I sometimes look back
And reminisce on the days of 'us'
When your eyes weren't as cold
When you still cared

But then I look closely
And realization washes over me--
I was fooling myself all along
Because really, you never cared at all

Do I look pretty? Cause I haven't been eating.
Let me back up, because I swear it wasn't intentional
it's just that it makes me angry
that I have to
and it makes me angry that you care
and it makes me angry that it makes me angry
because its all I ever wanted anyone to do.

I'm angry at school, and my friends, and my dad, sure.
but the worst of all is that I'm angry at myself

this one song plays in my head
but it's just one line repeating
again and
again
*I'll be hanging from a rope, and I will haunt you like a ghost

You were once a piece of me,
now, the 'you' in my poetry.

I know I'm not perfect and I take steps backwards it seems. But honestly honestly I just keep trying to change myself to be the man you need. Believe me believe me, I'm trying.
Love is such a funny thing.
It's making me take time to appreciate the life given to me.
Because of you I can feel me coming back to me.
So please don't leave.
That's my biggest fear  
Thinking of the night you get fed up and you've had enough of me.
Love is such a funny thing.
If there's a punch line then jokes on me.
Honestly honestly believe I'm trying to be the man you need.
I don't think before a speak
And I act without considering.
Consequence of actions.
These misunderstandings **** me
Continually thinking.
Days without you heartbreak me.
I know baby
Love is such a funny thing.
It's making me take time to realize.
You care even when I'm not all there. Think and sink. Lost but you anchor me.
Love is such a funny thing.

How is it possible
to have a massive amount of feelings
for someone who obviously doesn't even care for you?

And someone please ...
Tell me how to get over
This ****...