Buddhists are waiting for Maitreya.
Hindus are waiting for Avatara.
Christians are waiting for Jesus.
Muslims are waiting for Al Mahdi.
Whatever people call it , it is the same figure.
People have been waiting for that figure for too long.
But that figure never comes while the world is really chaotic.
I think it's better for me to be that figure myself.
The figure of the Messiah that looks like an apocalyptic fantasy hero.
It is not my ambition to become the Messiah.
No one will give me salary or allowance if I become the Messiah.
But I have been baptized in hellfire to become the Messiah.
So now is the time to fulfill my destiny as the Messiah.
Do you know what I will do when I become the Messiah ?!...
Will I bring peace to this rotten world ?!...
No , I will burn this rotten world until there is no more rot left.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven

To all pro Palestine people.
Don't say 'sorry'.
Don't say 'failed'.
People in Gaza will feel frustrated with those words.
Move as best you can.
Fight as hard as you can.
That's what they expect from you.
Whatever action you take will have an impact even if it is slow.
Show your fighting spirit consistency to support Palestine in many ways.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven

When it comes time to celebrate Eid.
Children in Gaza do not celebrate with fireworks but with jet bombardments.
Children in Gaza do not wear new clothes but they wear shrouds stained with blood.
No laughter of joy , only silence in the morgue.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven

Oh Habibti.
When a man loves a woman.
That man will always thinks about the woman he loves.
Every time he eats it doesn't feel delicious.
Every time he sleeps it doesn't feel peaceful.
Every time he hangs out it doesn't feel happy.
Because that man always thinks about the woman he loves.
You must know who that man is.
That man is me.
Me who loves you so much.
My love for you is unbearable.
I can't bear my love for you for too long.
So open your heart to me.
Let me into your deepest heart.
Let me marry you.
Let me be your habibi.
I want to feel how blissfully happy it is to have you.
Oh Habibti.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven

Every day there is me who dies repeatedly.
People and children of Gaza who are slaughtered everyday.
They are me who dies everyday.
I feel dead inside even though I am still alive.
I forgot what it feels like to be alive because actually I die everyday.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven

I'm bored of watching the first and second world war movies.
I want to watch the third world war.
Not a movie but a real war.
Hi tech war with various modern weapons.
Mutual destruction between China , Russia , Iran against America , British , Europe.
This will be the most epic war and I can't wait to watch it.
I will watch it streaming on the big TV that I just bought.
I will watch it casually sitting on the soft sofa in my warm room.
I will watch it while eating martabak and drinking cincau ice.
The third world war will be the best entertainment in the 21st century.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven

The feeling of powerlessness is very painful.
When you want change but you are unable to do it.
Change depends on many factors beyond your control.
You can only wait for a miracle but the miracle never comes.
While you are getting weaker , tired , desperate and helpless.
You want to give up but the voice inside you wants you to keep fighting.
It's all up to you whether you will give up or force yourself to keep fighting.
But calm yourself down for a moment.
Take a few deep breaths so your complicated thoughts can clear up a bit.
Then listen to the voice within you more clearly.
Yes , you have to keep fighting.
Keep fighting don't lose hope even if it seems to fade.
Keep fighting even though you are so tired and weak.
Keep fighting no matter how.
Keep fighting without knowing what it will be like.
Strengthen your fighting spirit and keep fighting !.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven