I no longer enjoy eating rawon or soto.
I am no longer excited to drive my car around the city.
I no longer enjoy playing my Nintendo Switch games.
I no longer feel calm when sleeping.
I can no longer concentrate on my work.
I am no longer excited to travel to various cities.
I can no longer relax listening to music while drinking coffee.
I no longer feel relieved smoking my cigarette.
I can no longer focus on managing my life.

Do you know why ?!?!...

Because Gaza is in chaos again.
People and children in Gaza are being slaughtered again every day.

So

I blame Israel for always causing chaos.
I blame America and Europe for supporting Israel.
I blame the hypocritical Arabs.
I blame the UN , ICC , ICJ and Human Rights for being useless.
I blame Meta , X , Google , BBC , CNN and all western media for covering up the real truth.
I blame the world for just keeping quiet.
I blame people who pretend everything is normal.
I blame people who still eat at McD , KFC , Burger King or Pizza Hut.
I blame people who still drink Pepsi , Coca Cola , Sprite or Fanta.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven

****** suhoor ends cease fire in Gaza.
Last night when people and children gathered to eat during Suhoor.
Suddenly there was terror bombardment by Israeli planes repeatedly.
All the people and children died.
Their bodies were burnt and shattered into pieces.
Hell that was once cold is now hot again.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven

Life in Gaza has just begun slowly.
Amidst hardship , limitations and uncertainty.
Ramadan that feels sad.
The great chaos is repeated again.
This chaos is not over yet.
It is not over yet.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven

During ramadan in Gaza.
Children always gather after iftar until suhoor.
They always play with fireworks that spin round and round.
The glow of light scatters in all directions.
It really looks bright in the middle of the dark night.
At least they can still feel joy and happiness.
In the middle of situation that is still full of difficulties and overshadowed by threats.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven

Dear Chef Michelle Santoso.
The Maqluba you made looked delicious.
It was the first maqluba you made.
With a high spirit to support Palestine through culinary arts.
Yes , Palestinian culinary is very rich and has a long history.
You should learn many of Palestinian cuisine recipes.
Make hummush , shawarma , falafel , qidra , mansaf , zibdiyit , summakiya and others.
Palestinians will be proud of you.
Coz you have a high spirit like them.
To preserve Palestinian cuisine that is claimed by Israelis.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven

A month after the cease fire situation in Gaza is still in limbo.
Stabilization is hampered by many problems.
Overshadowed by threats and uncertainty.
But life has just started again.
One of the people who started life is a pizza man.
Every day he goes around the entire Gaza strip.
Driving his van which is equipped with a kitchen in the back.
Usually he makes various pizzas in that kitchen.
Mozzarella pizza , pepperoni pizza , beef cheese pizza , tuna pizza and others.
The price of ingredients has dropped to cheap because stock on the market has returned to normal.
So he can buy the ingredients needed with the donation money he got.
He always makes pizza with love , sincerity , skill , dedication and determination.
Every day his face always smiles when he makes lots of pizza.
Then he always shares all the pizza he makes with the kids.
They all love to eat delicious free pizza.
The joy they feel when eating pizza has become the beginning of life in Gaza.


February 2025

By Alvian Eleven

Oh Habibti.
Why are you so beautiful ?
Your smile seduces my heart.
Your gaze brightens my soul.
You are the most beautiful woman in Gaza.
I want to make you my beloved wife.
Oh Habibti.


January 2025

By Alvian Eleven