I imagine a biological plant,
I reach for It but can't touch It beacuse It's only my imagination.

I picture the same plant and reach to grab it but this time It's in 2D.

Now I am holding the plant. I can see and feel It got many features trying to prove itself being realistic but
It got no smell, no dirt, no life. It's just a prop.

Unlike your plant..

I can feel the warmth, the edgy imperfections, the good intentions of your plant.
I can see the healthy strains, the perfect ratio, the water flowing through your plant.
I can smell the unique aroma, the soul essence, natures soil all over your plant.

So I inject my plant with drugs, steriods and testoserone to match yours.
Look at my plant now world!
- Its just GMO'd.
Trying to be real made my plant more fake than It ever was.

How am I supposed to spread my seeds when my plant is so dysfunctional?
It would only create more confused and broken plants and eventually the world would be destroyed.

"Evolution could only come after a revolution"
Is a quote stuck in my brain.
Should I let my plant rot for the better
or should I keep watering It hoping for the best?
I really dont know anymore.

I speak but it comes out wrong, yet in my mind It's so clear.
So much expression behind my song but the words just Isn't there.
Several buds in my ****, yet the high disappears.
I conquer my fear but the Devil is always near.
Many know the truth, fewer actually cares.
Looking for happiness through the blurry window we call tears.

I had the cake and ate from it, but this pie didn't last for eternity.
now its gone, before it was even a concern to me.

I search for meaning as I look down at the mirror of stupidity, one click and paradise was captured inside my 6 inch screen instantly.

Now there's just memories, dwelling endlessly, affecting the flow of my energy. like how am i even suppose to learn and evolve from this mentally?

A wolf I became when your attention lit up my crescent moon to the symbol of infinity.
In a world where the strongest survive I only need you to obtain divinity.

I told you this was a stupid idea from the get-go.
You said: maybe baby.
So I decided to try.
I fell for you, you were mine and I never planned to let go.
But she didn't know "love" is not something you just say though.

I've been through this before so I should of known, I just never really believed I could lose her.
three shots to my heart now everyone heard the rumor, pathetic young man who's whole life been a blooper.
Doc said take these and you wont feel like a loser. Real love is when you can be happy for others while you're stuck in a corner.

Well Doc,
I can already see myself there with a dummy hat on my head,
frown on my face because I heard he abuse her.
Now all I think about is that my maneuvers was worse than the abuser.

Used or abused.. neither is cooler.


Funny how different our life is yet we share the same future.

Was the day I decided to join my brethrens.
Spent two weeks longer in my mothers purse before birth just to make sure I would find my way to heaven.
It's a long search but hard work teaches a lesson; It's all perception.

I'm cursed,
It hurts.
Take away my oxygen so I can stop breathing for a second.
I need to know if my affection is a deception.
Why do I have to live in suppression?
I don't always make the right decisions but I don't need your protection.
My 21 grams may not hold enough weight but at least It's not missing in action.

Slow down,
take it easy.
I don't really need to be in this position.
It's all in my mind but to me, these are real visions.

Don't take away my sight just make me feel different,
because I'm close to losing my life but I haven't sought forgiveness.

I see you, pull my headphones out to greet you, even though I get more distracted by the thought of having to pull them out as a nice gesture than the actual music in my ear.
It's weird but that's just who I am.
It sure feels like I'm part of somebody's plan when everything I learned Can't even teach me how to behave like a human.
A pet, like a dog I'm confused by all the dogmas surrounding me.
Luckily I got the audacity to turn down their offerings and create a way for myself and those who choose to follow me, so follow me since nobody else has. I rode a straight path where darkness was the only friend I ever had but now.. I'm suppose to have all my **** in the bag?
So they ask; What do you need? A rack? Reggie or split it half and half?
I don't care...
As long I'm that needle in the haystack for my aire to find and inherit the knowledge of spreading peace in the air insted of spitting crack that's not hard to grind. Meanwhile my friends keep chasing birds like it was the only word my generation ever heard but **** it, It's cool.
Judging you was never something I ment do. I am just making you realize that, "that" ain't my life so when I finally do what I really want to do  just compare the difference and understand I had nothing to lose.

"Hey! Wake up you ungrateful prospect."
- Im fully conscious, I wasnt in the back sleeping through lectures, I was lucid dreaming my way out of the classroom to actually gain some knowledge.

Stop gazing at my sight I ain't your son.
Throw up that sign like you praise the sun;
to catch the football and touchdown the feeling of making a dad proud of his son, "the hero", win.
Its like ****** but addiction is just in our brains, right?
So here on out the addiction stops.

See me as a human being, born to be the very same thing as you are.
Except I don't want to score in life, I don't sought after a prize to show off the immediate reaction of the mediocre platform we both stand on.
"The circle of life..."
More like the tall triangle we try to climb to reach the top for advice but the true path of life is slippery, just like the gaze in your eyes.