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May 2014 · 418
Lost
andy fardell May 2014
The pain in your words so cut me apart
Do slice through my heart
Go blind my eyes with your venom
For I am I and you are
Lost

Lost to a world so apart from the truth
Binded to faith
Bitten by anger
Scared for the through
Hurt from a past all
Lost  

Time ago we'd never say
Never cry the pain
Nor show teeth so ****** red
Waiting for the ****
Scared yes but never
Lost

So I will run
Hide
Take a different path
Hold my loss
So it be
Even I become the
Lost
May 2014 · 405
The Itch
andy fardell May 2014
Aches and pains from this blackened soul
Continue their devour
Every day I feel this awakening
Closer and closer to my skin
The monsters cry
All within

Flashes of light eclipse from these
Reddened eyes
Soon the sleep will become
And then your all
Will be over
And they will have won
Be feared in a scream of silence

The itch has begun
May 2014 · 1.9k
Life Goes On
andy fardell May 2014
News from a friend of time to
Short
So life goes on

Wakened in a  mess
My drunken lack of sleep
Life goes on

Bills all laid in a cluttered fall
House crumbles  
Bones creak
So life goes on

My friend my friend
Life goes on

The birds sang to the raining dawn
People woke
Many took their last breath
So life goes on  

Let your music play
Let your heart be open
Be the one you always always
knew you was
Life goes on
Apr 2014 · 487
Chance
andy fardell Apr 2014
The drag of the day goes on
Even the weather feels my pain
For the rain cannot cleanse me
Nor the wine heal my whole

As another year approaches
Another year is gone  
Some memories that have faded
Yet some they stay so strong

I wonder where your dust is
I wonder where you've gone
Yet inner me still hurts so
The pain can never heal
Another day without you
I wish this gone so real

I wish there was a heaven
A place that I could go
So we could walk another round
And talk about ..ya know

But I know you and off this world
The chance we have is one
So sad I'll be till time be done
My pain
My world
My life
Apr 2014 · 479
Slow Me Down ..go easy
andy fardell Apr 2014
I see the dark turn into light
I hear you calling out my name
And I wonder ...
Let it be alright

Slow me down go easy
Let me live the life I roam
Slow me down go easy
I'm coming home  

In the miles mapped of my journey
From the roads of San Rioch
For I've waited ...
For you to call

Slow me down go easy
Let me live the life I roam
Slow me down go easy
I'm coming home

Are you ready for our future
Is the writing on the wall
Can we live a life forever
I'm coming home

Slow me down go easy
Let me live the life I roam
Slow me down go easy
I'm coming home
Apr 2014 · 297
One Wish
andy fardell Apr 2014
The heat from the shinning sun faded
Like my mind the dark clouds stole that smile
Yet carry on I hurt
Using the mask to hide my wince
For this dying heart

Even the birds no longer sing around me
Nor flowers perfume my senses
And my hunger is lost
To a beat so broken

For now I will lay here
Crying out a cure
Wanting life be better
Wishing there was more
Apr 2014 · 334
The Path
andy fardell Apr 2014
Bent he stood waiting... watching
Looking for the breath that would be her last
Death had his smile ready
For he knew it would be soon

Slowly, quietly she faded  
Family and friends looked away
As they paid their final respects
Peace at last for the pain was over

So in he reached for her soul and its wings
It was his turn now
His role to lead the once frail hand  
To the place of her chosen path

His smile brought her smile
His role was much liked as he remembered
His first time so so long ago
His first journey be they heavens
Be his hell
Apr 2014 · 625
Wanting Love
andy fardell Apr 2014
Here I sit waiting for the candle to extinguish  
Your return still awaits me
The room feels so cold
A cold thats missing your love  

My heart gone
It's heat now a distant faded light
Still waiting your footsteps
Still wanting you
Wanting love

A hint still tingles my senses
Perfumed sheets brings me your vision
Brings me alive
Come to my lair
My love
Come back

The years have gone and the candle burnt
Frozen out in a wanted room
I still look for your love
Amongst the faded pictures
Amongst the faded lives
I remember our time
Apr 2014 · 5.3k
Tired
andy fardell Apr 2014
Dont you ever get tired
Tired of this day and last night
Tired of drinking coffee made from the gravy of a cows ****
Or tired from the vile armpits plastered in your face on the tube

I get tired
Tired of drivers that try and cut me in two like their scissors or something
Tired of so called men in cars with big exhausts and white vests parking in A disabled bay or parent and child when they are by themselves

I get tired too
Tired of all the fake news on the tv about a failed pop star loosening their Clothes whilst kids around the world starve
Tired of politicians telling me how much better off I am than i was 5 years Ago ....really !!!

Tiring aint it
Tired of people always moaning yet seeing them never take a step to Change their life's
Tired of the world in debt to itself from this so called money that doesn't Even exist
I'm tired of all this

Why cant we live together
Why do we do such harm
I want to live in heavens eyes
I want to live the land

Why do we fight for dusty tracks
Such evils are not born
It's time for us to change our rights
I'm tired of all this harm

So tired
Apr 2014 · 1.8k
Sorry
andy fardell Apr 2014
Cherry blossom lips burned into his eyes
Words
Letters
And anger  
Formed sounds that echoed so vehemently

This is real rage
Rage that even the bitter darkest clouds could
Only ever dream to be

Awash me my boiling blood
Feed me my need
Show me your scared
For I will lower my head and let the raging go on

But for what does it serve
A passion for love
A wanting for more
Care
True spirit

Yet I am the wrong
Words should not be of pain
They should be of hope
Encouraged in glory
Wrapped in a heart of fragility

Shamed in my soul I write in shivers
Puddles of sadness at my side
These eyes now empty and red
And I am sorry
Apr 2014 · 557
Awake
andy fardell Apr 2014
My waking hours fill the dreams that my nightmares
could only wish for ....
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Apr 2014 · 484
My Love
andy fardell Apr 2014
Into these old eyes comes new light
From a new day
Let the birds do their work
Let my mouth kiss you
Bid me my well
My love

So out I step into the way
Biting bitter cold does its best
To take your warmth away
From my lips
Yet it cannot hide my love
For your gaze
My love

The path is long and broken but one day
I shall return with gold
And a ring for your finger
Place the candle well
Warm your side  
My love

The years past into layers of grey
A way home almost lost to the overgrown
Are you there my love
No light be seen my love
My love .........my love...my love  
My LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!
Apr 2014 · 922
The Dark Corner
andy fardell Apr 2014
You know this place where its cold
Where the cobwebs of your mind fill
On emptiness
This is my place
That bit of our lives that no-one enters
Nor dares too

I like my corner
It feeds me when I'm weak
Brings anger to my softness
And sometimes melts my tepid soul
Into a fiery pit
Of rage

My corner also has a weakness
A look from a strangers glare
Can send me further and further into
My shivering recess
Shy and quiet I will lay
Waiting for the roar
Shhhh ....

Along with ones darkness comes
This lowering  
Eyes shielded
Only the pavement's view
Be my my foe,my friend
Oh do I pity these enemies
For one day my dark
Will be ablaze
The corner shred into light
That one day will come
Thy will be done
Mar 2014 · 907
uPla
andy fardell Mar 2014
Gentle in he walks
A dog to follow obedient to his masters rule
The Thirst from the day
Ready
See's him drink away the water to belly
Full of a laughters cheer

A kind man
That talks away the night
In his own mingled fashion
Northern up the here
He says
To a room full of souths
Still the drink flows divine

His ails now gone
Be the gaunt a distant reminder
On his love for life
All wed and settled
To a way the village breaths

Yet I know of him
Words for soothing be given
For those about to grieve
My grief
And
My loss

But that was then
And
Life is now
We know how to play
Our game so much better these days
So it is alas my friend

Just one Cornetto
Mar 2014 · 1.7k
Jigsaw
andy fardell Mar 2014
One look into the box and there you see
My world in pieces
A jigsaw written
This picture painted  
All at one in days of old
Now broken
Left for the forgotten

Go pick a piece
See that smile
It's been a while
When the sky was blue and the grass came green
But that was then and this is now

The box is flattened from its lonely place on the top shelf
Corners bent,twisted yet still performing
Even after all these years
Layers of dust hide the beautiful picture that
Once had pride
Once had a place
Once had a purpose
Faded is the view
Scratched is the paint but inside the beauty is still there

Put me together again
Glue the pain away
Make me smile
Make me shine
Don't hide me inside just bring this jigsaw alive
Wake me from the slumber
Go colour my soul
Fit me back together again
Make me the whole
Mar 2014 · 370
Shades of
andy fardell Mar 2014
Blood shot eyes stare back at me blindly
Is that really me now looking so old
Lines upon lines
Do you hear me laughing

Peppered hair that did shone brown
All faded away to the shades of grey
Fifty ??
Not here been a while me thinks

Well the years were good
Think I lost a few way's
Memories aging
The sweet shop fade

So I look in the mirror
It looks at me
All dreams gone and faded
My own believe

I'm stuck in the future
The stone is cast
A ripple is out there
This fade my last

Deep breaths as you dawn this
For you will see
Your life is your own live
Just look at me
Mar 2014 · 326
Tears
andy fardell Mar 2014
Tears fell onto the glass outside
So here I lay
Curled so tightly
Crying out
Cursing the rain as it drowned out my
Screams

My soul was flooded
Yet empty
Voices that once echoed so sweetly
Now fell silent
And the knot in my belly
Continues

The daylight is coming
But here
Inside me
The darkness wins the war
Mar 2014 · 297
The Empty Colour
andy fardell Mar 2014
Empty is my mind of colours
As I wash the walls inside me I see
Only white
A colourless colour
Missing the world
My mind on empty
Empty of life

Brushes wash and paint
Yet the white remains
Inside
Painfully hurting
Biting its way to a blur

Let me see
Let me see the colour of the ocean
Let me see the sun and the moon
Even my bitten lip cannot change this madness

So in my mind I follow the blinding
A slave to the system I paint
Painting the cracks
Patching the leaks
Holding back the colour
I battle it's beauty ..it's rage
It's wanting
Wanting me to burst
Into life
Mar 2014 · 313
Muted
andy fardell Mar 2014
The silence deafened us
Yet we all knew the language spoken
Air so full of breeze
As waves of hands spoke their volumes

Prove enough that we were as one
Raging conversations for the muted
So in the end
Just like any other voice
The sounds became a din
So be it written
Mar 2014 · 381
Scars
andy fardell Mar 2014
Into the four corners of my mind
Sat the monsters
Quietly sleeping
As I searched for their wake

The time to ripple was nearly upon us
Scars ready for the burst
The never ending **** of failure  
Would be haunting

So the tickle has begun
Wake my soul
Shake these bones
My talons felt thirsty

From the four corners of my mind
Dead eyes now shone
Rasping breaths devoured the stench
The wake had begun
Mar 2014 · 489
One day tomorrow
andy fardell Mar 2014
Into I walk on this day
For my fear is with tomorrow
That tomorrow I know about
The one where I hear it all
Yet say the wrong
Place the mind
Rest the soul
Feed the earth  

That one day
Not yet
For my words need a breath
Listened too
Played and sung
To the kings and queens
That play our cards

Maybe then I will allow
My tomorrow
But it is I that still holds the ace
The trump card

The pièce de résistance
Is all mine
My tomorrow can wait
For today I will shine
Stride upon this earth
And raise a smile
For tomorrow
Mar 2014 · 325
Our Gods
andy fardell Mar 2014
The Gods meant well tonight
For they ate the tastiest morsels
Drank the finest wine
And laughed at us
Below

No mountain rage or thunder strikes
No shakes under foot
No bullets fired
And the whole world was good
The whole world was good

The dice came out in a rumble to our skies
What was the bet we fear
The wine was good
Peace still wanted
No misunderstood

No killers on the streets
All pain ...all gone  
No cancer-ed angels
And the whole world was good
The whole world was good

The fallen glass fell as rain in a blizzard
Fall was out
Rage was in
The Gods meant well
A praised believe
Still they drank
Till the party fell over
And the 7 billion suffered
The bet was lost

Save us
Save our world
Save our self destruct
The Gods meant well

Didn't they!!
andy fardell Mar 2014
As you read these lines I will etch out into your mind my nothingness
See I am the words that you seek
I am the lost pages from a book that will never open
You will never know me
Or my title

My world is our world and what you see and hear
Can never be written
Can never be read
Observed ...yes
Till you forget me and my nothingness  
For then you will continue
Carry your life
Remember that you will not remember
Me or my words

My Life
Mar 2014 · 386
Whispering Night
andy fardell Mar 2014
See my face as I walk into the crowd
Another wasted moment  
Watch me melt away
Feel my breath
Faded
Lost into the forest of your dreams

The tasteless drink falls from my lips
My train likes to roll and sway me
This keeps me safe amongst the people
In my hidden life I feign

Smells of the earth from worn leather
I hope they fed well in their time
For now I was thirsty and my enemies
Close

The day goes on
And on

The sounds continue and the voices shout
My world is screaming
Change your life
Get of the bus
Remove that cloak
The fear is old ..the love all gone
Yet the train keeps coming
My heard is loud

Into the whispering night I stay
I like the moon glistening silver shadows
Feeding these eyes of hope
See the twinkling diamond dance and leap towards me
Feel the silence as I walk on frosted strands
Everything looks beautiful
All is fine
This new world is mine all mine
Mar 2014 · 226
This End
andy fardell Mar 2014
Why lie when the truth bears your mind
Only a fool feels their love
Only a fool bears the truth
About to behold

Lies, hurt and the words
Never bear the fruit they so could want
Take my jagged teeth and feel their clean
For only you have my taint
In your chocolate bitter hum

One day your view will clear
And the parting will take you
Breath you B
Only you will carry the burden of your false

Eyes now blind follow these whispers
Looks from the past
Hated
Wanted
Weakened in your haste to leave me
Let my sweetness begin
Mar 2014 · 258
Let Me Sleep
andy fardell Mar 2014
I see my madness has failed to desert me
Still
I must enjoy the company
Reply to the sounds of my many silenced
Laughs
Oh the chill of the night
Warms my inner thoughts as the battle commences
In this hollowed out box

These are the nights I so worry
Where will my wakening take me my friends
See all that you thought you were
Means nothing to these words that lay before
My swollen crackling eyes
Hahaha I so love my wit

And the joy continues even as the dawn
Lays me down for a sleep so so desperately
Seeking my voice

Go
Sleep myself to sleep
Let the sounds fade to a lullaby haze
Watch the mad breath of life seek another
Give me peace
Let me sleep ...let me sleep
Feb 2014 · 314
Rose
andy fardell Feb 2014
The tingling rose fed its way into the hall
Yet the place drew a silence ...
Up the stairs it grew
Ready for the lair
Ready for your lips
Breath easy
Breath the still
For you know its there
You can feel it round you as you gasp a quite scream
The tingling rose has entered
And because of this
It is you that is the chosen one
It is you that needs to bleed the earth
Shhh for now you are mine
And only I can take you from this haunting
Say you love me
Say you will join me
As I bequest this rose for freedom
Freedom from the evil that lays
So that you may live in my
Last breath....My Love
Feb 2014 · 372
Worn
andy fardell Feb 2014
The blunted edge played a tune to my mindless stare
In and out my focus waned
Time was on track

My chair had become my prison as the week fell away
The dawn of the tomorrow wanted today
And a tear formed in my sadness

The smile all for show
Cracked
Faded
Worn
Worn like a frock for the masses
And the sheep do follow

So I seek the golden liquid
The one that feeds my thirst
My elixir of life
And
The white hare has won

Till I wake under a new light
Crawl back into the past
Lower my head from the view
Let the shame go on
Feb 2014 · 269
Empty
andy fardell Feb 2014
My empty mind so full of the past
All lost to the future
Dead to the present
These eyes given blur

Nothing feels me anymore
No pain to gain
Nor thrill given pill
A soul wrapped in anger
Tossed for the waste

Oh the joys of another breath
Feeding these veins so cruel to myself
A sighed voice screams in the quiet
Wake this shout
Fill me

Can you not see the fight in me
It wants to live
It wants to run and shout
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive

Instead I turn my face to a cold pillow
Look away from a world I could love
Let me find the deep deep black
I call home
Leave me
Leave me ....alone
Feb 2014 · 2.1k
The Rise Of The Blue Swan
andy fardell Feb 2014
He hid in the shadows of his life
For the world hurt him and all that he wanted
A mind shattered into the shards of hurt that burned
His skin at the merest thought

The blue swan laid low
Like a sunset hidden in the midday sun
Or a full moon ready in the depths of the darkest hollow
His time would come
The blossom would break and his beating wings would soon rise
For he was the blue swan
His pen ready yet she was hidden in the clouds of his uncleared mind  
A mate for his remainder  
Their love
His way

Swan so blue please wake from your bitter
Shine like the kindred spirit you had before the storm
Swan of the day
Love of the night
Your future is waiting
So bright is your fire  
The day has come for the blue swan to fly
So beat like the earth on the run
Rise to the mountains
Shout to the sky
Fly  
Blue
Fly ..
Feb 2014 · 501
This Sword
andy fardell Feb 2014
It is my ink inlaid with blood that I do write from my heart,I fear not what lays before me I fear not what walls my quill may break. I need no shame in what I write nor feel as my writing will and shall remain so from me and my heart My sword is sharp,sharper than any steel for I need no threat to obtain my feelings,no anger in my voice for only in your mind will I blossom and win the war within ....the peace shall be my Eden
Feb 2014 · 418
The World Is Broken
andy fardell Feb 2014
We carry on our daily roles
We breath the air
Control our goals
And yet I wonder if we do care
Our world is broken
In despair  

I watch the news  
It's bitter taste
All this anger
All this rage
No food to feed the poor and needy
Bankers bonus  
Hungry
Greedy  

Fighting over dust of land
Politicians killing grand
All because a dollar bill
Yen or sterling
All gods will

Blankets hidden
Cold go shiver
Fine the starving
Feed the killer

I believe we've come to far
The world is broken
Self the harm
The world is broken
I'm in tears
Ive seen the future
This my fear

Note ....Having watched the news tonight I am completely broken,canceled children's operations in my own back yard ,fighting in Syria,bankers gambling our pensions away,bedroom tax,sanctions for those most in need of food ,profits for big business while the poor go unfed,police soldiers and yes big brother watching us.
Why do we allow such countries to fight,is it not the people that suffer,why do we allow the likes of North Korea,why do we allow the likes of America to treat their poor as so yet spend so much on warfare.Why do we treat our elderly so awful in the UK.
Why ???
Why ???
Why ???

Because The World is Broken .....
andy fardell Feb 2014
So my secret is out  
Yet here you stand
Washed and waited still by me
Now you know
After all these years
My peace is our peace
I love you
Please don't spread the words I said
It's hidden
It's our bless
The world must never know
The words I've spoken
Given you  
Should anyone go ask
You nod a smile
Be blank
Go past  
Don't tell them not a thing
Our secrets hidden
Bursting in
Be fire upon your eyes
A passion burning
Lips on fire

Be ready !!
Feb 2014 · 594
Today Would Be Different
andy fardell Feb 2014
Slowly I turned the page
I like the new day
Bitten lip ready for a voice
Eyes rested from the darkness  
Now alive and alert

Today would be different
See my book was empty
All chapters blank
No news yet to be written
Today would be different

Stretching my mind I wondered
A smile
What new shoots from the tree
Would come
Who's life would I change
Where would I go
Should
My left turn right
Could
My right turn left
Only the shadows would know  

For they always know
Their book is never empty
Read it be
Like the palm in my hand
Lines scarred into my future
Yet my mind has the key
To re write my page
My eyes have the magic to change
This written
Today would be different

Feel the itching on my hand
As the path breaks free
New lines
New hope in a
New day  
The shadows fallen
To the glorious dawn of the sun
Today would be different
Feb 2014 · 1.4k
The Old Sea Dog
andy fardell Feb 2014
I do not bark
But have a bite
I do no harm
Unless we fight
Yet I be the only dog of the sea thats
Unloved

I'm gentle and social
I travel
I follow
A scent is a dinner
Eating out

Be I misunderstood
Be I fair
I'm hungry
I feast
your ........
Fait accompli
Feb 2014 · 362
This Blowing Wind
andy fardell Feb 2014
Crisp and crackle went the sheets
As I hid my mind from the sounds outside
The wind did scream its terror
As I shivered to another ghost walking
Over my future

My nightmare had started its watery heat
And lay there I must to the paralytic state
Of night
The battering continued and my life became
Less

This nigh of nights felt different
Felt louder
Brighter
Darker
Scarier
Than many many moons of past
And full was that moon
Shining like the sun
Shimmering dances round my room
Yet my music did play another tune

Eerie thoughts consumed my mind
The grasp had rumbled  
I was done
Burnt to tinder  
Gusts of hunger began their feast
Wave after wave the winds
Surrounded me

Drowning in the chilling blasts
Of night
I bequeathed my love
My dream was nearly over
The silence of the wind held me tight
My voice silenced
The calm of dawn had arrived
Feb 2014 · 612
Everyone has a Secret
andy fardell Feb 2014
If I whisper in your ear
Then your mine all mine you see
For I want to tell you all
It's my writing
It's the wall
My secret wants to burst
It's screams to me
It hurts
I hope you feel the same  
When I tell you all
My game
For seven and the forty
I've hidden what was naughty
No sounds have passed my lips
The secrets all have hid
So trust is all I've had
Now your my light
My grasp
So listen
Listen good
My life misunderstood
I'll say this only once
The secrets here
Don't run

Are you ready ??????
Feb 2014 · 572
My Love
andy fardell Feb 2014
I love your love
My love
I love your love

I love your love
My love
Love me more

It's you my love
It's you  
I adore

Please love my love
Love you
Please love my love
Amore

This kiss I blow
A wish for you
Lets go

A rose so sweet
Lay at your feet
My love

So be with me forever
As I love you
My love
Our love
Feb 2014 · 364
Crumpled
andy fardell Feb 2014
Can you ******* fear
For I am lost
Broken
Crumpled under

See these lines
Bitterness in life
Sorrowed
This wasted ink I flow

My silent voices scream
Words ranted vermin
Wanted
For a better way to wake

Alas I have your thoughts
And now you wonder
Thinking
Am I really so blinded    

The new day comes
Torture behold me
Ready
For the madness of mind
Feb 2014 · 882
Sweet Summer Kiss
andy fardell Feb 2014
The raindrops are falling as tears on my face
I wonder who's calling the past catching haste
And yes I still wonder
Where all it fell wrong
So I wrote you a letter and sung to this song

Let me hold you beside me
Let me kiss both your lips
Just give me a second
Your sweet summer kiss

I'm lost in the dessert
I'm all on a drift
The dry of the well
The summer is missed
I know you still want me
But hide from your past
So I wrote you this letter and sung to this song

Let me hold you beside me
Let me kiss both your lips
Just give me a second
Your sweet summer kiss

3 weeks have all passed now
And still your not here
the dessert is winning
I'm lost that I fear
I wonder where you are and who you are with
Yet still I remember
Your sweet summer kiss

Let me hold you beside me
Let me kiss both your lips
Just give me a second
Your sweet summer kiss
Feb 2014 · 457
Sweet Valentine
andy fardell Feb 2014
Whisper too me
Say you love me
So sweet the night

My sweet sweet valentine
My sweet sweet love
I love you
Love sweet love
I love you
Love sweet love

Come here hold me
Say you want me
Hold me tight

My sweet sweet valentine
My sweet sweet love
I love you
Love sweet love
I love you
Love sweet love

For you I love you all
My one my shiny star
Forever
Feb 2014 · 611
Rain
andy fardell Feb 2014
The earth cries blood from the vessels of life
No haven from the tide of torture about to bequeath
This well trodden land
For 40 days and 40 nights we have bowed our heads
In shame
And still the rain comes

Torrent after torrent to feed our guilt
We pray for sun
An answer that never comes
Tears from the land
Swallow us
Devour us
Feed on our expected want

The land has left and my boat
Is filled
For the masses the search is on
In new pastures
A new life
A new way to treat ourselves
I wait for the calm

Sun oh shine down on my life
Shine down on this world
As I land for the ready
Underneath my look the green shoots
Flow  
Hold my hand and  
Let the fun begin
Feb 2014 · 773
The Mask
andy fardell Feb 2014
My mask of a thousand years shows no emotion
For this world
For each grain of its being
Holds a story for our future
Each line, crease and fold bares heavy
In my heart

And the world continues its turn
What horrors have I unleashed
7 billion souls
Hungry
Wanting
Crying for a better hope

And still they prey
It is this waste that enrages me into action
I gave them life and all they do is
Fight it
Steal it
Shame it
All to anger me
Rage me into the monster I so rarely wish  

The time has come for the mask to fall
This place needs me
My world is broken
And I am ashamed
Look at me and worry
For the future is here and
The story is written
Jan 2014 · 780
Shining Bright
andy fardell Jan 2014
As I stepped outside as clear in the air
A brightest of light sparkled so near
The stars in their twinkle did come to my lips
This breath taken over all held in a wisp

Amazingly brilliant all ready for view
The lights in the sky so gloriously new
No boundaries given just clear in the night
This wondrous feeling I'm free I'm alive

My smile did return as I stared back in awe
The sky on this night so beautiful calm
I knew there and then that I'd taken the choice
The no turning back a voice to rejoice

My writing returned the book on the table
I'm coming free world I'm willing and able
My name will be up there as clear as the night
The time for the future is here shining bright
Jan 2014 · 569
Ink
andy fardell Jan 2014
Ink
The ink is dying in my thoughts
What am I
On
No widow wakes
Nor sleep from my
Dreams
Blank whiteness so becomes
Blinded

Music takes me
Plays my soul
Beats my toes to a jitter
Hands that want to scream
Hold this pen of life

So cold is the flow
A breath on hold
Cold
So cold
Teeth bitten to a silence
The ink has solidified
My heart had died
Jan 2014 · 506
Spiders
andy fardell Jan 2014
The spiders in my head love to dance
In control of my thoughts they prance
Washing my will
They dance for the thrill

The spiders in my mind own me
Look at my eyes and you will see them
Hiding a flaunt as they spin
Up a storm  

The spiders in my soul cry a reach
For they search this skin for love
On my lonely world
I progress

Be careful when I speak
Hear the spider
Look at me
For a kiss
I will open your eyes
andy fardell Jan 2014
I can feel your pain
Don't hide the truth
Tell us out
Feed the love
Walk on over to the other side
Come on in and join the club

We wont bite
Just tell you good
Hold my hand
Feel the love
Walk on over to the other side
Come on in and join the club

See my smile
It's here for good
Just let go
Feed the love
Walk on over to the other side
Come on in and join the club

This is the club of life
Where good is good
Hurt is forbidden
Feel the love
Walk on over to the other side
Come on in and join the club

Just one small step
That's all it needs
A life for freedom
Feel the love
Feel our love
Walk on over to the other side
Jan 2014 · 510
Father dear Father
andy fardell Jan 2014
Father dear Father

Your music played on the radio
No words from these lips
I remembered the sunshine in your smile
A laugh that had me out
All gone down
A memory bliss

Father dear Father

The clouds were light,fluffy and soft
My grasp reaching to a faded hand
The sky blue gave me a lift
Till I looked over
Then I was sad
So lonely

Father dear Father

It's been a while yet still I pain
Still I want another chance
Another breath
My vision blurred by watered eyes
This cry
Your long long sleep
Jan 2014 · 659
The Wakening
andy fardell Jan 2014
The wakening bore its fruits
Aches inside me still beating at these bones
Yet the bottle stays dry and my thirst
Becomes me

Why me
Surrounded in these walls
Why shout at my scream inside
A bloodied lip my only quench
Sends a shiver

There is no future when the world
Is painted black
There is no peace I fear
Only pain
Only sorrow
I breath
Dec 2013 · 663
Happy New Despair
andy fardell Dec 2013
Well another year becomes an end
Yet fight we do to pay the rent
Scrimp and save to make it by
Money
World
My laugh
I cry

We fight for peace yet live for war
Religion feeds the hate
Deplore
Be oil bound
Or desert land
Fighting freedom
Media land

Adverts paid from the starving lives
CEO ..on dollar lies
Shakes my head that we don't care
Send us cash
No shame
Despair

Message from our leaders say
Here in Britain we all pay
(I don't see them hurting)
But for what my future
Battle plans
Oil
Greed
Starve the land

So I bow to the follow
No head I raise to show
I follow like the sheep
I'm told
The want
I know

I'll be that good and never shout
I'll be the one
Say yes
The world controlled because
I am
I follow like the rest
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