i found an old picture of us
i swear it's perfection
i wish that i could recapture that moment
we were happy together
can we be like that again?
i would love nothing more
than to be in your arms
to kiss your lovely face
but later i guess
not now
we can still be happy
from afar
i love your hugs
but they don't last long enough
how long is long enough
i just want things to escalate
but not quickly
at a steady pace
first you'll hold my hand
then you'll peck my cheek
and so on??
sometimes you talk too much
and i want to kiss you so you'll shut up
sometimes silence is enough
i'm comfortable with you

If you think
that you know me
you're probably
wrong
I don't
say                              
a lot                
of things.

I shouldn't have cared
but you weren't there
I searched into the crowd
but you were nowhere to be found
and I even reminded you
I don't even know why I bothered
to believe you would come
because you've never been there before
my bad, I'll remember that ...
next time.

I want to be loved by a poet
because only poets know how
to steal your heart with words
a poet can capture your soul
within one simple poem
but can two poets coexist?

*can a poet love a poet?

Early morning or late at night
I can't get you off my mind
Somehow you always reappear
Life is better when you're near
You always manage to make me smile
And so I seem to be beguiled
Sometimes you won't even know
but nevertheless you bestow
a smile or a laugh when I'm upset
I still remember when we met
Do you feel bad for what went on?
To me it's always been foregone
I can see it played upon your face
I wish memories could be erased
The look in your eyes tells me a story
And boy I know that you are sorry
Sometimes they say I don't deserve her
I could not say that I concur
We play the game of skinny love
A game that we can't seem to shove
I'd like to tell you how I feel
But for now my lips are sealed.

Today I have decided That;
The Butterflies are welcome
To flutter in my tummy
My heart can pound as hard as it wants
As long as its still drumming
I won't hide my huge *** smile
I'll show my red face for awhile
All because you make me feel
That feeling that makes you feel REAL
You make being alive worth it
Life doesn't feel like such a death pit
Every time that you smile
It makes EVERYTHING worth while.

I don't know how to say this
But I'll try my best to do it
I think I...
I don't know if I want to tell you
I'm growing rather shy
I have these three small words
with a very big meaning
I've spoke them before
but never really in this context
I really want to say them
But they won't come out of my mouth
Maybe I could show you
Could you help me out?
You see your lips, you see mine
they should meet
and our fingers should intertwine
and when our lips part I might just say
those three words
I
what comes after I?
I must say you're looking swell
It shouldn't be this hard just to tell
to tell what?
To tell you  that I love you.