i’ve gotten so used to thinking i don’t have a choice and just going
with what my self destructive mind tells me to do
that once i actually just notice my options
and evaluate them, simply
no strings attached
and make a choice to do the opposite of what i usually do
i feel so empowered and happy and hopeful and
in control, in the good sense
and it’s like
thank god
i’m alive
to know what this feels like.
*freedom