my one wish is
to find someone
who sees the world
as beautiful as i do
with their mouth
preaching poetic beauty
as i have once done
to all the boys
i have loved

silent tears streaming down my face
i want to speak up
i want to scream it out
but i have learnt to stay silent
cause no one hears me anyway
so i stay silent
and my tears do too

our lips will never meet
nor our fingers intertwine
and so bless my dreams
for indulging what's not mine

Sometimes I see our reflection in the mirror
Sometimes I feel your hands around my waist
Sometimes I hear your voice whisper in my ear
But it’s always interrupted when I open my eyes
And realize you’re not there

Silence is a spiritual denial of everything that has ever been known to you.

All is love.

The finite, though illusory, is paradoxically the path to enlightenment, to infinity, to love.

Our world is on the cusp of extinction.

Humanity is an infant. It needs to grow up fast.

From its inception, humanity has aggrandized, warred, killed.

A minuscule percentage has loved.

Of all potential behaviors, love is the least realized and most powerful positively.

Why has humanity not fully embraced it?

Only love can save our world.

Love now and forever.

TOD HOWARD HAWKS

Please dont break this perfect illusion
And tell me you love me.
A illusion that feels
Closest thing to real.
Exactly what I need to heal
Sensations of metallic tasting wounds.
Surrounding me.
I need your love.
Wanting is not even an option for me.
Stay with me.
Until I want to leave.