Dear you,
I hate you. I hate you and your stupid side glances, the way you smile at me like you have a secret in the back seat of the car at midnight. The way you keep your cigarette behind your ear. I hate that ******* sadness in your eyes and I hate wanting to kiss your tears away. I hate how your cheekbones cut the air, I hate how you look in the light of the street lamps on cold nights. I hate how I want to get drunk off your whiskey kisses. I hate that my head is filled with memories, things we did, things you said and every street I walk down I hear you taking the same footsteps beside me. I hate how that bench has your name on it, I hate how my heart swells when you say mine.
I hate you.
But I'll always love you just the same.

on saturday I bought myself a dress
and you bought yourself more time
in my head

The snow is falling outside
Like the way I’m falling for you
It melts on the sidewalk
Like the way your eyes melt my heart
The whiteness is blinding
Just like your smile
This flurry outside,
Feels like my stomach inside,
When you’re by my side
Each snowflake is one of a kind,
Intricate, detailed, and refined
Exactly like you

Why do you have to cut deep into your skin? Aren't you aware of that you are alright? The past left you, the future admires you. The present loves you. So why do you have to cut deeper into your skin? Aren't you aware of that everything is alright? You know I will never understand. You don't expect me to, but please be cautious. The things you do determine a fast end, a short life. So pack your things we are leaving, to a place where I can live and you can feel again. So why do you have to cut deeper into your skin? You know everything is alright.

She drew and she drew
Until she looked at all the pictures
And they all were versions of you

"remember the time we were alone?"

i could never forget
how romance stays
under the tongue
through the lip
between the teeth
all i see
are
memories
of you
and
me

Different sizes but all the same
Our hearts are our masters and we the game
Pushing on our fragile veins
Leaving a trail of red stains
Locked behind a cage
Growing stronger with rage
The heart gives a message
Sometimes aching with pain
When betrayed, the heart will bleed
Teaching a lesson with every steady beat