yet hunger waits
My hook is frail and torn
The hurt inside is red from raw
I fear a lovers burn
Did a little rework without realizing I had already put original on here ...plonker !!!
Mar 2013 · 1.7k
Mother's Pride
andy fardell Mar 2013
Mother's pride

My mom taught me how to tie me laces
She taught me how to cry
I used to comb her hair back and
Make it look
beehive  
She used to bring me ice cream
Whenever I was ill
And fetch me favorite teddy
I'd cuddle him
Big Bill  
We'd snuggle on the sofa
Or play a game of cards
she'd shown me what
love is

Unconditional


Her cakes were something heaven sent
And gone before the night
My clothes all ironed
Socks and pants
we always wondered why  
She'd cook me dinner
Shepherds pie
With pudded rice to follow
Fighting for the burnty bits
A battlefield did follow
I'd come in bleeding
Knee all red
A soothing voice
A mothers gift

Unconditional

I'm proud to call my mom
Eh mom
I'm proud to be her son
I'm proud she gave me
Everything

Unconditional
Mar 2013 · 628
Long long ago
andy fardell Mar 2013
Eyes come closed to the darkness
Mind open to the thoughts of another age
Long long ago when the grass was green
And the hills smiled full
Full of golden

This was the time
This was the place
Where my pa held my hand
Where we played
Where we danced

Long long ago
When the trees held the fruit
Was the time for the present
And life for the full
Where we chased and laughed
Fell into the grass
Where he held my hand

Pillow wet from a blurred view
His hand no longer touching
As I remember today
Bring me the past
So I may live this way
Long long ago was a place I remember
Memories of the best of days
Where
My pa held my hand
Mar 2013 · 490
Robis
andy fardell Mar 2013
The voice with no name whispered unto me
Live your life
You know you can
Be bold
Be strong
Believe

My head lowered
I knew this right
Yet scared did I just know
How could I live like I could want
How can it be just so

Each step
Each breath
That sound in my heart
Playing
Running
Beating
This call to run away


The voice with no name whispered unto me
It's time to make the change
The chains no more
The holds no bared
It's time to run the world
Mar 2013 · 247
My song for you
andy fardell Mar 2013
If I could fly
So that I'd sing
My song for you
My love
My song for you

On the wings of an angel
I fly
I'm in the air
On the wings of an angel
I'd come to see you there ..
Oh I miss you ....
Oh I love you
Your not here

You left my heart behind
You left us all
My love
Oh I miss you so
I miss you

On the wings of an angel
I fly
I'm in the air
On the wings of an angel
I'd come to see you there ..
Oh I miss you ....
Oh I love you
Your not here

Heaven has its place uptown
But I'm down here
Oh I miss you so
I miss you

On the wings of an angel
I fly
I'm in the air
On the wings of an angel
I'd come to see you there ..
Oh I miss you ....
Oh I love you
Your not here

If I could fly
I'd come to see your eyes
I'd sing my song
I'd fly for you
Id fly for you
My song for you
Mar 2013 · 486
Love blind
andy fardell Mar 2013
The passion in my anger
Saw my rage
Tasted in your eyes
Eaten from your heart

You doubted all my wisdom
I hated all your lies
My fear of never finding

This love
Forever blind

My burst of giving all to you
The pain I felt my life
This world has stopped
I'm changing lanes
The fish have come alive

The pond is full
Yet hunger waits
My hook is frail and torn
The hurt inside is red from raw
I fear a lovers burn
Mar 2013 · 580
Nightmare
andy fardell Mar 2013
Soul of darkness covers my face
As the liquid sin quenches my thirst
For hunger
Can you hear the birds my friend?
Can you feel them fly?
Listen to the night time dreams
Hear my inner cry

The morning gods have lost their war
Done drinketh all the way  
This ****** night of horror rule
Pure madness seeks
My way

These eyes gone red through cracks of dawn
May never see the light
As crazy horses fill my storm
My horrors dream
Delight

I'd woken to the silence
No birds of death to flutter
Yet!!!

Sweated brow seeped my vision
These thoughts I'd wandered in
Unbalanced in a pool of dread
My nightmare was not
This over

Fingers pressed to form my eyes
No sleep that I must take
My troubled madness
Laughable
Please keep my eyes
Awake
Please keep my eyes
Awake
Feb 2013 · 805
Skin of Porcelain
andy fardell Feb 2013
A War child is taken
Eaten by the solitude of a wasted war
For what gain do they feel
For what land
For what sea

These wars that pain so many
Yet solve no peace
A war child hidden
Tears me hard
Dusted faces
Forever broken
Skin of porcelain

I see land from the full to the empty
Such vastness to spare
Yet fight as we do
Regardless no care
No worry of life
Gone

The child no more
After scenes not wanted
The madness of life
A life not started
The photo's
Made
The flash not blinding

Yet
Peace is simple
Peace is free
Peace is out there
Let the chains break free
Let the children see
Let them be

A child
Feb 2013 · 1.1k
Selfish
andy fardell Feb 2013
The selfish edge
Is a place I like
Is my world's delight
it's my home I praise
Is a sod you
Face

This space I own
Is free ya know
No tax
Not yet is said  
Till last my
Breath

This grid I'm on
Has long since gone
I'm free you see
The way for sure  
The selfish
Me
Feb 2013 · 401
The Broken Way
andy fardell Feb 2013
Head bowed to feed the floor
(what else do you want from a broken man )
Crack's in my pavement
Find these pacing my skull
(What did you expect from eyes that fire forgot to light)
The same is the same
Dull
Grey
Old
This self pity is a fighter thats lost the way
A fighter
Gone the cause
Accepted to the future
This life
A life that's shut the door
The path is long
I see no end
A call from a friend
A nod from a stranger
Bow
I say
Don't let them see  
Your eyes
Embarrassed by my fallen
The grey is in the sky
Feb 2013 · 1.9k
gLUTTony
andy fardell Feb 2013
Gluttony feeding from my dreams
Be their faces filled hunger
Watching
Waiting for my slip
Lear in their thoughts
For they dribble the fat of the land from their lips
The hungry doth need of food
Be it my soul

I dare not stare
I dare not look
My spine is frozen
My mind is cracked
Feel them crawling within
See my skin ripple from their thoughts
They know my taste
They know my aim
They want to feed
Hunger tastes

The place became the empty
My time was near to move
They waited at their tables
Ready for my doom
A dash this far I nearly got
Yet move I did not go
The hunger in their hypno eyes
This end
My sudden woe
Feb 2013 · 645
Lonely
andy fardell Feb 2013
Body aches a thousand ways
Those missed sweet whispers
From your lips
Lost to the scent of heaven

Your love leaves my skin
This hand reaching air
For your touch
Only a cold life forwards
Do I dwell

Come back before
My world
Don't leave my love
Behind
Come back into warm
The cold is biting


Sighs to the rain of tears from my face
These windows to my soul
Lakes of emptiness
Full of regret
Come back to once our life

Come back
My love
Come back
I'll change
Come back
To us
It's cold outside

No words do enter to silenced thoughts
So loud this heartbeat
Now dead
My cause
It's lost
It's over
The fool I am
My body weeps  
I'm lonely am
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