I'm in love with my life,
but where are you?
I can not find you anywhere,
or in anyone
in anything thing
or any being
I am trying
and I can not get over that
That I am trying
"You can't miss what you forget"
but there isn't even anything left
It's all I have
You're all that I have
You are all that I have ever had
and I can not escape that
I can not escape it
I can not escape you
I can not erase you
You are everlasting within my mind
Over anywhere
anyone, anything, or any being
It's an everlasting cycle that I can not beat
And somehow my heart,
it keeps beating,
and beating, and beating, and beating
but only for you
I am forever in love with you
and I always will be
There is no beating the beating

I am only but a fraction of energy

Breathing the same dust of emotions you are

you are and I am

We come from all energies

We absorb what we want

We dismiss what we feel is necessary

We glow, we shine, we consume, we exhale

We are only what we want to be

What do you want to be?

How do you want to act?

Where do you want to be?

How do you want react?

We glow, we shine, we consume, we exhale

These particle will last a lifetime

You are part of this lifetime

you are and I am

The unimaginable

the impossible, made possible,

by you

you are and I am, we

we are one in the same

These particles will last a lifetime

WE

we are one in the same

we are the same

you are and I am

I envision you as a bright light, like the moon
I wave my hands over you every night in hopes of a final feeling
Your wounds are bleeding
Never healing, but always shining
The blood that pours out from your craters is stunning,
Oh so stunning, enticing
Why is it that your sickness pulls me towards you?
Why is it that the pain of being distant is so enthralling?
Your blood brings me to your home
It’s keeping me close
Tell me we belong here
Bright moon, bleed on me
I need this vision to be more than a fantacy

Used to the rock
That still sits in my front yard
You moved it last Wednesday
And now its next Friday
It still sits three feet
From the front of my stairway
I leave every morning
And then it reminds me
I cant bare to move it
Your name sits upon it
You claim that your weight
Will hold everything that molds us
The beauty of nothing
That has become everything
To me

You know that feel? It's all in a song
A wave of emotion literally rushes
From the very ends of your toes,
To your stomach,
To your mind,
And forces the most genuine smile on your face,
You close your eyes,
You are being lifted,
Almost carried away,
But, not quite
You're still here,
Waving your emotions
To the rhythm of the song
Through your body, repeatedly
Over and over, (I repeat)
Over and over
You know that wonderful feel? It's all in a song

***** your direction, your movement, your view
It still finds no place with me
***** your depth in attraction to me, too
It means nothing, I mean nothing
[ But really I do ]
Everything that has become about you
Is so skewed and tethered
Like a wick swallowed by a melted candle
I will have to dig to make you burn in front of me again