In the past I have found myself, mouth agape
Stupid
On a separate occasion, my lips moved, and I felt the power behind the words being pushed through them
Strong, solid, sensible
Lately I only hear her
Her being the loud obnoxious redhead that lives rent free inside this diseased *****
My brain
DO NOT mix bleach and vinegar!
She's toxic
Deadly
Hand to mouth
She is the first, last, and loudest voice I hear
Reflection in the mirror
She is the first to pinch and ****
SHUT UP I growl
JUST SHUT UP!!
Quiet, Spinning
A swallow, A sigh
She consumes me
Or so she will try
I must speak up
It's either that or die
A faint whisper
I do not want to say goodbye
Becaude deep down I know it's just another lie
Brief moments of lucidity
A dash of doubt
I peer from the ledge
I hear her shout
She screams, come back to me
And I will set you free
Trauma bonded for life
A toxic love story between me and me