I can't take this pain away as much as I try to figure it out I just do more and more damage. I hate feeling like I'm always trapped. Tears flowing down my cheeks as I ask myself why,why so much agony.? I'm stuck in my own zone trying to figure even myself out. Words can't even begin to describe how I'm feeling inside. I keep it all in without letting one word out. All I can do is sit here and cry. My tears says more than a million words.

Come, come closer, and enter in a world that is against each other. Don’t get me wrong you will have people the will love one another, but someday they will stab you in the back knowing you won’t be able to escape their traps. Feeling powerful but fooled, falling by the darkness night desperate to reach what you so call light. Hypnotize by the spark of fire one touch and you’ll burn to ashes and dust, probably do anything to survive when the world is about to end flashing right before your eyes. We as humans think were so big and on top of the world, but literally were small like tiny little ants. Not aware were the one causing this pain, a final day to have a blood of rains, planet earth doesn’t have a specific year for it end it’s the ants so call us making that happen. So wash from what is going around us not realizing where our sins are taken us in a world this is against each others.

**By Jacob Cuadro

Like a
crooked
tooth
she played
on his
mind
just
enough
to keep
him
from
smiling...

i sorta kinda want to die
but it would be a decision
that can't be undone
and i'm not good at commitment

I wish
I found it easy
To cut my losses
Instead of my wrists.

I hate my life
I want to **** myself
I'll grab a knife
And cut my neck
Hang myself
From a limb
While everyone around
Watches me

I'm choking
Almost out of breath
Bleeding
And then
I feel the sweet delicious release of death