He has a girlfriend.
I don't know if I should laugh or cry...

And my heart stopped when I saw him.
I wanted to run,
Into his arms,
Or away forever?

They tell her she's an old soul.
Understanding beyond her years.
Her smile is tainted with sadness,
Pillow is stained with tears.

Yes, she's an old soul.
Knows things she was never taught.
She's got this streak of kindness,
The kind that can't be bought.

Another explanation that doesn't quite make sense.
Another accusation, to consume my confidence.
Another way for you to tell me to just go away.
Another sigh,
Another cry,
Another normal day.

And something deep in the back of her mind aches.
Yes,
That one part from so long ago.
She almost had forgotten about its existence.

Almost.

Every time she tries to forget,
It gets hungry,
And he craves the attention he thinks he deserves.

Bit off too much,
I think I might choke.
I'm getting swallowed
By the pit in my throat.

The snow has melted.

Why do I feel so cold?