I broke myself today
When I realized
I would never get anything done
The battle between stimulus
and systems
was already won

I am a slave to the new
and chained to "To-Do"

you look at me
the last sunset of
my hometown
sweet and sad
but
full of
remembrance

i have always
lived in the past,
dragging around
this melancholy heart
looking for lost places
or past loves.
i guess i lost myself
a little too much
in you this time.

i want to write poems for you
but you bled me dry
and now all i have are whispers
in place of sonnets.

i will wait for you
until there is nothing left
but burning skies
and wilting roses.

My soul yearns for your in the day daytime . When my body won’t buy your ticket to come see me. This soul of mine is always besides your knowing that you are mine. I wake up wondering if I am yours, but I always come to the conclusions of these broken dreams . That you in fact are mine to find. No matter how far you are.