fariha

fariha Nov 2021

Belief

"I like men",
is what I want my mom to believe,
"I already forget about her",
is what I want to believe,

sincerely,
her.

Oct 2021

aaa

don’t look at me for too long

i think a part of me is always
drifting off, wispy breaths of
cloud and sky

the deeply held yearning for
some kind of
permanence
overtakes my sense of self

crafted with
such fear and hope and care
and still
so fragile

if u unwrapped all of my existence and placed it in front of u i’m still not sure it would be enough

fariha Oct 2021

faraway

your smiles are as sweet as ever,
your laughs are as as beautiful as ever,
but;
I can only smile and laugh,
alongside with you,
from faraway,
what a shame.

fariha Oct 2021

Untitled

and your problems,
is not my responsibility,
yet I found myself miserable in fatigue,
when you skips your meals,
while you're laughing at your phone.

fariha Sep 2021

Untitled

all these stars passing by,
when i just need the moon.

fariha Sep 2021

no,you dont.

“i miss you”,
how should i say,
that you only miss my company,
darling.
i thought to myself while my mouth,
slipping an “i miss you too” with a smile.

fariha Sep 2021

Help

try and try and try!
to help them,
until you yourself fall down,
into the pit of hell.

remember,how much you tried to help someone,if they dont help themselves it’ll just worn you out over time.