Truth
I make people think that i'm strong
But on the inside i'm softer than jello.
You think i'm shy but when you really know me i'm the chatter bug if the group.
Guys think oh well shes ugly and not worth my time,
If you get to know me i'm beautiful on the inside and i'll do anything to make you happy, you would be my 2nd priority.
I might not get the best of grades but at least i try, and i don't copy off of others work.

Dear Dad, i'm sorry that i am a waste of your time,
Dear Dad, i'm sorry i'm not worth the waste of your gas.
Dear Mom, i'm sorry for all the times i have hurt you,
Dear Mom, i'm sorry i'm not the perfect child you have always wanted.
Dear Sisters, i'm sorry for all of the times you have seen me in a hospital,
Dear Sisters, i'm sorry for scaring you allot.
Dear Dad, i'm sorry you have an imperfect daughter,
Dear Dad, I'M SORRY THAT YOU HAD TO WASTE PART OF YOU JUST TO BE DISAPPOINTING.
Dear Family, i'm sorry i'm not getting any better.
Dear Doctor Quack, i'm sorry but my depression level is a 10/10.
Dear Mom, i'm sorry to say but i might need to go back.
Dear Grandma Melody, i'm so very sorry that i'm breaking my promise to you again.
Dear Julie, i'm sorry but i tried to cope but i failed at it just like i failed at life awhile ago.
Dear Family, i'm sorry but to save you all that means i have to go.
Dear Family, i'm so very sorry to cause you so much pain!!
Dear Evan, i'm sorry that i have caused you pain but i'm tired of hearing your lies.


GOOD BYE!!

I will never let you fall,
i will stand up with you forever.
ill be there for you,
through it all.
Even if saving you,
Sends me to heaven.

<3

It feels like this pain,
will last forever.
it feels like this hurt,
will never go away.

The one i want has an angels smile,
        she’s always sweet and finds the time to talk awhile.
The one i want doesn’t have the heart to lie,
        she’s always true and isn’t afraid to cry.
The one I want would know what to say and will always be there
        when i ask her to stay