Soul inspired tide of disbelief
Sail me away to the sound of assurance
I long for the desire to aquire a hold
On the creation of my reality
I am the captain of this ship
I am the mighty waves in the Ocean
I am the mermaid singing her way to victory
I am a channel for the unknown knowns
I want to believe in that that is untamed
I want to ride in the storm and face it unafraid
Guide me to the mountainous heaven
That sliver of peace I call my salvation
I will make it home, and it will not **** me
To assure myself of this is the biggest step in my own making of history

A flower is a gift
It is protection
Reflection, an unseen jurisdiction
A mask, and an illusion
It is simple, and in some instances,
Medicine
I call upon the flowers
I speak to the petals
I ask them for guidance
I treat them like angels
They are my greatest teachers
Lovers, and friends
They are the most beautiful piece of my imagination
Sacred geometic patterns locked in a single shape
They helped me open my eyes, and open a gate
Multiple moments parallel to each other
Instances that align and bring us together
Blooming ripples that flow like a river
Creating a world that is sacred and silver
Forget about karmatic gold and the gods that lost the heat
Open your eyes to idea of prosperity
Green grass and significant botanics
Trees and leaves and our ancestors of Atlantis

Sundown after the charcoal town
We've been burning since December
I remember when you and I danced on Ice
Such a sacrifice we held together
Unweathered and untethered
Pleasured and unmeasured
You held me over your shoulders
The weight was so heavy,
And we still never sank under
What a dance
I still remember
Two bright stars over frozen layers of water
....

Everything became abundant when I met you,  and lost at the same time
You supported a great part of me that set sail Long before I ever knew you were alive
Or existing at all
So greatly you perch yourself on the branch I have always pictured you sitting on
I have never seen you look better
As light as a feather you stand so pretty and bright
Never kept uptight or unclean
I see you and your soul so serene
........... to be continued

My words can only speak so much
Winds that blow south
Offer a much greater touch
Traveling on and far away from the cold
Like reverence itself
Creating a new mold
of culture and being
of thinking and seeing
Karma herself alive and showing
you what it takes
to make or break yourself
Because its all up to you
Dont devour your own hell

Together we will fight
But I will win everytime
For I am me
I made it here
This is my world
This is for you, my dear.
You gave me life,
I gave you meaning
We shook hands on this
This is something I've been repeating
You already know what you think you don't
You are the captain of this ship
You're steering this boat
You're riding the waves of this black ocean
It's what makes you a witch
You already know you have been chosen
You are here, little rainbow girl
This your time
Let's give this black battle a twirl
Remember it's only black because of where you were born
It's only dark because of the people you adore
It's only here because magic
It's always been here
You just have to believe in it
Its the illusion you have been wishing for
It is exactly what you have been waiting for
Every script you have written
Every word they find forbidden
Every wrong that you find right
Every single glimps of moonlight
Every single time you sing
The actual meaning to everything
The reason why you have been picked
Seen as a **** in your gardens wicker
Basket of things they don't wanna see that you are different
A lonesome ****
You sell yourself for what you believe in
You how off yourself,
A part you are not even sure of
But hope for some kind of encouragement
Looking for someone to give you that nuriesment
That you know you need but never achieve
Telling yourself every time
You are all that you need
Then you remember again you have been chosen
And those who don't see that
Lie down in dozens
Those who are wide eyed will hit up the clouds
I will be waiting
And I will be nothing but proud
Those who are there are not alone
I think we have been waiting for years
Knowing all about this thrown
That we sit on every day
Waiting for you,
Listening while you prayed
Blah blah

I always get this urge to write about pretty and beautiful things
But when I go to write I have nothing to say
I think of the moon and light from the sun
Or sometimes the stars and the constellations
The problem is that I am unaware of my intentions
Then the flow that I follow comes from unattended emotions
Leading to past and unhealed wounds
That I didn't even know still felt heavy and bruised
I am almost dying in places inside of myself
I am recovering memories from straight out of hell
I have named my own demons and chained them to my ribs
I keep them locked in blood sockets and force them to live
Burning in a nightmare I created myself
Its no wonder the moon is no source of help
I have decieved my own eyes, my own heart, my own soul
I have been made a slave to this feeling,
.........

Enki baby, you make me sing
My ears ring, and I cling to your memory
Such symmetry we hold, you and I
My fondest mirror
The only balance that makes me shiver
I love you, and I made you a promise
Extention to extention
Together we are intertwined
The universe is inside us
Our secret is a drive
I fight for you
The eve of me
I can't help but be a sinner
Your soul sets me free
Its always been inside me
And into us I now see
Thank you for being my love
My infinate butterfly

How do you tell someone that you love,
That doesn't love you back
That you care about them.
And maybe they do love you,
But not in the same way
Maybe they just like the thought,
And it's just another game
That they play most days
In their day to day life
Not worried about others,
Only themselves during this fight
That becomes a battle
A battle of lost and found brothers
Where they split off on groups
And literally hate on each other
Saying I am better than you by being me
What about them?
They are them, it's the exact thing
Agree to disagree
Find yourself in the mix
Find yourself in this circus,
But don't get lost in it
We are stars sent from the cosmos
Humans looking up from below
I see myself from where I should
I am looking down like I knew I would
We are so lost in the sins of our ancestors
Parents before us who didn't have all the answers
Lost in someone else's perception
It will take only the holy to fight this battle for them
I praise myself for wanting to try
I could have it all
This is my baby blue sky
But I am sick of being alone
I need my family
This has always beeny home
Home is where the heart is
And I finally found you
I will wait forever
I just hope you don't want me to

Memories exist in the feel of your love that live within the sound inside your soul
I am digging deep inside an old casket buried in a cosmic black hole
Dead as it may seem, it is alive in you
I resurrect them in organic gardening tunes
The tools I use are made for the soil in your mind
The kind that come from foreign lands
And arent easy to recognize
They bloom when I'm not looking
They manifest and shine
They act as a boomerang
They bloom on their own time
I am fortunate enough
To smell the scent of glory
The fact that they even flower
Let's me know that I am worthy
A reflection I can count on
A flower that can sing
A woman that holds power
One who doesn't need a man for anything

She'd just like to have one

I see you
I see what you are doing
I see where you are, where you're going
I have observed your words, your mannerisms, your actions
Everything is a mirror, and mirrors can offer distractions
I see you, but you can't even see yourself
I have tried to connect with you, but you have a hard time distinguishing wealth
I am a penny of love in your choice of reflection for change
I am the answers to the questions you don't ask, because the mirror you are staring into only allows you to see the mask you wear every day
I see you, and that scares you
When our eyes meet I have a power inside myself with a force so strong that it rips the mask right off you face
You don't even know yourself with out it,
So you hide from me, and run away
I am offering you unconditional love,
and I wish you could see me this way
This force that can destroy is beautiful
I've made peace with my demons, and that's why I reflect you today
Right now as I stand before you, I am offering you a painting
A vision of yourself, a masterpiece in the making
Mirror mirror on the wall,
Why do we run from the best of ourselves?
Why are we so evil to other people?
When they are our reflection
Here to help, heal, and restore jurisdiction
I see you, because I see myself
Broken down, and beaten
Practically crying out for help
I see you, and sometimes it is this simple
I just want to help

I really like my used old boots
The ones that I've really walked in
The ones that I've actually been places in
That remind me of things I often forget
The steps I've taken
That put me on this path
That I currently walk in this time
Now
The only place I've really ever been
Here
I laugh at the thought of only being here now
Like I've never been anywhere else
But I can't go back to yesterday
And I can't skip to next Tuesday
So I might as well just stay here now
And wake up here
Keep adapting to the footsteps
Make them brandnew somehow every day
Push myself to believe
That in the end I just might stay
Ink in my own message or passage on a wall
To remind myself there that I am here after all

Let me bloom into the Source
Let every microcosmic aspect of my whole me fold into itself
Let me be free of form
But fold into good company
May I love myself through all darkness
May I hate myself, but ask for
Forgiveness every time when I remember, and reclaim who I am
I am love, lust, and luxury
I am a powerful woman
Infinity; blissed into a dualistic formality
It evaporates, and segregates no longer
We are one
We get along with each other
Sister, brother
Father, mother
Beyond our blood we teach other
Intertwined in a love connection
Through sound alone we break an illusion
When we know ourselves
We know our wealth
When we breathe in our bodies
We indefinitely raise hell

Wake the dead

***** your direction, your movement, your view
It still finds no place with me
***** your depth in attraction to me, too
It means nothing, I mean nothing
[ But really I do ]
Everything that has become about you
Is so skewed and tethered
Like a wick swallowed by a melted candle
I will have to dig to make you burn in front of me again

I have known you forever,
And sometimes you are sitting right in front me
L I T E R A L L Y
On my living  room floor
In the passenger seat if my car
In my work place waiting for me up at the bar
But this world holds us back,
We don't know how to act
We don't know what we see
Or how to perceive
So we continue in our every day motions
With what the world tells us go with
How to flow, with what we think we know
I'm aware, and it makes me scared.
All I want to see is you,
Even though these tacks restrain me back
In the back of my mind, I still do.

I am only but a fraction of energy

Breathing the same dust of emotions you are

you are and I am

We come from all energies

We absorb what we want

We dismiss what we feel is necessary

We glow, we shine, we consume, we exhale

We are only what we want to be

What do you want to be?

How do you want to act?

Where do you want to be?

How do you want react?

We glow, we shine, we consume, we exhale

These particle will last a lifetime

You are part of this lifetime

you are and I am

The unimaginable

the impossible, made possible,

by you

you are and I am, we

we are one in the same

These particles will last a lifetime

WE

we are one in the same

we are the same

you are and I am

The fact that we found each other is pure
Simply pure
I couldn't have asked anyone or anything
for a better cure
A cure for the pain
A cure for the rain
That embodies my soul every day after day
That leads me to feel this sort of dis function
That brought me to realize the structure of junction
Of evil and right
Of good and insight
Of leveling out darkness and light
Together in two
Of how I met you
The actual reason of why I need to
Live in this day
And feel every ray
Of sunshine and moonlight
Of quivering upright
How living in Hell
Will break our outer shell
And teach us live
And teach us to give
And teach us to love
And teach us to laugh
And teach us the strength
Of the the golden brick path
That leads us to our next hour
The amazing rich power
Of life after death
When we give our last breath
To those who don't know
Of those who don't glow
Why we must preach the way
Of light and dismay
Of how we need both
To build our new boat
And sail us away
To our next patterns day
Where we will meet again
In a new realm of friends
Where we will all live in light
In love and insight
Where darkness met light
And won the last fight
Where there are no more scars
No more counting your lucky stars
The sky will see again
My lost love and best friend
We need to be loud
We need to be proud
Scream and yell, raise it up
You have been living in Hell
You don't need to stay here
Forever synchronized is you and me now
Sing and give praise
Not to god but to you
I raise my glass to the sacred blue sky
A toast to the universe
A drink for all your worth
You deserve this fine sip
The savory taste on you lips
Together we will all sink
Into the great unknown
Put the crown on your king
For the world is your thrown