Closer to the clouds I breath
As my heart lays near
The creaking door sounds another closure
Thankfully the blue blue sea welcomes my return

Baited to the full I wade beyond my depth
Waiting for your eyes to find me
I know your out there
You know I know
So please be gentle
I'm wounded and broke

See My only wish is to stay dry
To keep these tired and worn feet
on solid ground
To meet you
Stay with you
Live with you
Love you

Closer to the clouds I breath
Closer to the sun I feel  
A warmth that beats my heart
knowing your near
Lay with me
Love me

My hands are tied
Our love
Your lies
I cry to a whisper

Eyes blinded in the bind
Lips cold
From your heated breath
I stay still

I'm gone yet stay
Mystified
Lost
Broken

Why all my hurt
Did you fade
Loose the feel
Love again

So I wait
Just one touch
Reaching out
Falling
Yet again

Drips of life fell into my dreams
As the rain leached onto my window
Echoes bouncing as I struggled for the light
Another day needs a beginning

Still as I wake the pain returns
Aches from a body faded to grey
Years of the enslaved bite my unseen
wounds
Once the days were good

Life was young then
Life was free and I cared no further
Only now do my regrets take their toll
As my mind smiles through a face in pain
Bitten are the yellow stains in my grin

Take me
Take me from this ever decreasing circle
That lays claim for my body
Show me the other turn
Claim me for the better off in life
Cold is the dawn

Cold is my life
The empty bed leaves no comfort
From my curse to stay  
Life work me hard so my pain can continue
Let my destitution come true
My day has begun

No sense came about me as I woke
A dream in wide open eyes
My lair broken
True madness commenced

This is my like as I sleep
So why scare my awakened self
Limbs in numbed state
Mind heated in sweat  

Just 5 minutes of time gone
Turned me over
A placed hidden horror
My sleep quivers  

You know that place
It hates you well
Awake yet not knowing
The dream

I know not now of my face
or my voice
Will I be tall
Maybe walk with a limp
I do not know these things that I be
Because I'm not born yet
A zero you see

I have some 9 months for I
breath in this world
A time for my life base
A boy or a girl
No sky to look out on
I'm waiting you see
I need to kick out first
Let roar
Let me free

I need to grow strong so I cope with
your world
I need a new voice
Some fingers and curls
I hope I'm all there but it
Don't matter to me
I'll be who I want to
As long as I breath

The time has moved on
and the hour is ready
My clock is near started
I've zeroed the hour
Awaken the world cos here I do come
New life for the future
A fathers new son

One day the world will come to an end
And we will return
To the dust of the universe
Life will be no longer  
And the
Zero covers all

Yet with a rye smile
I know that I have lived
Many times in many bodies
As have you
Dust be life
And the
Zero covers all  

Many gods promise life
After life
And it sooths me that
I drink the same water
And taste the same sea
And breath the same air
For they
Must be in all of us
And the
Zero covers all  

One day the world will come to an end
But there is no end
Only a new beginning
And the
Zero covers all

This twitch in your eye screamed at
my soul
So here I lay
Ready
Waiting
Wanting
Do you love me
Can you care as I care your need
Am I wasted
Wasted to your precious dream
So here I lay

Later

Night light faded the eve
My view is echoed in the ravenous butterflies
as they dance to the light of the silver moon
They look beautiful
Sighing sadness I slide to sleep
as my wanting thoughts
drift into my other world  
So here I lay  

Dawn

The rise of your breath stains my lips
I am spellbound in your toxicity
Look at me
Let me see the sun rise through your
eyes
Love me
Take me
Hold me
Drink me out until I'm dust
For all I want is all you need
So here I lay

I've never met you
Yet
I know our love is true
I feel that all I trust is
The trust in me and you

No sense from past betrayals
Now
Two birds sing loud in swan
I wait in desperation
I be your magic wand

So darling as you view me
Please take my hand as yours
My hope forever always
Forever in your heart

Four letters found
That changed the world
LOVE

Five letters needed  
That do no harm
TRUST

Eight letters lost
Hidden from reality
BETRAYAL

Seven letters wanted
In my life -my
Despair

Four Letters lived for
We live in
HOPE

I fell in love with your eyes
Those cool emeralds that seared my
Skin
Left me a trust
That melted my fragile heart

In time I know you'll hurt me

In time our betrayal will close us
Down
A place of despair
That even the devil himself would shy
A snigger

But for now
I still live in hope that
You
Love me
And
My emerald blue  
Eyes

The blossoming colours raged like a
Golden rainbow
Spellbound in beauty
Maddening Lilies played their only
Hand  
They looked wild

The land was ready for the taking
Perfumed to the air
Let the course be set
Hypnotizing music from the swaying
Leaves of love
The maddening Lilies were ready

Yet like I
Flowers easily fail
Scent becomes lost
Foliaged green burns for the sun
Then the weakness comes
Until the end

Our end
Our colour
Our weakness
The maddening Lilies lay broken
As we
Reached for the sky

Tears dried out yet my eyes stream
Red
Thoughts so near
My wish
Your breath
Still all hurt you hide from me
Be that other place
Mirrored thee

The look returned all haggard out
Brown to grey
I scream to shout
Hide the pain
Hurt me out
Hurt me out

A time not gone
The cobwebs show
Dusted windows in a candles glow
But your not here
And so it hurts
Breath in me
To a thunderous roar

Let the heavens cry
Let the moon smile down  
Let me wish a star
Let me
Hold you here
Just one last chance
For I miss you

A hundred billion people have lived and died before me

Yet why am I
The one

Where did they all fall too?
The dust we breath
Inhale

It makes you think a different way
Past families
Earth to earth
You read a different story now
I'm so not from this plan

So now I have your thought's in mine
I wonder where you are?
Do you now think I'll do my best?
Will you now be ?

One

7 billion live amongst me

I know my markers made
The dust that waits our hill
to fill
Can wait another day

This land we thing that owes us all
Yet money rules our head
A figure lied in death and life
To steal our daily bread

I'm told our life's in H2o
As all we are
Blows dust
My Inner me fears not
This world
For this I am
The one

The silence in the sun spread a smile  
Fields of green,gold and red lay before me
Birds in flight still new to the breeze
Swayed and sang to my rested heart

This is my England
The place my breath was born
A world within a universe
A place I call my home

Chatter from my fellow man
As liquid filled our souls
This garden lay before us
The pub our other throne

This is my England
The land I take my steps
A love for living life here  
A place I call my home

My thought a week is over
A drink like Friday's do
The rest from all this madness
Relax with friendly hue  
  
This is my England
The land that we do best
A life for living be here
Home sweet home
I bless

The clouds have come to the sea of
my mind
Light dulled to a tiny flicker
With the end of the world waiting my
fall
In with the waves I sweep like no
other
Lost to the wash I crash to the burn

To drown in ones self pity cares me
not
For my map has blurred
Torn and battered
With no route to aim

Ahh this life all my life
This time takes my time
Sadness comes ready  
All ready
For the reach
All ready
Takes my breath
The dream is over

The bed lay warm as my eyes turned
to black
I wanted to hear the silence

But the match went on
My pillow hid nothing
Below

Stop is all I prayed
Nothing fixed
Yet all comes broken

My yearn for the peace
From volumes that cried me
Soon the silence

My look
Their view
These poor people that see
No better
For they are the broken angels
They are the lost not found
The devil in his weakness

A clap drowns out
my sound

Such pity rains me over
For I can see the sun
I can taste the water
I can sense the fresh winds of spring
For I have lived
I have stood
I am me

All life returns to the earth
One day my mark will have faded

So I bring a little smile knowing
That I have spawned the ground
behind me
I have drank the water from the
gods
I have written for the future
I have learned and I have
loved    

My world is very small right now

The face that stares before me
Red and angry
All lost to gain from the thumb to my
afterlife
For I care not
As my work is done
Feathers float before my look
My last look

Tick of the time as minutes washed
away
This weight upon these shoulders
spread inside me
My dark came so quick

A crimson black that caught my breath
by its beauty
The time to blood on
was near
The time for worry faded
I was ready

They say fear infests a passion
To fight for love
To live a life
To hold
Yet my hunger swept this smile away
And my thirst to drink you dry
Became me

My eyes felt so lonely
Was it the look that I never saw
Maybe the view hidden from my wall
Or just the looking down watching these feet
Drew my drawl

I wanted no one to see
The look in my window
Hidden
Shameful in my mind
The world felt heavy

So this is the way
No looks about
This chin stays low
And loneliness friends me  
No harm

The blue blue sky failed me as my
gloom expanded the day
Through fields of colours
Red,green and yellow
My outlook still saw no
End

An end that needed me to live
Wanted me to love
Wished I'd turned the page
Read a different book

They say the fool of regret is a
life on the edge
My fall is long
This pain reflected in crimson eyes
That pierced only the souls of the
Broken few  

Rain I pray please show my mood
I need the noise to hide my solitude
Yet only the colour of the suns burns
this side
In my heart of hearts the hurt beats
Raw as I wallow in my own subtle
Sadness
Let me breath
Let me live
Live my life

Is my time near
In this ache I feel
My grey turned coat
All lined and creased
An age forgotten
Long time before
A past now gone
I walk the door

Is hair gone thin
A sign I'm past
All creaking bones
Brittle bashed
Teeth of gold
In eaten much
Welter weight
I'd love to run

Is clothes of shade
All brown and tan
My only chance
To join the clan
A stick to bash
Some purple rinse
I know I'm old
Let moan commence

I cry for an itch from your breath
Did my sigh inside give way
From the look into those chocolate eyes
I knew it was time

Once so long ago my mind used to
Sing
My heart used to beat to your
Look
For I am broken

My wings do not work
My view has gone stale
This world around be
Broken
I knew it was time

Do not turn when I shout
Nor run when I scream
For life has moved on
Now
I've lived in your dream

My feathers are ruffled
My love has gone south
For all of my loving
My whisper ..your mouth
My love

The deathly shadows waved as they flashed through
My headlights on their way to another steal
Another day ??
Another time maybe I thought ?
But turn me cold they did to form
Shivers so sharp my deadened eyes
Rasped against their brittleness
I hate the midnight call

This lack of rest was winning to my
Thoughts of a day all mine
Another call to the front
A sound ****** on my echoes around
The quiet room called home

For I am the collector and your soul
Is in my seek
My journey is to help you fight them
For they steal all your promises  
They eat at your want and relish at
Your need

Allow me to protect you till you move
Till the change is complete
Into your fade of this cold place  
Till you brave the land I know
Take my hand
Let me explain ....life

Here I lay
Numb
Cold
Bitter

Till the morn
Pain
Anger
Regret

From my mind
Fear
Hate
Love

Here I lay
Empty
Wasted
Life

There are many places in many times that mean no more
Than the spoken words before me
Yet here it lays before my heart this mountains subtle Grey
My convictions  
My life
My dreams

These decisions in me now regretted
Looked back
Harmful for my soul
Madness in my mind
Tears in my torture for I have failed

In my youth I was young ,fresh and free
No hill be my wall
No mountain face to fall
For I was ready and my grass grew a path
No mortal could devour

Then life bestowed me life
The sun fell and the clouds became cold
Dark
Hungry
My convicted soul now blackened from the scars
Of broken dreams

I could feel its tremor as this rock before me
Fell
Gone its stability
Crumbled
And like the thoughts in my mind
The pebbles washed away
Into the sea of the broken wings
As I became the lost

The deathly shadows casted a wave as they flashed through the burn of my headlights
On their way to another steal

Another day ?
Another time maybe?...
But turn me cold they did to form shivers
So sharp my deadened eyes rasped against their brittleness  
I hate the midnight call

This lack of rest was winning to my
Thought's of a day all mine
Yet on I must drive
For it is you that is in need
In need of these words
In need of my hands
For I am the healer and the shadows are waiting

They know all my work and despise my view
For I taketh the bad to bring light out from the dark
I am the healer
I am the one
The shadows are waiting

No payment to be crossed
No words from your lips
As my silence is your gift
So my work must continue  
The shadows are waiting

Dawn chorus wakes the morning light
To a relieve as I sigh  
The shadows are hiding and my work
is not done
Tears flow as I fall to my knees
Earth has taken its feed
Let the shadows wait

Gravel under foot to the crunch that
echoed into my memories
For she had gone
Into the distance of a time not ready
for my soul

My time was still here
My garden still in bloom
Yet I knew she waited for my fall
Waiting for the chorus to call my day

Legs that carried me through the mire
Now felt tired and weak in the day
I could still smell her musk
Next to me
Teasing me to another tear
Ripping me to a thousand pieces
Life for another year

The garden still needs me and
I need it
But still I must walk
Cry through the pain
To the ends of this earth
So I can lay in peace
Holding hands

Five years went by in a cold wet
Summer
And
The sky bled a grey
A grey that leached through these
Veins

A stain left
Etched
Scratched
Borne
Carved on my heart

My look painted a story of many
Loves past
Before the dark of the grey
When life was good

Such paleness gave it all away
Lines said so much amongst the quiet
As the voices in my head played their
Song
Inside was warm

No sun to seek in clouds of steel
No flight to run
My autumn was ready and so was I
The colour of the new world was
waiting for my heart
To heal
But you were gone
Lost
Forever blue

My maddening whisper shall be heard
For I am the King
And the King am I
For the glory of power is all mine
And you must not deny my honour

Like the daily sun that blinds you
Then so shall I
For you are my children
You are my sheep
I am your Shepherd and so
I shall do reap
Reap as I sow
On the harvest of my mind
I beat you
Scorn you
Own you
As it is written I am your leader
I am your King

Such words can sound so hollow
Yet do we not follow our
Kings and Queens
Who are they to say they own us
Are we not of the same flesh and
blood
Do we not breath the same air
My cry
My sorrow
My despair

I was not born to follow into the path
On this bee led life
I was born to reach out
To love
To cry
I was born to live
To fight the truth
To show the the world    
Yet ......!!!!

The king is inside you
As he is inside me  
You are your own king
You are your own destiny
Long live the King !!!!!
 Long live the King !!!!!

These bones feel like the very old
Was my thought of some rest
From this mind
In need of some time
Time for me and the all of my

This mind is creaking sad
The shell is broken
My inner all seen crazed
In need of a dream
That saves me

Saves me from the down
Saves me from my heart
Saves me from the darker side
Save me please
Saved from my soul

A look into the night as stars
Show me
Bright is the path as cool is the dark
Stretching for the up
Leave the old behind
And I run
Run faster than the lights that follow
For clarity comes true
The smile shines

My heart is blinded by the youth of
Your eternity
Only your rose tinted glasses to tend
My view
And your garden looks so glorious
How could I not taste your divine
Such is the sweetest nectar
I dare not look away

A tempest touch from your soul
Enters my veins
Breathen's my blood to a beat in a
Thunderous cloud  
Such senses confuse me
Embrace me
Frighten me into the thought's of the
she devils lair
My mind is sacrificed for just a
Glimmer of your most wondrous
Love
Will you love me
As I love you
Will you hold me
As I wish you
Will you care me
Wash me down so that I can be your
Paradise found
Forever and ever in this garden
Our Eden

I knew my life was different
I knew my life was odd
In time I thought I'd join them
Be part ,you know
The club

But many years have passed
My brow
And still I'm on the edge
No word for my acceptance
No nod I'm in the mix
I'm still the one that they ignore
I drinks a lonely drink

The mirror says its not your fault
No help the way you are
A loss for them be lost in them
They don't know
Your the score

My chair remains my only fit
This cat my only chum
These wall my home
That echo flat
My silence rage the din

I made a club that I could join
A time where life looked fine
The only issue I could find
This place is in my head
It's in my head
Just in my head
My head
It's in my head .......

How could I not hold your hand
As we danced onto grass still moist
From the early sun
Flowing like the rain as it patters onto the
Green leaves of the old oak tree
The blackbirds song so sweet in our minds
As we kissed

We kissed with a passion like
New lovers in the old fashioned way
Seeking to search the way to ones heart
Our day to remember
Our love to grow strong
A desire of affection that turns into this
Our blossom of life

And there we lay cold wet warm
In love
No care for the world of anger
Just the look of love that comes
When two souls become
In love

The sunlight left layers of warmth
Over my eyes
In turn I felt good
I was not a cold man
Yet many had said otherwise
My rye smile returned

These hands of mine had left many
Foundations on broken lives
You see I am your nightmare
I am the one that seeks you out
Where ever you are
Yet you will never remember me  

My days are spent wandering
Through cities of dust
Waiting for that time for rest
When I can ponder in and out
Your mind
Oh the joy
For I know you will wake

Beating ,racing heart
Leaves you perspired
And alert  
Then I'm to be gone
Well at least till tonight
That is..........
When once again I can enclose you
Put my hands around your
Thoughts
To leave you hoping for the dawn
After all I am your
Nightmare

How would you dance
On a moonlight eve
Would you twinkle to the stars  
Light the earth in a beat

Let us dance

How would you kiss
In a sun turned away
Would you shine in my eyes
Light my heart in a breath

May I kiss you

How would you love
In close as we lay
Would you hold me so tight
Take my life taketh me

Yes I love you

The worlds breath does not feed me as
I gasp into air
Such dark days upon us as we
Fail to control ourselves
No proud'ness felt
That ruin after ruin
Takes hold
Our dust is a becoming so
Blindly I see the green fall away  

These are the sad days that
Fall into our lives  
So much hurt into pain as I
Watch flesh fall away
At the cost of metal
From words

Words that mean nothing
Made up to mean something
Words that do killings
To control our race
Words full of hate
To ensure us slaves
All from a blank page of hope

Many lands place hope from the
Ink of life
Instead of living
From the shame of it
The whole world continues
It's ******

My chargrin comes from not
Leading a way out
From not shouting the wrong
From not showing the path
From a wrong to a right
  
I will bow my head as another past
Walks on by

The bitter pill has a taste like no
Other
The sweet allure of wanting
Can hide all but the strongest of
Will
Yet we all know that in the end
Life
Does not bed on roses
Life
Does not play your game of cards
Life
Has no understanding
No thought for your breaking heart
The taste remains
Bitter  
Sour
Wrong

I no longer need this victim
My life no longer wants
I'm happy as I live here
The taste has all but gone

However in the end
We all know the pill remains
Waiting
Needing
Being
A friend
Until the
end

I cannot hide from the sleep that
Demands me
These eyes need to rest
Yet write I must as my life hope
Fades into the dusk of dawn

They are after me
My soul is a wanted man
They know where I am
Let their master plan unfurl
As united they be
United to rule our world

In old of days life was better
Time cared not for my rest
This terror had not begun
So my rest fell to
Peace
Leaving no ruin to this world
Of blue

Ripping red oozes from eyes
No longer focused
They wait behind the door
Whispering ,shouting ,wanting
In breath I fail
The time to leave is now
My turn to fight is lost
The wall is written
In sleep

Conversation failed him
In her eyes a vacancy looked
My way
Her life was consumed by his wallet
Which in turned consumed her whole

Such a shame that those beautiful eyes
Were lost
Hidden behind plastic lies
With a body made of crystal
Her sway left no doubt of its value

We shared a stare
This  look
My nod
I knew her
She needed hope not gold
Love not diamonds
This seed of hers needed to blossom
With a purpose
That he could never understand

My audible sigh faded into the
Stained walls of her prison
I knew these rags could never pave
Her way  
The dance of the butterflies would
Never come
So alone I must fly
Once again

Lips dry from the point I made
There's fire in this belly tonight
If only my wallet was a large as my tongue
Then the world would be mine this night

No food for my thoughts
No cash for the splash
I'm fed up of working
Consider it tax
Don't get no more thought on
Not even a rest
Just work me to hell
Why not !
I know my place

Clouds of rain swept across my view
The pain inside my head
Became bitter and twisted
I was jealous
I was cross
I was broke
I was lost

I only needed one lift up
Just one good will from life
Yet here is my pride a bottomed out pit
I'll lay here a while
I cry

My hand to touch your lips
Tastes of heaven
Lovers kiss
In my arms
My love our love

The pain when your not here
Hurts me inside
I tremble
Fear
Love

Your whisper traps me
Holds me
Takes me
I love your voice
Husky high

So take my hand
Come walk with me
I'll show you sky
We'll be in heaven
Our love

Let us sing to the angels
A voice for all to hear
Our lives forever lovers
All one for all
In love
Our love

Another wasted moment
Another wasted day
A life not for the future
A life missed out
Afraid

Such sadness from these lines
As my pen does drop
The shoulder sighs
My head in nodding dog
The world around my daily trog

Whose fault do I believe
I blame my past
I blame the breath
Which we all knows
Not true
There's only me
There's only you

Just hold my hand as I wander
I'm in command
I get the plan
The win is round the door
The looking good
This life amore

Let's step outside
Look out the view
See green our land
Hear birds
In song
I understand
Feel earth respond
This time is catching up
One step in front
A life to love

See I knew it
I'd read the score
When she looked back
My love's amore

When she looked back
My heart fell out
One love one way
There is no doubt

I should have listened
Learned the rules
Played the pirate
Played the fool

But like a fish in the ocean
I'd never learn
The baited hook
The wriggly worm

See it was the eyes
That won me over
A grey of green resist
Did send a shiver to my heart
The falling of the cliff

Oh how I wish that she would stop
Please please come back this way
Don't look round and walk the walk
I love you babe please stay

3 weeks have passed
My heart still waits her  
Wishing for the key to lock
I think she's gone
I think she's left me
Shipwrecked in the land forgot  

Will I listen
Will I learn
I doubt my feelings  
I doubt  my heart
For all that we do take on board
Won't educate this broken heart

The voice of sweet silence spoke volumes
To a generation of the lost
At last I was here
Bad times in a past
Now faded to a whisper
As the audience await my true
Belonging

The soft roar from the quiet
Let my lips burn
Words formed in my mind to a quiet
Shout
Yet nothing prepared them for my onslaught
No one thought my devilish grin
As waves of warmth stole
Their voices
Be mused hypnotist spin

For now they be mine
Disciples for the broken mind
Ready for the world to hold
Preach my prose
Express my will
Spread the word
My verse is here
The world is ready and my work has
Only just begun

Cotton wool head from a haze
Left last night
No memory guilt of a play I performed
Or the wake from my storm
Call this the fun  

From hands caked in dirt from a
Dastardly way
Oh my head is all soft yet loud as the day
I ain't laughing

The stars from the night still go spin round
My head
Played goggle the glasses    
**** tortuous grape

I fell from the edge of a life
Not my will
My day should be better
I've taken the pill

Still only a whisper sounds loud as
The gods
My long for another
Go fetch me some grog

The fog once returns
Old lines reappear
As taste from the happy tree
Brings smile to my cheer

So all can be forgotten
All evil away
No worries on everything
Just beer for the day
No trip into guilty
No promise to make  
A life that was living
All fallen away

My heart is filled with emotional dive
This liquid fails me as I empty away
Under the stars of a moonless late
Girders hold as my body fails to take control
The urge to lay down strives to be beckoned
Where in wander I care not to thought
The day becomes long

All was well in the night of before
Till the demons knocked
They knew my door

The deed was done
My debt released
No fiddle played nor golden fleece
Here they fed
As my anger bled  
My love relinquished to blackened
Beat

She held me always
Made me strong
My lovers gaze
I was the one
For now she be dry  

Fear not my sigh for the sleep will fresh
My bloodless heart renews my breath
This memory banked
Another score
A settled debt
Commence the howling
For I see the moon be its rising

Those eyes that hid a thousand sorrows
Sent a shiver through my skin
She was beautiful
Yet her look could never be
Seen

The artist was indeed such that
This alone did my sadness bring
As knowing her would never be

Knowing her I'd never see
The beauty from the artist's dream
Captured in a time not here
Not now
Not in this moment of
Time

My sigh for a dream never
To be hold
Stretch as I may
Time was not my friend
My love would never
Be

Love is lost
Love is blind
Love is all the love
Our love

See your eyes
I see my eyes
In love my love
Our love

The reddest lips
To touch
From a sweetest kiss
To kiss
In love my love
Our love

Wake me up
The dream
Our dream
In love my love
Our love

So hold me now
My love
Squeeze me shout
My love
In love my love
Our love  

Forever us
The world we hold
In love forever
My love
In love my love
Our love

Can feel the pressure
This place my harm
No words of pleasure
No thought's of calm
The change in pace does nothing
Right
I feel my boil
I feel the fight

They stare a look
My head betrays
This bubble burst
My crested wave
In deeper breath yet still I'm
Red
This clenching fist
The raging edge  

A time full tick
The wait continues
Shout my number
Free this wheel
Shout my name please give me
Hope
Let me out this place
My hell

This blur held me
As dust fell upon dust
The speeding devil
A race upon not won

A corners cut
From a crosses held
The end a must
A drivers tale

This leadened foot
I know so well
Can only lead
Forgotten tale

This is the end
The crash foretells
A marriage broken
The in
Exhaled