Every time you sent me one of your fake smiles, I clenched my fists and covered my eyes, pretending I knew nothing. Turn away and keep quiet, Isn't that how the world works?
Brought down to my knees Face to face with the dirt And all that lies beneath Thinking over again Piecing it all together Asking the same question Wanting to understand Why we’re here When it all feels the same The same pain Of a different caliber
you can feel flooding your chest like a tsunami you can hear in the pauses on your rainy-days playlist you can see in the cracks in the pavement you can smell in the blown out candles you can taste in the bitterness of your lonely morning coffee
i'm sorry i seem so indifferent lately but i feel like my bloodstream is running cold and my heart is getting cold and everything is running cold but i swear it's not my fault i've been standing out in the rain for so long.