We all have our dark times,Some find the light others ignore
We all have demons inside,But some turn away
You may think we're the same but trust me we're not
If you had my life you'd hate it a lot more.

Some days i struggle to move
Most days i just sit and cry
No motivation, no goal in sight
What do i have to truly prove.

Believe me i've tried to end this show once or twice
I've tried both the positive and negative
Neither have worked
i want to end my life, grab a knife and slice.

I've cried so many times i've lost track
Im sick of this constant fear
I wish i could be happy trust me i do
I'm tired of an everyday panic attack


Some days i struggle to move
Most days i just sit and cry
No motivation, no goal in sight
What do i have to truly prove.

My eyes are numb from the tears i've flown
Cried over loss of loved ones time and time
I thought i could get through this
Who can i blame i should've know.

I'll try again to break the spell
If i fail and this pain finally ends
don't look back in sadness
My story you must tell.

You say you hate my guts
well keep it comin
i'm getting sick of this anyway
your words are nothing but cuts

Say something else push me to do it
I can't stand myself either
i'm out of luck so let's do it
you wish i never existed just please admit

Say goodbye this is the last
i hope you never sleep again
years gone by i hope it bites
I hope you never forget the past

'Please don't talk to me again'

I said those words
and a weight lifted from my shoulders
I felt lighter, more free
And yet
When the weight lifted
It was replaced with a sorrow
That gut-aching knowledge
That you have just broken something
You loved

To the boy crying himself slowly to sleep
To the girl who thinks she's worthless
Remember all the happiness and joy
Thouse are the feeling you should keep

To the woman who got cheated on
To the man left at the alter
Don't give up on love
Its a beautiful thing, its no con

For the couple miles apart
For the grieving lover
you will be together again
Just stick to this world and play your part

i swear that im just a mistake

but apparently i was born to

make this world a better place?

ha, i think not

im just a waste

of precious space



im just a

dead soul

who has no role

in this play

but
  no.

you're wrong darling.
  you need to stay.

just you wait one day.
you just wait and see.

you'll mean the universe
  to someone.

you'll save a life
  with your bright smile
     or precious words.
  
you'll help a may flower bloom
  with the air you breathe out.

so, go ahead and doubt
  but please believe me when i say

that you really do matter.
  you really do matter.
    you really do matter.

i swear

when i looked

into his eyes

i saw so many unknown galaxies

universes, and skies

i felt like a scientist

eager to discover what was inside