It's creepy to think that in the very few steps you've taken day in and day out,
How many alive and then dead
once walking, now sleeping
Once took those  same very few steps
That we day out and day in
Often take for granted

It's too late to go back to sleep but it's too early to be awake

Even ants have feels
Remember that
As you stomp all over
Mother earth's
World
Your earth
My earth
The world's
Earth

im at a stand still,
im in a lost state,
im at a
should i move forward,
should i believe my intuition,
should i lie that its true?
should i forgive myself
for giving up on something
that i once wanted
to find out
what is new

A tribe is a group of people,
followers,
strangers,
people you think you know,
wasting dreams
for someone they dont yet know,
but pride
pride may be ego
but atleast ego
is someone you know
not someone you dont !

If it hurts your chest
You either love it
Whole heartedly
Or hate it
There's no in between
That grey area is
The waves of the future
To proceed
To not
To forgive
Or to
Move on

masks screams a liar
and a liar
even if you arent caught in a lie
exactly
a hidden factor
is just as much guilt
to be on my way

your worth is never measured in
likes
smiles
hugs
kisses
***
beauty
weight
energy
intelligence
e­mpathy
sympathy
friendliness
happiness
sadness
anger
or how approachable you are or arent
worth is measured in the same way a clock should be
thrown in the trash so you can start to live life the way you were meant to
through the eyes of you
and not through other peoples!

It is easy to lose track of time
When you lose hope
Or interest
In even bothering with it

Do not speak to mad people
They will run their mouth
Right out your door
Your neighborhood
And all the way to the next town
But if you get too carried away
You will see
That madness
Breeds inside
Of humanity.

Try to catch me and I'll slip out of your palm
Like ice
Melting,
Try to breathe me in but your nostrils feel blocked
Try to find me online
And I'm invisible like
A ghost
Try to copy me
But I'm just a voice
childlike
Try to get near me
But I'm plastered on every
News paper
Radio and
Internet
Who am I?

What are the chances
That if I let you stomp all over my parade
Let it rain on the daily
That you'd
Feel content
Even happy?

Tonight I relived our life
Heck I relived our story
But I didn't give in
I didn't pick up the pen
Tap into my fears
I didn't pick up a pencil
I just listened for once
And as the seconds turned to minutes
For once clocks
Time
And us
Really felt incredibly man made

I'm trying to be present
But I'm sorry
Sometimes presents
Don't come
Wrapped in a pretty
Bow!

You wake up
Better than tomorrow
And fall asleep
Better than today

You can't be happy being someone you aren't
You can't replace them
You can't be them
It can be unhappy being you
Until you're clear what
You is truly you

your past dont define you,
but your @$$
might

**** 2 birds with one stone
Break two hearts
But not grow
Save yourself
But lose hope
Risk your inner sanity
By conforming
To all of humanity
Btw
What is family ?

Follow your heart
It is the compass that leads to
Chocolate
Icecream
Sundaes
Days of sunshine
Days wrapped in fuzzy blankets
Swimming almost ****
******
Sky diving
Diving through space
Finding space with certain people
Boundaries


To be continued..