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 Jan 2014 Alysia Michelle
Chris
You are the bucket collecting falling rain
sitting just outside my window.
You are the tender speck of sunlight
weaving through gently shifting leaves,
dancing on the forest floor at the back door of my heart.
Every tree feels your caressing touch,
every flower tastes your silky scent,
because you are the thought behind
every wistful summer breeze.

I wade carefully into your drifting waters
because you are the stretching ocean,
your breath each breaking wave.
You are every passing cloud,
every weathered grain of sand,
every expanse greater than myself.

You became the air inside my lungs,
and I breathed as deeply as I could
even though I surely knew
you could never stay for good.
 Jan 2014 Alysia Michelle
Chris
These words are for your lips
because I know how much you hate them.
I will use my own to lay these letters on them,
and I promise I will be as soft as the words
you spoke to me before the sun woke up.
I will sink my teeth into every crack and gaping crater,
and I will fill them with everything I have left.
My fingers will trace each newly opened scar,
and I will mend each one with suture made from steel.
And as you slowly chip away, I will
keep all of your pieces together,
because you do not need to be whole to be complete.
You do not need to be whole to be complete.
 Jan 2014 Alysia Michelle
Chris
We were suspended between
perfect chaos and haunting steadiness;
your hands as stable as swaying ships
until they found their harbor within my own.
And your lips still hold the taste of the last name
you let them whisper, oh how I pray that it was mine.
For I still need your quivering fingers,
I still need your trembling lips,
I still need your shaky breathing,
and all the beats your heart has skipped.
 Jan 2014 Alysia Michelle
Chris
I was once told,
“We write what we know best",
and they say I know you deepest.
But like the fail points of a bridge,
you know exactly where
I’m weakest.
And if the oceans still so vast,
your thoughts stretch further
than its shores;
while the outline of your ghost
still sleeps upon
my bedroom floor.
 Jan 2014 Alysia Michelle
Chris
I’m letting go of all of it.
Or maybe it’s just seeping out.
Melting through my fingers,
dripping into letters,
pouring into words.
I’m losing parts of me,
but it’s the only way
to lose parts of you as well.
Because you still
live inside these hollow bones,
you still haunt these pulsing veins.
And when I think that you’re all gone,
I still feel you in the rain.
 Jan 2014 Alysia Michelle
Chris
Tonight our bones will never fracture,
even with the weight upon our shoulders.
Our battered arms can lift steel bars,
and weary legs can run for miles.
Tonight our hurting hearts will heal,
and every word will be the suture
in the stitches of our wounds.
Tonight I will be the anchor
that still floats, the anchor
that cannot sink;
but you will be the weight
wrapped around all that I am.
You will be the weight
that keeps me grounded.
 Jan 2014 Alysia Michelle
Chris
They say some memories last forever,
if not in thoughts then in our fingers.
Like how your hands brushed past my skin,
and every time I wished they'd linger.

Every night we spent up late
taking drives up to the lake,
now stays buried in my head
along with words I never said.

Our hearts were silently exposed
like cooling hands on hardwood tables.
And your fingers traced the outlines
of all the faded, peeling labels.

I still see the ring stained outline
of where your coffee was left last.
I seem to wonder if it keeps
all the sorrow from our past.
 Jan 2014 Alysia Michelle
Chris
I know you’re still a mess,
and sometimes you wish I’d speak less.
I’m sorry I’m not silent,
my best words are birthed in weakness.
 Jan 2014 Alysia Michelle
Chris
Today we start again,
because 2 am does not define us.
Because sore hearts and even sorer eyes
will not shape our hurting souls.
And for every night we spent alone
the sun still rose each morning.
So today we start again.
As reluctant,
as scared,
as weak as you may be,
today we start again.
 Jan 2014 Alysia Michelle
Chris
Maybe I messed things up.
Maybe that humid, cloudy day
wasn’t supposed to be
the last time I would see you.
Maybe it was.
Maybe distance wasn’t the problem.
Because 1,002 miles can keep
a lot of things apart, except for words.
And maybe I just didn’t have any left,
or maybe I just ran out.
Maybe I was scared.
Maybe it was for the better.
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