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ANTONIO Ainnoot Mar 2019
The world could be submerged,
probably no longer on this earth.
The ground has split In two.
I don’t know a thing
‘cause all I can
think about is
you
ANTONIO Ainnoot Mar 2019
You let me fall for you
I became so used to your touch
now I am paying for your wrongs
I know where I messed up.
I feel so ashamed
of the love coursing
through my veins.
the flame of passion
that you left me remains
but you being someone else’s
will never change.
ANTONIO Ainnoot Mar 2019
I lost it.
my mind & train of thought
now I’m exhausted
I lay in my bed
But sleep evades me.
I keep
Replaying our conversations.
how’d we go from speaking daily
to plans being a maybe

I toss and turn
In search of comfort.
my rooms dark.  
the sun hurts.
will you ever let me sleep
Sometimes I wonder

...will you ever let me sleep?
Sometimes I wonder
ANTONIO Ainnoot Mar 2019
Nothing is ever as it seems.
I thought you were the remedy,
now your name poisons my dreams.
I see you before
I go into a slumber.
You were such a habit to call
but I wish I never took your number
What have you done?
ANTONIO Ainnoot Mar 2019
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Your episodes are seasonal
Yet here I am with you
Can’t you see
you’re my favorite show?
You always make a scene  
and give me every reason to go

Your life became a movie
and I was never given a role.
I was hooked since our pilot
Ironic how we’re crashing
You silenced my words
because I questioned your actions

I know you’re happy but
Look at me and this melancholy
These series of events
led to our finale.
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I channeled these feelings for you
but lost them as quick as I do the remote.
ANTONIO Ainnoot Oct 2018
I woke up to no milk in my bowl
It does not feel like home.
Cereal on the table
Gallon in the fridge, but no milk in my bowl.
I am home, but it's not what I know.
There is no milk in my bowl. I am now grown.
My first submission.

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